Tigersoap
The Living Force
I thought I would post this after reading the thread Ben started because I find there is a synchronicity in the events taking place.
The last two nights my wife and I could not fall asleep as well.
My body was also buzzing/tingling like crazy (and almost painfuly) and not in a comfortable way.
My dreams are totally chaotic and leave me depressed and drained out for the whole day.
I also have to say that for the past two weeks I've been pretty depressed and drained out and also under the feeling of being gauged.
True that for the moment I am very anxious about money problem so it does not really help lifting up my mood and that might be an angle of attack.
I am also considering that strong bouts of depression like I experience are also part of the shedding of old illusions or old thoughts patterns.
It also seems that I am in a loop and I am always coming back to the same spot (step ?) but with no idea if progress is made on the spiral of life (I don't want to be too hazy in my description but I try to keep it simple as English is not my mother tongue.)
I do not rule out that it might be an attack of some sort but I was wondering if there wasn't any other explanation that eludes me.
Is it possible that it has more to do with being more sensitive to energy fields from earth or wherever ?
I really have to make an effort to type this post and I am feeling quite emotional for no reason.
Weird.
Hope I am clear enough in what I try to express.
The last two nights my wife and I could not fall asleep as well.
My body was also buzzing/tingling like crazy (and almost painfuly) and not in a comfortable way.
My dreams are totally chaotic and leave me depressed and drained out for the whole day.
I also have to say that for the past two weeks I've been pretty depressed and drained out and also under the feeling of being gauged.
True that for the moment I am very anxious about money problem so it does not really help lifting up my mood and that might be an angle of attack.
I am also considering that strong bouts of depression like I experience are also part of the shedding of old illusions or old thoughts patterns.
It also seems that I am in a loop and I am always coming back to the same spot (step ?) but with no idea if progress is made on the spiral of life (I don't want to be too hazy in my description but I try to keep it simple as English is not my mother tongue.)
I do not rule out that it might be an attack of some sort but I was wondering if there wasn't any other explanation that eludes me.
Is it possible that it has more to do with being more sensitive to energy fields from earth or wherever ?
I really have to make an effort to type this post and I am feeling quite emotional for no reason.
Weird.
Hope I am clear enough in what I try to express.