So far I have heard many times of this term and also heard many people claiming that they are under some sort of psychic attack.
To be honest I never really payed much attention or respect to this possibility and was even inclined to look at such claims as some sort of attention seeking behaviour. But in the course of last 12 months I have become very much aware of this phenomenon.
Maybe I am more in tune, maybe more knowledge has increased my perception and sensitivity to these things.
Whatever the reason, certain things happened since I started studing this material and I would like to share them with you hoping to hear if you had similar experiences.
I am particularly interested how you deal with them, and what sense do you make out of the whole thing...
So about my experiences...
before I describe them in detail I think it is important to note that it appears I am lately experiencing some sort of change in sensitivity, i.e it has become clear I am more sensitive to different "entities" or energy flows around me. I have become clearly aware of this one night when I was lying in the bed, and all of the sudden I could see- or better said percieve (my eyes were closed) some sort of entity which passed swirling through my bedroom from one end to another. It slowed down when it came close to my bed and wanted to stop but I said - please continue and pass by me. This episode was actually quite amusing as this entity seemed to be preety mindless, totally chaotic and it just swirled off further after I clearly stated that I dont want it around,
but then I had these other two experiences which I found far more serious...
1, My first experience is described in great detail on this thread
DNA Activation
2. The second one happened very recently. I was lying in the bed and reading and was in totally relaxed state of mind. But just as I switched off the light I started getting this feeling of some malice coming my way. This is very difficult to describe. Basicaly it was the knowledge you become aware off out of the blue. Also in my mind's eye I could see brief flashes of some demonic faces sort of hoovering above me.
Then all of the sudden I could feel this energetic hand digging violently into my belly. At first it felt like it was stirring something in my plexus and I could feel this circular motion. After short while this stopped and I could feel pulling- as if it was trying to pull something out of me.
This clearly felt as some sort of attack and this time my spontaneous reaction was slightly different. I wasnt scared as much as I would normaly be in these situations. It was like I was adamant to observe objectivelly what is really happening here. I didnt want to move intentionally, I wasnt paralised (like the first time) and I was consciously saying to myself: "Dont move a muscle, just stay still and observe what is happening"
But then fear took over and I escaped into the familiar "I need to protect myself" mode and used any protection I could ever think of, that is tried to imagine bright light of creation within me which will protect me and make me undigestable for this attack. This took a great effort of concentration and I am not sure how succesfull it was, but very soon everything has stopped and somehow I fell asleep.
Nedless to say all next day I was feeling very very bad. I got an attack of shoulder pain ( I have suffered from reumathic pains in the shoulder and arm area since my early twenties, something that would happen very rarely maybe once or twice a year, and it was impossible to find any reasonable medical explanation for this pain. After I started experimenting with homeopathy I thought I cured it as it has not reoccured for almost 2 years prior to this attack )
Apart from the pain my energy level on that day was pitifull. I am usually pretty much aware of my daily energy levels as I am the type of person that is hooked on regular intense cardio and weight training. On this day I was barely able to sit at my desk with eyes open.
Also the events of that day were quite negative and every interaction with other people would end up in some sort of misunderstanding.
It was obvious to me that I was under some sort of attack that evening.
But I would like to know to which purpose. All this doesnt make much sense to me. Was it 3 D entity skillful in certain tehniques ( they say that practitioners of magic do these things all the time) or the attack was coming from somwhere else.
In any case this thing has been on my mind for days now and I decided to open this thread. I hope that other people will share similar experiences and maybe together we will be able to understand them better.
One more thing, I am sure that these things use to happen to all my life, but since I had less knowledge I had much less awareness.
In chapter X of the Wave series I have found this bit, and I think its quite a good guidance about this phenomenon:
"The same is true in terms of psychic attack - whether it comes from 3rd, 4th or 5th density sources. Once you know how these things work, when it happens to you, you are AWARE, and thus able to withstand the assault and put your attention where it belongs - on continuing to operate in a stable and clear-headed way - which you NOW KNOW is going to require extra exertion on your part - so that the attack passes much more quickly and with less damage."
To be honest I never really payed much attention or respect to this possibility and was even inclined to look at such claims as some sort of attention seeking behaviour. But in the course of last 12 months I have become very much aware of this phenomenon.
Maybe I am more in tune, maybe more knowledge has increased my perception and sensitivity to these things.
Whatever the reason, certain things happened since I started studing this material and I would like to share them with you hoping to hear if you had similar experiences.
I am particularly interested how you deal with them, and what sense do you make out of the whole thing...
So about my experiences...
before I describe them in detail I think it is important to note that it appears I am lately experiencing some sort of change in sensitivity, i.e it has become clear I am more sensitive to different "entities" or energy flows around me. I have become clearly aware of this one night when I was lying in the bed, and all of the sudden I could see- or better said percieve (my eyes were closed) some sort of entity which passed swirling through my bedroom from one end to another. It slowed down when it came close to my bed and wanted to stop but I said - please continue and pass by me. This episode was actually quite amusing as this entity seemed to be preety mindless, totally chaotic and it just swirled off further after I clearly stated that I dont want it around,
but then I had these other two experiences which I found far more serious...
1, My first experience is described in great detail on this thread
DNA Activation
2. The second one happened very recently. I was lying in the bed and reading and was in totally relaxed state of mind. But just as I switched off the light I started getting this feeling of some malice coming my way. This is very difficult to describe. Basicaly it was the knowledge you become aware off out of the blue. Also in my mind's eye I could see brief flashes of some demonic faces sort of hoovering above me.
Then all of the sudden I could feel this energetic hand digging violently into my belly. At first it felt like it was stirring something in my plexus and I could feel this circular motion. After short while this stopped and I could feel pulling- as if it was trying to pull something out of me.
This clearly felt as some sort of attack and this time my spontaneous reaction was slightly different. I wasnt scared as much as I would normaly be in these situations. It was like I was adamant to observe objectivelly what is really happening here. I didnt want to move intentionally, I wasnt paralised (like the first time) and I was consciously saying to myself: "Dont move a muscle, just stay still and observe what is happening"
But then fear took over and I escaped into the familiar "I need to protect myself" mode and used any protection I could ever think of, that is tried to imagine bright light of creation within me which will protect me and make me undigestable for this attack. This took a great effort of concentration and I am not sure how succesfull it was, but very soon everything has stopped and somehow I fell asleep.
Nedless to say all next day I was feeling very very bad. I got an attack of shoulder pain ( I have suffered from reumathic pains in the shoulder and arm area since my early twenties, something that would happen very rarely maybe once or twice a year, and it was impossible to find any reasonable medical explanation for this pain. After I started experimenting with homeopathy I thought I cured it as it has not reoccured for almost 2 years prior to this attack )
Apart from the pain my energy level on that day was pitifull. I am usually pretty much aware of my daily energy levels as I am the type of person that is hooked on regular intense cardio and weight training. On this day I was barely able to sit at my desk with eyes open.
Also the events of that day were quite negative and every interaction with other people would end up in some sort of misunderstanding.
It was obvious to me that I was under some sort of attack that evening.
But I would like to know to which purpose. All this doesnt make much sense to me. Was it 3 D entity skillful in certain tehniques ( they say that practitioners of magic do these things all the time) or the attack was coming from somwhere else.
In any case this thing has been on my mind for days now and I decided to open this thread. I hope that other people will share similar experiences and maybe together we will be able to understand them better.
One more thing, I am sure that these things use to happen to all my life, but since I had less knowledge I had much less awareness.
In chapter X of the Wave series I have found this bit, and I think its quite a good guidance about this phenomenon:
"The same is true in terms of psychic attack - whether it comes from 3rd, 4th or 5th density sources. Once you know how these things work, when it happens to you, you are AWARE, and thus able to withstand the assault and put your attention where it belongs - on continuing to operate in a stable and clear-headed way - which you NOW KNOW is going to require extra exertion on your part - so that the attack passes much more quickly and with less damage."