Julius
Jedi
Hello to all!
After researching for sometime until now, yesterday I started taking hydrogen peroxide diluted in water, 10 drops per a glass of water, after a few hours I had the same feeling I have when I start to breath deeply hyperventilating (I do breathing exercises for years) without breathing deeply. Having read about the increasing oxygen in blood level brought by the use of H202 it seemed like it was doing its function.
and last night I felt my mind awake all night but the body was deeply asleep, and I had this dream:
I was busy with my daily life, and at some point (in the dream, doing important things for me), I remembered that I had to get something that I forgot in a room where I previously was. I went back to that room (it had a direct access door from the outside) and as I reached for the object, a book of some kind, and turned around, in the opposite side of the room where I was, there were a bunch of people, talking about me and my life. In my mind I 'knew' these were the people that are behind every thing that happens to me, controlling every little bit of my life, from the people I know to the things I 'see'. I knew they would have to 'erase' me of that event so as to keep things 'as they sould go', I remember thinking that they would erase my memory, or they will lock me up and 'wash' me... I was mad at this discovery, and those people knew that I had busted them. So I just shoutted "Give me a new life!!" and left closing the door behind, thinking that they would 'erase' me again and there was nothing I could do except to expect for a better 'new' life.. In the dream it was like a confirmation of what I already knew but hadn't taken the ideia too serious.
After researching for sometime until now, yesterday I started taking hydrogen peroxide diluted in water, 10 drops per a glass of water, after a few hours I had the same feeling I have when I start to breath deeply hyperventilating (I do breathing exercises for years) without breathing deeply. Having read about the increasing oxygen in blood level brought by the use of H202 it seemed like it was doing its function.
and last night I felt my mind awake all night but the body was deeply asleep, and I had this dream:
I was busy with my daily life, and at some point (in the dream, doing important things for me), I remembered that I had to get something that I forgot in a room where I previously was. I went back to that room (it had a direct access door from the outside) and as I reached for the object, a book of some kind, and turned around, in the opposite side of the room where I was, there were a bunch of people, talking about me and my life. In my mind I 'knew' these were the people that are behind every thing that happens to me, controlling every little bit of my life, from the people I know to the things I 'see'. I knew they would have to 'erase' me of that event so as to keep things 'as they sould go', I remember thinking that they would erase my memory, or they will lock me up and 'wash' me... I was mad at this discovery, and those people knew that I had busted them. So I just shoutted "Give me a new life!!" and left closing the door behind, thinking that they would 'erase' me again and there was nothing I could do except to expect for a better 'new' life.. In the dream it was like a confirmation of what I already knew but hadn't taken the ideia too serious.