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I`d like to share with you all some very puzzling events that have occurred in my life and have vexed me ever since. Any ideas as to what they mean would be greatly welcome.
1: Early teens, finished early at work for a change, went home and tried to have a nap
Its early afternoon, Im listening to the local radio station and just relaxing. In my minds eye I see a black tear shaped eye that comes straight at me. It gets so close that I can see an odd drizzle upon the eye itself. My fascination in this odd vision is cut short when I think WTF! I jump in my rest and sit up slightly scared and puzzled.
Around the age of 19 this type of thing came back randomly where I would be presented with moving scenes in shades of blacks and greys when my eyes where closed. At the age of 22 I did some extra work as a drivers mate. One early morning stood in the depo both myself and another saw a very low orange light over nearby houses. No sounds where present. Later that early morning I tried to get some shut eye as we drove towards London. Again, I had this eyes closed vision thing. This time I saw a concrete tunnel and a heavy duty looking security door. I got shades of green mixed into the usual blacks and greys. This place felt electrified or full of energy - I dont understand how I perecieved this.
2: Early Teens, early morning and have woke up not looking forward to work. Typical teenager :)
I lay there and think to myself whats the point in me working where i do...A mans voice breaks through my thoughts and tells me its because Im supposed to learn about different kinds of people... I remember thinking "oh, yes thats right" ( like I pre knew this ) I then thought, "where did/who was that?" This voices accent was of a upper class, well spoken person.
3: Early thirties, resting after too much sunday lunch.
I was awake with eyes closed just resting and listening to the TV. A vision in minds eye of a very young looking grey. Its face wasnt directly looking at me and i remember thinking how cute it looked. I then realise this is odd wondering how can that just appear in my mind. Get up and get a glass of something strong.
4 Early thirties
In my sleep i find myself in total darkness. All around in black, no sound and I dont seem to be able to move. I try calling out and no sound leaves my lips. I dont feel afraid of where I am but wonder how I got there. I feel like Im stood on ground but I see nothing but darkness. I can move but have no reference around me to indicate movement. After what seems like minutes of being in this place it slowly dawns on me that Im stuck. Again, I try calling out and in the end I say some form of prayer and this works! I open my eyes and find myself fully awake on the sofa.
4 Early thirties
Recall travelling down a swirling blue tunnel and then waking up back here thinking oh, Im me and Im here.
Theres others in this list but I`ll leave them for now.
Has anyone else experienced any of the above?
I`d like to share with you all some very puzzling events that have occurred in my life and have vexed me ever since. Any ideas as to what they mean would be greatly welcome.
1: Early teens, finished early at work for a change, went home and tried to have a nap
Its early afternoon, Im listening to the local radio station and just relaxing. In my minds eye I see a black tear shaped eye that comes straight at me. It gets so close that I can see an odd drizzle upon the eye itself. My fascination in this odd vision is cut short when I think WTF! I jump in my rest and sit up slightly scared and puzzled.
Around the age of 19 this type of thing came back randomly where I would be presented with moving scenes in shades of blacks and greys when my eyes where closed. At the age of 22 I did some extra work as a drivers mate. One early morning stood in the depo both myself and another saw a very low orange light over nearby houses. No sounds where present. Later that early morning I tried to get some shut eye as we drove towards London. Again, I had this eyes closed vision thing. This time I saw a concrete tunnel and a heavy duty looking security door. I got shades of green mixed into the usual blacks and greys. This place felt electrified or full of energy - I dont understand how I perecieved this.
2: Early Teens, early morning and have woke up not looking forward to work. Typical teenager :)
I lay there and think to myself whats the point in me working where i do...A mans voice breaks through my thoughts and tells me its because Im supposed to learn about different kinds of people... I remember thinking "oh, yes thats right" ( like I pre knew this ) I then thought, "where did/who was that?" This voices accent was of a upper class, well spoken person.
3: Early thirties, resting after too much sunday lunch.
I was awake with eyes closed just resting and listening to the TV. A vision in minds eye of a very young looking grey. Its face wasnt directly looking at me and i remember thinking how cute it looked. I then realise this is odd wondering how can that just appear in my mind. Get up and get a glass of something strong.
4 Early thirties
In my sleep i find myself in total darkness. All around in black, no sound and I dont seem to be able to move. I try calling out and no sound leaves my lips. I dont feel afraid of where I am but wonder how I got there. I feel like Im stood on ground but I see nothing but darkness. I can move but have no reference around me to indicate movement. After what seems like minutes of being in this place it slowly dawns on me that Im stuck. Again, I try calling out and in the end I say some form of prayer and this works! I open my eyes and find myself fully awake on the sofa.
4 Early thirties
Recall travelling down a swirling blue tunnel and then waking up back here thinking oh, Im me and Im here.
Theres others in this list but I`ll leave them for now.
Has anyone else experienced any of the above?