anitasweetie
Padawan Learner
Hello everyone!
The only way to say this is to just do it. I apologize for my other posts, not being up to criteria of forum.
Been lurking and reading for past three years!
Recognizing programs in oneself is one of the harder things to do, these programs are so close to you.
Funny thing is, you can see lots of these things in others, but not yourself. Thinking the best way to start is this:
I am a liar, thief, cheat, and a coward, nothing excuses this, I want to see myself as I truly am!!!
Of course, could just say that I was Greenbaumed(who knows). I don't think that is the case because I am semiconscious/conscious of what I seem to be doing. Just wanting to start at the bottom and maybe someday catch up with the rest of the group.
It might be a while before I can get back to the forum today. Have to go to work. Thank you for your patience.
Anita
The only way to say this is to just do it. I apologize for my other posts, not being up to criteria of forum.
Been lurking and reading for past three years!
Recognizing programs in oneself is one of the harder things to do, these programs are so close to you.
Funny thing is, you can see lots of these things in others, but not yourself. Thinking the best way to start is this:
I am a liar, thief, cheat, and a coward, nothing excuses this, I want to see myself as I truly am!!!
Of course, could just say that I was Greenbaumed(who knows). I don't think that is the case because I am semiconscious/conscious of what I seem to be doing. Just wanting to start at the bottom and maybe someday catch up with the rest of the group.
It might be a while before I can get back to the forum today. Have to go to work. Thank you for your patience.
Anita