I'm kinda lost...
all that selfish and egocentered enterprise of actions... i mean, i'm feeling this toward the whole life / society... even mine... but, how not be like that as other persons are like that? I mean, if you want to be altruist you end like a slave, because, there is no unity...
Judge and treated for details like appearence, life history, life story... but in the end... what does remain in the end...
what if i'd die today? that's crazy how we (I) let ourselves live like falling leaves (they are better than that).
I see nothing valuable in the sense of balancing that selfish enterprise of life... as they are only drones and bots everywhere... it's like trying to build a house with smoke...
I'm kinda lost...
And as we're all subjective subjects seeing only thinking thourough a filter... we all feel that we are the hero of the story... i wish that we were all seeing each others as the heros...
so you see, i'm egotic here too!
i'm kinda lost...