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The past couple of weeks I have been having some odd dreams.
1. I had just went to bed and was almost asleep and then suddenly I felt as if I were jerked up and felt as if being carried away. As I opened my eyes I noticed that I was sort of "flying" towards my closet and then felt a "thud" as I hit the wall at the back of the closet. However, as soon as I hit the wall I felt myself being carried back towards my bed then and as I lay there on my bed "paralyzed" I felt, and I apologize for the description, intense pain as though something was clenching onto my testes and basically "raping" me. This lasted for about 10 - 15 seconds or so before I was able to move again. (However, knowing of the STS possibility I did not allow any instance of fear to "radiate" from me.)
2. I was lying in bed and once again I found myself unable to move. I opened my eyes and though I could see that my physical body was not moving I could still perceive the motion of my hands and arm as both a blue irridescence and invisible as though I was peering through a stream of water. I reached below me (through the bed) and I felt another's hand grab onto mine and once again I had this terrible squeezing pressure "down under" so to speak and of course feeling as though I should resist it I managed to physically move once again.
3. I'm lying in bed feeling paralyzed once again. I feel something from behind wrap their "arms and legs" around me and squeezing me. I turned to my side and hear a sort of crackled growl with the definite sensation of descent followed by a voice telling me that "we're almost there" while church bells are ringing in the distance.
4. Lying in bed followed by another episode of paralysis with the feeling of someone/something grasping onto both of my hands from behind arm to arm, head to head, leg to leg, feet to feet, etc...I ask (by thought) "What are you doing?" with a response in a female's voice "Shhh....I'm helping you....guiding you..." in this particular instance there wasn't any sensation of being "jerked" around, zero pain and zero fear. This lasted for about 30 - 45 seconds or so before I could manage to move again.
5. A lucid dream where I found myself with both my older and younger brother in a car. My older brother was driving the car, I was in the passenger seat, and my younger brother was in the back seat. I could see that my older brother was driving rather wrecklessly and I was telling him to watch out for the car in front of us to the right. He seemed not to listen and he clipped the car's back bumper before arriving at a stop light. As we were stopped I looked over to my right expecting the car we just hit to also drive up to the light and angry that we had just hit them. I told my brother that we ought to get out and talk with them and call the cops etc. However, when I looked back to my left my brother was rolling down the window to talk to the people in the vehicle to our left and doing so hit the left-side rearview mirror of the car that we had just hit! I then said that maybe I should drive. We exchanged seats and I drove to the police station. While there my brothers seemed to have disappeared and I found myself talking to an obese, bald-headed, and greasy officer sitting at his desk. Apparently he was too busy to deal with our situation as the room was full of a bunch of old drunken men! I offered to help watch over these men and while doing so one of the men vomited all over me. I didn't really mind too much after all it's just vomit and I realize I'm dreaming. I help the poor drunken man to the bathroom and help him get "situated" at a stall. As I walk back to the bathroom door another old man bursts in, vomits on me as well, and falls to the floor. I help him to his feet. He then walks to the same stall as the other guy, pulls down his pants, opens the door and starts yelling blasphemies at this guy. I look over at him and I realize that it is my grandfather on my Dad's side! I then walk back to the room full of drunks saturated with the putrid stench of vomit and decided to decide to "manifest" a nice clean dry shirt to replace this nasty wet one! I walk into the room to find that all the drunken men have "gone" and found the obese, bald-headed guy sitting at his desk smiling at me and telling me that "they" should be here pretty soon. I sat down in a chair at the opposite end of the room to wait and to "pass the time" I decided to be creative "manifest" things as gifts for the other non-drunken people in the room. I decided I would create a balloon animal that was really a hybrid of different vegetables. I started with a green balloon, blew it up and twisted into a peculiar shape and then turned it into a cucumber. At one end of this cucumber I turned it back into a balloon, blew it up (by sunction) and then turned it into a pumpkin. I then did the same to another "end" but turned it instead into a watermelon!. By the end, I had created a horse shaped animal made out of various vegetables and plants and I gave it to a lady waiting in the office. Somebody then wanted an entertainment system, complete with speakers, TV, etc...and a "cool" coffee table. So I created all of this to their liking and I was surprised at the engineering of the coffee table. Though it was very sturdy while sitting on the ground, if you were to pick it up it would become very flimsy as it was all held together by rope made taught by various placed springs. Curiously, it could be adjusted to any size. By pressing the ends together, the "middle" wooden slabs would slide under the adjacent slabs and could be "fixed" at that length by notches made for the many loops that were present on the rope.
6. Another lucid dream, I found myself with someone (I can't remember who) walking outside along a street where many vehicles were parked along the curb. Apparently, the sky had become increasingly revealing because we found ourselves observing this cloud that was shaped like a "UFO" As we were observing, it suddenly turned towards us so we ducked down to "hide" in front of this truck. In my head I was thinking that this was a pathetic attempt. I knew that I was dreaming so I decided to see if I could somehow think of something that I could perceive as to successfully counter any moves to beings capable of any degree of physicality. However, I had no time (I believe my mistake was not thinking of how to "freeze" the moment) as soon as I had the thought of "deciding" I could perceive one of the beings coming towards me (although it was somewhat invisibe) all I could think to do was walk up to it and "push it away" which was a big mistake. As soon as I "pushed" I became paralyzed (I suppose it/they know how to freeze "time" much better than I) I then woke up aware of my physical body but still paralyzed. I then "heard" a huge amount of information streaming "through"/"to me" telling me my different aspects of my future ( I immediately thought STS), my children and their education(I don't have any), the different illnesses/diseases/cancer that will afflict me and others around me, and much more information that I had a hard time in processing it all. I resisted as much as I could and eventually was able to move once again.
7. Another lucid dream, I found myself at a bar with my younger brother and we were eating, of all things, gummy worms, my brother was eating some sugar-coated kind, and mind were some bland tasting kind. My mother then showed up and she sat down at a table with these girls that I know (though have not seen in a while) with her back to them. The next scene I found myself at my grandparent's house (Dad's side) in the kitchen. I turned to walk out of the kitchen but found myself facing a huge spider-web with a huge brownish spider in the center. I sort of yelled at the spider "hey!" it turned its attention towards me and started running in my direction. Feeling that its intention might be to attack me I "shrunk" it and smashed it with my shoe. However, my shoe then turned into a tarantula and for some reason I felt like this tarantula, of all things, was friendly so I didn't pay any attention to it. So I made my way out of the kitchen and when I turned around I saw that the web had formed again. Except this time there was not a brown spider, nor a tarantula, but a huge black-widow spider. Still feeling that it was nothing that I should really fear I started to walk in the other direction. At that exact moment the black-widow "jumped" off the web onto the lower part of my stomach to the left side of my navel and bit down really hard! I looked down grabbed onto it and tried to "peel" it off of me (it felt like it had basically leeched into my skin!). However, right as I managed to free myself I woke up paralyzed for a brief moment before I was able to move.
If anyone has some insight into what one or more of these dreams may mean I would definitely appreciate it!
1. I had just went to bed and was almost asleep and then suddenly I felt as if I were jerked up and felt as if being carried away. As I opened my eyes I noticed that I was sort of "flying" towards my closet and then felt a "thud" as I hit the wall at the back of the closet. However, as soon as I hit the wall I felt myself being carried back towards my bed then and as I lay there on my bed "paralyzed" I felt, and I apologize for the description, intense pain as though something was clenching onto my testes and basically "raping" me. This lasted for about 10 - 15 seconds or so before I was able to move again. (However, knowing of the STS possibility I did not allow any instance of fear to "radiate" from me.)
2. I was lying in bed and once again I found myself unable to move. I opened my eyes and though I could see that my physical body was not moving I could still perceive the motion of my hands and arm as both a blue irridescence and invisible as though I was peering through a stream of water. I reached below me (through the bed) and I felt another's hand grab onto mine and once again I had this terrible squeezing pressure "down under" so to speak and of course feeling as though I should resist it I managed to physically move once again.
3. I'm lying in bed feeling paralyzed once again. I feel something from behind wrap their "arms and legs" around me and squeezing me. I turned to my side and hear a sort of crackled growl with the definite sensation of descent followed by a voice telling me that "we're almost there" while church bells are ringing in the distance.
4. Lying in bed followed by another episode of paralysis with the feeling of someone/something grasping onto both of my hands from behind arm to arm, head to head, leg to leg, feet to feet, etc...I ask (by thought) "What are you doing?" with a response in a female's voice "Shhh....I'm helping you....guiding you..." in this particular instance there wasn't any sensation of being "jerked" around, zero pain and zero fear. This lasted for about 30 - 45 seconds or so before I could manage to move again.
5. A lucid dream where I found myself with both my older and younger brother in a car. My older brother was driving the car, I was in the passenger seat, and my younger brother was in the back seat. I could see that my older brother was driving rather wrecklessly and I was telling him to watch out for the car in front of us to the right. He seemed not to listen and he clipped the car's back bumper before arriving at a stop light. As we were stopped I looked over to my right expecting the car we just hit to also drive up to the light and angry that we had just hit them. I told my brother that we ought to get out and talk with them and call the cops etc. However, when I looked back to my left my brother was rolling down the window to talk to the people in the vehicle to our left and doing so hit the left-side rearview mirror of the car that we had just hit! I then said that maybe I should drive. We exchanged seats and I drove to the police station. While there my brothers seemed to have disappeared and I found myself talking to an obese, bald-headed, and greasy officer sitting at his desk. Apparently he was too busy to deal with our situation as the room was full of a bunch of old drunken men! I offered to help watch over these men and while doing so one of the men vomited all over me. I didn't really mind too much after all it's just vomit and I realize I'm dreaming. I help the poor drunken man to the bathroom and help him get "situated" at a stall. As I walk back to the bathroom door another old man bursts in, vomits on me as well, and falls to the floor. I help him to his feet. He then walks to the same stall as the other guy, pulls down his pants, opens the door and starts yelling blasphemies at this guy. I look over at him and I realize that it is my grandfather on my Dad's side! I then walk back to the room full of drunks saturated with the putrid stench of vomit and decided to decide to "manifest" a nice clean dry shirt to replace this nasty wet one! I walk into the room to find that all the drunken men have "gone" and found the obese, bald-headed guy sitting at his desk smiling at me and telling me that "they" should be here pretty soon. I sat down in a chair at the opposite end of the room to wait and to "pass the time" I decided to be creative "manifest" things as gifts for the other non-drunken people in the room. I decided I would create a balloon animal that was really a hybrid of different vegetables. I started with a green balloon, blew it up and twisted into a peculiar shape and then turned it into a cucumber. At one end of this cucumber I turned it back into a balloon, blew it up (by sunction) and then turned it into a pumpkin. I then did the same to another "end" but turned it instead into a watermelon!. By the end, I had created a horse shaped animal made out of various vegetables and plants and I gave it to a lady waiting in the office. Somebody then wanted an entertainment system, complete with speakers, TV, etc...and a "cool" coffee table. So I created all of this to their liking and I was surprised at the engineering of the coffee table. Though it was very sturdy while sitting on the ground, if you were to pick it up it would become very flimsy as it was all held together by rope made taught by various placed springs. Curiously, it could be adjusted to any size. By pressing the ends together, the "middle" wooden slabs would slide under the adjacent slabs and could be "fixed" at that length by notches made for the many loops that were present on the rope.
6. Another lucid dream, I found myself with someone (I can't remember who) walking outside along a street where many vehicles were parked along the curb. Apparently, the sky had become increasingly revealing because we found ourselves observing this cloud that was shaped like a "UFO" As we were observing, it suddenly turned towards us so we ducked down to "hide" in front of this truck. In my head I was thinking that this was a pathetic attempt. I knew that I was dreaming so I decided to see if I could somehow think of something that I could perceive as to successfully counter any moves to beings capable of any degree of physicality. However, I had no time (I believe my mistake was not thinking of how to "freeze" the moment) as soon as I had the thought of "deciding" I could perceive one of the beings coming towards me (although it was somewhat invisibe) all I could think to do was walk up to it and "push it away" which was a big mistake. As soon as I "pushed" I became paralyzed (I suppose it/they know how to freeze "time" much better than I) I then woke up aware of my physical body but still paralyzed. I then "heard" a huge amount of information streaming "through"/"to me" telling me my different aspects of my future ( I immediately thought STS), my children and their education(I don't have any), the different illnesses/diseases/cancer that will afflict me and others around me, and much more information that I had a hard time in processing it all. I resisted as much as I could and eventually was able to move once again.
7. Another lucid dream, I found myself at a bar with my younger brother and we were eating, of all things, gummy worms, my brother was eating some sugar-coated kind, and mind were some bland tasting kind. My mother then showed up and she sat down at a table with these girls that I know (though have not seen in a while) with her back to them. The next scene I found myself at my grandparent's house (Dad's side) in the kitchen. I turned to walk out of the kitchen but found myself facing a huge spider-web with a huge brownish spider in the center. I sort of yelled at the spider "hey!" it turned its attention towards me and started running in my direction. Feeling that its intention might be to attack me I "shrunk" it and smashed it with my shoe. However, my shoe then turned into a tarantula and for some reason I felt like this tarantula, of all things, was friendly so I didn't pay any attention to it. So I made my way out of the kitchen and when I turned around I saw that the web had formed again. Except this time there was not a brown spider, nor a tarantula, but a huge black-widow spider. Still feeling that it was nothing that I should really fear I started to walk in the other direction. At that exact moment the black-widow "jumped" off the web onto the lower part of my stomach to the left side of my navel and bit down really hard! I looked down grabbed onto it and tried to "peel" it off of me (it felt like it had basically leeched into my skin!). However, right as I managed to free myself I woke up paralyzed for a brief moment before I was able to move.
If anyone has some insight into what one or more of these dreams may mean I would definitely appreciate it!
