Nienna said:crystalicdream said:This is exactly what my best friend said, that she would love to be a vampire if it enabled her to live forever. I think, that I could not bear to live an eternity. I have a longing to finally Ago home, wherever home is, and I know that to go there, I will at least have to be able to die.
I am thinking that those who would love to live forever are those who are very happy in this materialistic world. They either have no higher self at this time, or are very out of touch with it. Either way, from what the Cs have said, those who are happy with materiality will stay in 3D because that is where they belong at this time and have many more lessons to learn.
I, too, think that living forever in this world is a horrendous idea and have a "longing" to go "home", which to me means 5D, at least this is how I understand it at this point.
I'm thinking about if I am one of those, and BTW I'm sorry if it is off topic (perhaps the thread should be split?)
I'm certainly not happy in this world, and apart from the bigger suffering of all that suffer, I find it annoying to have to eat and clean (myself and my space) everyday. And that things take so long to do.
I don't feel at home in this world, and often have a feeling of being a stranger, who's an observer of life, but not really part of it. (one of the reasons that I prefer not being in my home country, as it is easier to feel that way when one is legitimately a stranger)
But I like nice physical things, like the feel of the sun on my face, or some art, or expressions of love, or anything that pleasures the senses (taste, look, smell, sounds, feels good)
And I have the urge to create stuff, though this is also partly coming from that it is a way to make myself feel that something is important to me. (and something to do with the time I have here, so it doesn't seem so meaningless that I die from depression)
But I've often thought that The Golden Age scenario would be perfect for me, and that no here and there, sounds messy to me...I remember at some point many years ago when reading Lauras books, where I started to see the energy flow between people, and it gave me a feeling similar to that if naked people were all over and I don't have anything against naked people, but I don't really want them to be all over the place...so in a way there is some of the limitations of the 3D world that I like.
I've felt a longing to go home most of my life, and for years I was trying to create a home that would feel like home, but realized that it had nothing to do with a human home, but of being homesick of my own kind..
Well, time will tell whether or not I'm one of those, I guess...