Andrey
Jedi
Hello.
Concerning the topic of the title, so far all I've come up with is that conscious work involves doing what "it" doesn't like, and mechanical "work" is doing something you think is real "Work" but usually very little insight is obtained and for me personally it feels like I did a 360 instead of a 180 and I'm right where I originally started and was "dreaming that I was awake" so to speak and there was little to no progress whatsoever. Usually this happens when I "follow my bliss" too much in an imbalanced way.
As far as real conscious Work is concerned, as stated above, I think it involves doing what the brain/machine doesn't like, actively going against your programs, seeing the unseen, resisting the pressures of the general law and so on.
I think I fairly understand the concept theoretically, but wanted to start this thread for the purpose of uncovering some of the more complex aspects of conscious work and some sleep prevention techniques, as well as perhaps some posts by users who ARE doing actual conscious work consistently and know with relative certainty they're doing it right for the most part. Some detailed examples of how you resisted being lulled back to sleep and pushed through it would be great as well.
I'm sure this topic is nothing new to this forum and I've also extracted lot of good info regarding this from using the search function. However, I'm sort of beginning to see how almost literally everything I do and think is mechanical, even when I'm doing something that seems "conscious."
For example, I just finished lunch. Usually while eating, I'm always absorbed in deep thought, ironically sometimes thinking of something related to the Work! Today during lunch, I realised what I'm doing (thinking about the work while eating) is actually mechanical, so I just ate the food in silence while focusing my psyche on all the sounds around me. I failed to maintain that focus many times during the meal, but kept bringing it back like a meditation practice. Afterwards realised the utter mechanicalness of what I usually do when I'm eating food. Then realised how I'm like this all the time.
I'm trying to figure out how to create temporary alarm clocks to use for becoming aware of mechanical thoughts and actions. And each new alarm clock has to look different from the previous one because the old ones served their purpose and isn't useful anymore at least at the moment.
Also somehow perception of "time" plays a role here it seems (for me at least).
Anyways, what do you think is conscious work and what do you think is mechanical "work" masquerading as conscious work?
Thanks for reading.
Concerning the topic of the title, so far all I've come up with is that conscious work involves doing what "it" doesn't like, and mechanical "work" is doing something you think is real "Work" but usually very little insight is obtained and for me personally it feels like I did a 360 instead of a 180 and I'm right where I originally started and was "dreaming that I was awake" so to speak and there was little to no progress whatsoever. Usually this happens when I "follow my bliss" too much in an imbalanced way.
As far as real conscious Work is concerned, as stated above, I think it involves doing what the brain/machine doesn't like, actively going against your programs, seeing the unseen, resisting the pressures of the general law and so on.
I think I fairly understand the concept theoretically, but wanted to start this thread for the purpose of uncovering some of the more complex aspects of conscious work and some sleep prevention techniques, as well as perhaps some posts by users who ARE doing actual conscious work consistently and know with relative certainty they're doing it right for the most part. Some detailed examples of how you resisted being lulled back to sleep and pushed through it would be great as well.
I'm sure this topic is nothing new to this forum and I've also extracted lot of good info regarding this from using the search function. However, I'm sort of beginning to see how almost literally everything I do and think is mechanical, even when I'm doing something that seems "conscious."
For example, I just finished lunch. Usually while eating, I'm always absorbed in deep thought, ironically sometimes thinking of something related to the Work! Today during lunch, I realised what I'm doing (thinking about the work while eating) is actually mechanical, so I just ate the food in silence while focusing my psyche on all the sounds around me. I failed to maintain that focus many times during the meal, but kept bringing it back like a meditation practice. Afterwards realised the utter mechanicalness of what I usually do when I'm eating food. Then realised how I'm like this all the time.
I'm trying to figure out how to create temporary alarm clocks to use for becoming aware of mechanical thoughts and actions. And each new alarm clock has to look different from the previous one because the old ones served their purpose and isn't useful anymore at least at the moment.
Also somehow perception of "time" plays a role here it seems (for me at least).
Anyways, what do you think is conscious work and what do you think is mechanical "work" masquerading as conscious work?
Thanks for reading.