weird experience

[chachazoom]

I'm new to all this Cassiopean stuff, but I dived right into the wave. I tried to hold my horses because my mind was threatening to close so I decided the best course of action was to go back and start with the Ra material as a primer and slowly get introduced to the whole alien aspect.

Anyways, I'm in the midst of aquiring primer books but in the meantime, I couldn't resist reading some more of the wave. I sat outside on an incredibly warm (for this time of year in Canada) day and was reading about alien craft and I just tried to keep everything open....not reject anything and I came to a part about how there may be craft but we're "hypnotized" not to recognize it, and I thought, "what is so unreasonable about that? why do I have an almost reflex, roll my eyes, or ignore it reaction when it comes to this stuff?

I've had insane experiences with psychopaths and that next to those, alien craft is actually seems reasonable. Anyhow, I kind of opened up and felt that not only was it reasonable but quite possible and just at that moment I looked up and I see this round orb type of thing moving through the sky over my house but I'm sure it was NOT high up like a plane. I'm stunned but not suprised somehow. I just stare at it, my mind not really thinking and watch it go over the house...not really fast but moving steadily....and I don't know what to think. It was definitely a bright orb and the light came from with it, and the way it moved was not like anything I've seen in nature.

So I ran around to the front of the house speechless and mesmorized and watched it disappear over the tree line. I have NO clue what I witnessed. I've been looking up orbs of light but so far not getting anywhere. (I'm going to force myself to stop reading the wave until I can ease into. All I need is a Lizard looking in my bedroom window)

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[Jacques]

Indeed, it can be quite frightening when we realise the hyperdimensional reality.

But as the C's said: Knowledge protects.

Here's a link for a book review written by Richard Dolan, who is a specialist in the UFO field.

 

[bedower]

Hi Chachazoom,

Your reaction is not unusual, fwiw. When I stumbled on the Cass material four years ago and read 'The Wave', it came as a shock to me also. The very idea of the 'lizzies' was terrifying and made me feel physically nauseous. But then, a lot of things that had been puzzling me up until that time seemed to fall into place. Suddenly unpleasant experiences and other anomalies made sense.

There is plenty of other good stuff on the Cassiopaea site; Esoteric History; the Grail Quest and High Strangeness to name just a few, that will help ease you into the Wave. Not to mention the threads on this forum.

As for the UFO you saw, it's par for the course! osit. ;D

 

[chachazoom]

I don't know what the hell it was! Thanks for your response. It's a bit overwhelming but exciting too! I've really been getting some great glimpses into the deep beliefs I hold and I'm really starting to think about where they came from and why?!. It's kind of a relief in a strange way to really start examing beliefs that are just there...... that feel as real as my arm or leg, and it's interesting and challenging to question this. I have to stop and think "why do I have the tendency towards dismissing this stuff? Why do I feel fear arising when reading this? As though I may be betraying something. And it's enlightening to see that all I'm "betraying" are things that basically "others" have told me. And I'm getting glimpses into the stupidity of that. I mean REALLY. Somehow it's more acceptable to believe in a devil with horns that oversees a burning underground hell than to bring up the the idea of ET's without getting looked at like a nutcase. Now THAT"S crazy but I'm wondering why I never thought of it before and the excitement comes from thinking about all the things I have yet to think differently about!. So I'm going to pry my mind open. (I'm still not ready for Lizards LOL) I did battle something I called the "devil monkeys" during my adolescence so maybe now, finally, I can get new insight into that old experience.

 

[anart]

I don't know what the hell it was! Thanks for your response. It's a bit overwhelming but exciting too! I've really been getting some great glimpses into the deep beliefs I hold and I'm really starting to think about where they came from and why?!.  I have to stop and think "why do I have the tendency towards dismissing this stuff? Why do I feel fear arising when reading this? As though I may be betraying something.

These are great points, and for what it's worth, I spent the first half of reading the Wave series with a constant inner dialogue of, "oh, for god's sake, that's just silly..."  There were many "oh, please... as if... come on nows"  in there too.  Through all of my background dismissal, there was a recognition that I was not particularly comfortable with, which kept my attention on the material.

When we live every second of our entire life in a lie, the truth is absurd - it's that simple; and that complicated.   For me, it was a step by step process with a LOT of cross checking using sources given and some found - but the whole time there was this part of me saying, 'this is insane, I mean really!'   The gift in that, for me personally, was that having found the truth in so much of that material, I could not turn away - so I pursued it, since in a world of lies - nothing seemed more important than truth.  That realization changed literally everything (though I have yet to 'see' a UFO ...  ;)  ).

 

[bedower]

(I'm still not ready for Lizards LOL)

Of course you're not. The very idea of the lizzies is terrifying. But they hate exposure, and this is the basis of your fear; to 'frighten' you away from learning about them.

I have to stop and think "why do I have the tendency towards dismissing this stuff? Why do I feel fear arising when reading this? As though I may be betraying something.

Now you're thinking and questioning your thoughts and reactions...

Seems to me you put your foot on the path of the Work with that sentence. fwiw.