I may have a cancer

[Smallwood]

I may have a penile cancer, or one in the forming stage. It is quite enough I think when I say that I have had physical symptoms for some time now (about 1½ to 2 years) that have gotten slowly worse, so any strong disbelief in the possibility that I may have cancer, I hope, can be forgotten. The thing is, when I first thought of the possibility, that I may have cancer, I pretty much accepted it as such but didn't really know what to think about it then. Now some time has passed, and it seems the symptoms still remain and are worse ever so slightly. Whether it really is cancer, or something else, like an infection, I can't say for any certainty. I've been to a doctor and given urine samples, and the results should be coming any day now. Or so I'd hope...

The doctor (or male nurse, I don't speak english natively and am not sure of his exact credentials) I talked with put it literally thus: "I don't think we have anything newsworthy here", which sums up his attitude towards the situation quite well. His reasoning being that "young people usually don't get rare form of cancers". Although to be fair, it might have been because I went to him the a day after realizing cancer might have something to do with it and were a little bit hysterical and perhaps didn't present the situation as clearly as I could have. Still, the facts are that I have symptoms that have lasted for a long time that correspond to the given symptoms, while having some additional reasons to suspect the possiblity of cancer.

So, to be safe rather than sorry, I want to take this as seriously as I can. It has taken about a month just trying to quietly observe the issue without anticipations. It hasn't been easy, and the temptation has been to "just focus on other stuff", and yes, as a result I've been somewhat more deeply into the esoterica. I've read something on the issue of cancer here and elsewhere and have some ideas of where to begin with (vitamin C and alkaline are some pointers). It just is so hard to accept that the cancer is probably involved, that I honestly didn't know what I would do if it was confirmed. One thing that I've come to know is that it is about time that I take more responsibility for everything that I do and volunteer for. That means also that I don't pooh-pooh the possibility of a serious threat to my life.

So... I'm asking any one of you who may have some experience, knowledge or ideas on this area for thoughts on this situation. If someone has more substantial knowledge on related subjects and think they could be of any help at all, I will really appreciate it. Anyone is really welcome to comment anyway. And I think I should say that I don't write these words to you in order to have you confirm their meaning, if you have a reason to think or suspect that I'm not entirely objective here, I am more than happy to hear it.

Here is also a list of books that I'm going to read in the coming future:
"Detoxify or Die"
"The Magnesium Miracle"
"The Fat Resistance Diet"
"The Ultra-Mind Solution"
"The Ultra-simple Diet"
"From Hormone Hell to Hormone Well".

If anyone has tips on ordering them, or suggestions for further reading, I am thankful for them also. Also, I do know that this forum is not for medical advice and that probably very few of you feel you may of any help as non-professionals, however I think that in the event of cancer the knowledge that has been dug up by many members of this group will come in handy when used responsibly. I will read everything that I can find here on the subject and report findings and thoughts as they come to me.

Thank You.

 

[mamadrama]

Hi, Smallwood.

I am so sorry to hear you are going through this. I'm sure the waiting is very difficult but there is still a possibility that it is something else and not cancer. If you do find out it is cancer then you may want to explore Dr. Ryke Geerd Hamer's "New German Medicine," a holistic medical approach that integrates both the emotional factors impacting the physical in the onset and healing of disease, the self-healing nature of the human body and the vital role of nutrition and freedom of toxins of various kinds.

Twenty years ago, Dr. Hamer, a German doctor who practiced in Italy, received a call telling him his 17-year old son had been shot while on holiday in the Mediterranean. Three months later, Dirk, his son died and shortly after, Dr. Hamer, who had been healthy all his life, but who was utterly devastated by this catastrophe, found he had testicular cancer. Rather suspicious about this coincidence, he set about doing research on the personal histories of cancer patients to see whether they had suffered some shock, distress or trauma before their illness.

In time, after extensive research of thousands of patients, Dr. Hamer concluded that disease is only brought about by a shock for which we are totally unprepared. Dr. Hamer doesn't like to use the word 'cancer'. Rather, he considers that it is a special biological response to an unusual situation, and when the 'shock' situation is resolved, the body sets about returning to normality.

Dr. Hamer has been relentlessly persecuted for his work but there are several websites dedicated to his work.
Here are just a couple:
_http://www.healingcancernaturally.com/hamer.html
_http://educate-yourself.org/cn/drhamerfacingjailinfrance08oct04.shtml

Another doctor who has had good success treating cancer patients is Hulda Clark.
Here is her website:
_http://www.huldaclark.com/

Best wishes to you.

Laurel

 

[chachazoom]

I've been reading alot on mega dosing of vitamin C lately and have been surprised at how much of a universal health promotor it seems to be. Many health problems appear to find relief and "cure" by optimal intake of vitamin C. It's suggested that most people, since they cannot produce their own vitamin C, are actually suffering from chronic scurvey...again I'm just delving into this stuff and when I get enough info/facts from reputable sources as well as my own experiences, I hope to post more. Since you mentioned this therapy in your post, I'm going to post this link to the vitamin C foundation. I hope you find something helpful here.
http://www.vitamincfoundation.org/forum/

 

[Smallwood]

Thank You both Black Swan and Chacha... I'll read up on practises and theories you've mentioned later today when I have time :)

 

[seek10]

I may have a penile cancer, or one in the forming stage.

So, to be safe rather than sorry, I want to take this as seriously as I can. So... I'm asking any one of you who may have some experience, knowledge or ideas on this area for thoughts on this situation.
Thank You.

C's have some interesting comments related to cancer. you may want to ponder along with the other things like detoxing and nuetrition etc.
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941028

Q: (V) I listened to a woman named Janet Dailey who says that women who have abortions have a higher incidence of breast cancer but that spontaneous
abortion or miscarriage do not cause the same reaction, is this true?
A: Yes. But women who have their first pregnancy later in life also have higher instances of breast cancer and same for those who never get pregnant.
Q: (V) Does abortion create karma resulting in breast cancer?
A: Hormonal anomalies cause breast cancer. Karma is interconnected with physical experiences.

Q: (L) What is causing the lung cancer they are attributing to smoking?
A: Mental conditioning and subliminal programming to expect it.
Q: (L) So, it only happens if you are convinced that it can and must happen?
A: Correct.

941210

Q: (L) I would like to know if there is anything T*** G*** could do to enhance his recovery from cancer?
A: PMA. Positive Mental Attitude.

950708

Q: (L) I read a recent article by a woman named Dr. Hulda Clark, and she claims that all cancer, depending upon certain variations, is caused by parasites.
A: No.
Q: (L) Well, if Hulda Clark's theory isn't it, what is the cause of cancer?
A: There are many causes.

960824

(V) I have been helping a woman who has cancer. I see her cancer as a sideline even though it is in the lymph system. Is this correct?
A: Cancer is always a "sideline."
Q: (V) When I was working with her, I felt a lot of energy flow coming up from her solar plexus. Was this the disease energy leaving?
A: Constriction easing. If she wants to remain on third density, she must change a 28 year long outlook, and purge feelings, rather than collecting them as a
"sponge." Also, dietary changes are needed. We suggest sauerkraut extract and fruit juices and broccoli. She needs colonic therapy, and if diagnosis is
"terminal," why are poisonous treatments a consideration? We strongly recommend that you suggest a change in the 28 year long outlook. She must purge and
cleanse her mind, body, and soul, as with ALL cancer patients.

970913

Q: What about when you are dealing with cancer... not, cancers are not microbial necessarily... but some have been shown to be microbial...
A: Microbially triggered.
Q: So cancers are microbially triggered?
A: Some.

980627

Q: That brings this up: if a person has a life plan and do not seem to be following it because they are distracted for one reason or another, do dire things happen
in such cases?
A: Yes.
Q: If C**** had been more in the direct seeking mode while she was married to T**** - is it possible that he would not have died so soon? I mean, was she
supposed to be moving in a different direction and all these things happened to stop her, turn her around, make her think and so forth?
A: Marriage was not right to begin with.
Q: Well, T**** was the love of her life.
A: Cancer is evidence of this. How many instances can you think of where husband and wife, relatively young, are each subsequently stricken with such
potentially deadly strains?


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[Ellipse]

Hello Smallwood, you will certainly recover :).
Our body is a fantastic machine, the difficulty is to understand what sometime is going wrong.

950719

Q: (L) Well, SVand I have been talking and she is baffled as to what to do for me therapeutically. Can you help?
A: That, of course, is a very complicated situation, however, one of the possibilities is the nerve passages can be altered by physical stresses caused by a number of different factors stemming from activities undertaken in the past, for example buildup of scar tissue around the musculature of the extremities and appendages, has perhaps blocked the natural flow of electricity which then pass from the center of the nervous of system to the extremities. This can cause some starvation of necessary passages of electrical elements through the nerve passageways which, in turn then, may cause a certain degree of starvation to those same extremities through lack of proper oxygenation. Alleviation is difficult because it requires several steps. The best suggestion is a gradual but steady improvement in health as facilitated by a number of different programs to reverse damage having been caused. The information to facilitate this is available to you.
Q: (L) It is reversible?
A: It is reversible. All damage is always reversible until either the physical host body in part or in whole is terminated.

As usual, for my part I will recommend you to have a check by a good acupuncturist. Can give you a lot of clues of your body current state.

 

[theos]

Hi Smallwood,

There's some information on colloidal copper posted on this thread: http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=8377.0
It may be worth looking into further.

 

[Z...]

Hi Smallwood,

from what you've described I am pretty much sure if your doctor suspected cancer they wouldn't request only urine samples.
That doesn't make sense at all. When cancer is suspected the next step would be blood tests and biopsy sample for pathohistology.

I can see that you are suffering but it may be helpful to note that our machine very often succumbs to negative day dreaming, much more often then positive. Indeed it seems to me that your imagination has gotten the best of you, or perhaps to much of important information is missing from your post.

Was the person who saw you general practitioner or the urologist? If you have your doubts and you haven't seen the specialist ask for second opinion and ask for specialist.

 

[Smallwood]

Thanks for all the replies! I will be spending a few afternoons reading about vitamin C, Magnesium on this forum and those links that have been so far provided (a lot by the way, I really need to ramp up on some basic understanding in this area). Those sites based on Hamer's work look very approachable and appropriate. I will get into a contact with an iridologist for an exam also, since it sounds promising.

from what you've described I am pretty much sure if your doctor suspected cancer they wouldn't request only urine samples.

He didn't suspect it at all. I explain it below.

Was the person who saw you general practitioner or the urologist? If you have your doubts and you haven't seen the specialist ask for second opinion and ask for specialist.

In retrospect, I think he was an urologist. I desribed my symptoms initially as possibly belonging to some sort of urethric infection, as very stupidly, by the way, I stalled at the reception because of the other people around me (my mind was racing... so you are not wrong in saying that negative daydreaming is partly to be blamed). So, the initial idea they got was that I had some sort of urological problem. Once in his office I tried to make it clear to him as soon as possible that cancer is what I expected. He didn't take the idea that I might have a cancer seriously at all. He expected that I may have chlamydia and that was the basis of the urine sample. So, the hypothetical cancer can't be seen in that? Thought never crossed my mind... , but it is quite obvious really now that I think of it. Anyway, there is an issue of a skin lesion in the area, which I showed to him and he thought it was benign, but given the other symptoms (overall redness, color changes that affect a specific area, constant irritancy, "snaps" of pain in the lower abdomen, sometimes bloody and smelly urea, regular and painful urinating) I'm not all that hopeful about it. The lesion in particular is the reason I suspect the worst, but I am definitely going to get a more educated opinion from someone (more than one likely) with knowledge and experience. All in all, it could be just some form of infection, and I REALLY hope it is, but I can't but be suspicious.

 

[webglider]

Remember, Smallwood, that cancer is a billions of dollars business, and that there is much money to be made in creating phamaceuticals that will be promoted as the "new cure" and cost much money. Why in the world would those companies ever want to find a cure when they can make so much money looking for one?

I suggest that you work with your emotional center right now. It seems that the shock of possibly having cancer has sent you into a tailspin of fear - and nothing good can come from that physiologically.

I observed my brother take care of his wife who was diagnosed with liver cancer. They did everything the doctors told them to do - they even accepted a liver transplant. And all the time, for years and years, she was given drugs - many of them new, "cutting edge" drugs.

When at last there were no "new drugs" to be tried, her doctor told her that there was nothing more that he could do to help her, that she was going to die, and shortly after that she did die.

She was a very good patient.

When my brother saw the doctor again, the doctor expressed regret that she had died because a new drug had just come out.

If I were you, I would do a lot of research about diet, exercise, cleansing, the connection between emotions and health, and any drug, procedure or radiation treatment that may be precribed for you. I would not surrender myself to "the experts" without doing my homework first. And I would definitely tell myself - and them - if they informed me that I was going to die - that they were mistaken, and that I had no intention of dying just because they told me I would. I would inform them unequivocally that I was going to live.

All the best.

 

[Z...]

All in all, it could be just some form of infection

I would think the same but I am not an expert. Please do see a good specialist, even more then one if needed.
If I am not mistaken you cannot detect chlamydia from urine sample- you need to culture the swab.

And do remember to keep the positive outlook about your body at all times.

 

[Smallwood]

I suggest that you work with your emotional center right now. It seems that the shock of possibly having cancer has sent you into a tailspin of fear - and nothing good can come from that physiologically.

You are probably right. I almost fear that if I don't get a diagnosis for cancer, I'm going to think that I have it anyway and if I don't yet, I will develop one with this attitude :(

I think I need to calm down and take it easy. Make a few calls and just wait in the coming days. Perhaps meditate and make time for just self-observation.

If I am not mistaken you cannot detect chlamydia from urine sample- you need to culture the swab.

You are right, the cotton swab was needed for the chlamydia and I was given that also. I needed to give them two urine samples, but I can't remember what they were for (some other STDs probably). Chlamydia was the main suspect though if I remember right. I haven't had sexual contact with anyone for years and told him this, so I'm a bit puzzled as to what might be the result. I hope they find atleast something that I can go with. They should be able to tell atleast if the urine tract has any possibility of infections/ulcers from those, right?

Nevertheless I'm definitely going to see a few specialists about this. That is the only way to be certain.

 

[Ellipse]

Ok, if you have not be categorically diagnose with a cancer do not put this your mind ! This can be a lot of other things for sure.

 

[RedFox]

Hi Smallwood

fwiw many things could be causing those symptoms (please note I'm not a doctor/medically qualified), including any kind of infection. Blood in the urine can indicate kidney problems, have you been suffering from really back back ache as this is a good indicator its the kidneys? If you are having kidney problems its also worth noting that any detox should be mild at best and possibly even completely avoided until they are working better, otherwise you may put stress on them.
See this thread Comments and Warnings About Diets and Supplementation

It may also be worth looking up fungal infections. Another clue to this would be has/is your diet high in sugar (especially sugary drinks)? If this is the case then again it seems logical that what you may have is a fungal growth that has spread from your guts to your urinary tract.

Still, with the idea of cancer in mind, two threads may shed some light on things...
Cancer is really a Fungus
and (tying in with the kidneys)
Asparagus Cures Cancer?


And along with others above, definitely work on your emotional side of things. Removing your fear of this without distancing yourself from the problem/emotions involved will help no end. For one you'll be able to see things more objectively.

Perhaps what I've mentioned above fits.....then the key would be to look at the emotions/drives/programs that led you to repeat behaviours (over the previous years) that eventually manifested as a physical problem?

Good luck :)

 

[Smallwood]

fwiw many things could be causing those symptoms (please note I'm not a doctor/medically qualified), including any kind of infection. Blood in the urine can indicate kidney problems, have you been suffering from really back back ache as this is a good indicator its the kidneys? If you are having kidney problems its also worth noting that any detox should be mild at best and possibly even completely avoided until they are working better, otherwise you may put stress on them.

Oh... thanks for pointing that out! Yes, I have had some mild but noticeable back ache over several of the last few days. I remember the urologist asked me whether I had any lower back pain (a month ago when I saw him) and I said no because back then I had nothing like it. So this is another thing that I will be looking out for (in the sense that I'm going to get a diagnosed for it, not going into negative daydreams, I hope :)). I try to get most of the needed materias from food that is rich in them, I suppose that wouldn't be bad for kidneys, if heavy supplements are?

It may also be worth looking up fungal infections. Another clue to this would be has/is your diet high in sugar (especially sugary drinks)? If this is the case then again it seems logical that what you may have is a fungal growth that has spread from your guts to your urinary tract.

Quite possible. Sugar has been very high in my diet, though I've cut that out now.

And along with others above, definitely work on your emotional side of things. Removing your fear of this without distancing yourself from the problem/emotions involved will help no end. For one you'll be able to see things more objectively.

Well, that's the thing really. I don't want to distance myself emotionally, but I just feel so inadequate in my understanding of my machine that I fear I will end up doing it anyways. Everything that I've read so far on the esoteric side suggests to me that when I have the knowledge and work balancedly with it at intellectual level, it turns to awareness that also changes my emotions towards the subject. It seems weird to me, to change emotions through information, but on the other hand, also very logical. My experience/understanding also warns me of being negatively "logical" though as that can mean suppressing of emotions. I don't know whether I'm making any sense. I hope I get a handle on the underlying issue here which definitely seems to be emotional. I think that my emotional development might have come to a stop when I was 13-15, during a big trauma in my life. It is only thanks to all the information that I've come across in Cassiopaea.org and here that I am finally starting to feel some emotions again.

Perhaps what I've mentioned above fits.....then the key would be to look at the emotions/drives/programs that led you to repeat behaviours (over the previous years) that eventually manifested as a physical problem?

Yes to this and earlier posts which mentioned this! Over the last years, ever since when I've read of it, the idea that traumas/unsolved emotion issues cause cancer has been on my mind more than a lot. I definitely see that direction as promising, and I believe that working emotionally is the key, whether or not I really have cancer. I've held myself back from so much joy in the fear that I'm going to get hurt again and on the other hand beaten myself up over any small issue.



On the issue of diagnosis, I now realize that it is simply best that I get some specialists' opinions ASAP. For one thing it will give my mind some ease it needs and for another, I don't want to fall ill from infection fearing I have cancer

A Big Thanks to all of you... you have introduced some balance into my life again. When I have more knowledge on what it is exactly that ails me, I may return with some questions. I'll hope for the best.