Argonaut
Jedi Master
I've avoided posting to this board up to now because I know it's better to figure things out on one's own if possible... But the following things continue to puzzle me. They also bother me deeply. If the C's could at least point me in the right direction to gain more knowledge about them I'd greatly appreciate it.
The general question I'd like to ask is, why did I experience so much high strangeness during my childhood, and why did it all (seemingly) stop happening after I left home at age 17?
For clarification, these events included missing time, UFO sightings, and poltergeist activity. Also a few things that are hard to categorize, such as seeing fictional characters outside my 2nd-story bedroom window at night (??!!). I have a feeling that most - if not all - of these events were 4D STS messing around with my life, but what were they doing? And why did they stop (as far as I know)?
Also, here's a brief description of two such events which stand out in my memory the strongest. Interestingly, they are also the very first and very last ones I remember happening.
When I was very young (5 or 6), I was sitting up in bed at night when I noticed a bright white light in the distance outside my window. There was a road out in that direction, so when I first saw it I assumed it was a car or something. Or maybe farm equipment (it was out in the country). But the light started moving towards my window, and it soon became clear that this was something else entirely. Then I remember some sort of "flash" - and suddenly it was the following morning, fully daylight outside. I had lost the entire night, yet I had experienced no passage of time whatsoever. It was a huge shock to see night instantly become day, and I thought it was weird, but I didn't get scared or freak out at all. At that age I had no real concept of "abductions," but I did have an interest in UFO's and aliens. So I decided to "have fun" with the event and pretend I had seen a full-fledged flying saucer instead of just a light. I drew a picture of one and showed it to my parents, claiming that it was what I had seen. I then revealed that I was just kidding. Looking back, it seems like pretty odd behavior for a kid who truly did experience something strange.
At age 17 (1992) I accepted a summer job at McDonald's in the Grand Canyon (yes there is one, sad but true). The nature of the job required employees to live on-site in an apartment complex. Late one night a co-worker rushed into the communal living room from outside. He shouted that an escaped criminal had just gone through the drive-thru, and the authorities were out there looking for him. So a bunch of us ran out into the McD's parking lot to witness the commotion. But once outside we saw some pretty strange "authorities;" several black, completely silent helicopters were buzzing around the parking lot at treetop level, shining weird violet-colored searchlights all over the place. It didn't make any sense. Not only due to the choppers themselves, but because they were circling our parking lot shining their freaky beams everywhere, yet the "criminal" was long-gone by that time. My memory of this event is somewhat fuzzy, and several details connected with it don't "feel right" or make any sense to me. In any case, it seemed to mark the end of my childhood's high strangeness factor. To my knowledge I haven't experienced anything anomalous since.
Although I'd love to get insight on this stuff from the C's, feedback from the forum is more than welcome.
[EDIT: I feel I should add that both of my siblings experienced similar high strangeness, as did our mother.]
The general question I'd like to ask is, why did I experience so much high strangeness during my childhood, and why did it all (seemingly) stop happening after I left home at age 17?
For clarification, these events included missing time, UFO sightings, and poltergeist activity. Also a few things that are hard to categorize, such as seeing fictional characters outside my 2nd-story bedroom window at night (??!!). I have a feeling that most - if not all - of these events were 4D STS messing around with my life, but what were they doing? And why did they stop (as far as I know)?
Also, here's a brief description of two such events which stand out in my memory the strongest. Interestingly, they are also the very first and very last ones I remember happening.
When I was very young (5 or 6), I was sitting up in bed at night when I noticed a bright white light in the distance outside my window. There was a road out in that direction, so when I first saw it I assumed it was a car or something. Or maybe farm equipment (it was out in the country). But the light started moving towards my window, and it soon became clear that this was something else entirely. Then I remember some sort of "flash" - and suddenly it was the following morning, fully daylight outside. I had lost the entire night, yet I had experienced no passage of time whatsoever. It was a huge shock to see night instantly become day, and I thought it was weird, but I didn't get scared or freak out at all. At that age I had no real concept of "abductions," but I did have an interest in UFO's and aliens. So I decided to "have fun" with the event and pretend I had seen a full-fledged flying saucer instead of just a light. I drew a picture of one and showed it to my parents, claiming that it was what I had seen. I then revealed that I was just kidding. Looking back, it seems like pretty odd behavior for a kid who truly did experience something strange.
At age 17 (1992) I accepted a summer job at McDonald's in the Grand Canyon (yes there is one, sad but true). The nature of the job required employees to live on-site in an apartment complex. Late one night a co-worker rushed into the communal living room from outside. He shouted that an escaped criminal had just gone through the drive-thru, and the authorities were out there looking for him. So a bunch of us ran out into the McD's parking lot to witness the commotion. But once outside we saw some pretty strange "authorities;" several black, completely silent helicopters were buzzing around the parking lot at treetop level, shining weird violet-colored searchlights all over the place. It didn't make any sense. Not only due to the choppers themselves, but because they were circling our parking lot shining their freaky beams everywhere, yet the "criminal" was long-gone by that time. My memory of this event is somewhat fuzzy, and several details connected with it don't "feel right" or make any sense to me. In any case, it seemed to mark the end of my childhood's high strangeness factor. To my knowledge I haven't experienced anything anomalous since.
Although I'd love to get insight on this stuff from the C's, feedback from the forum is more than welcome.
[EDIT: I feel I should add that both of my siblings experienced similar high strangeness, as did our mother.]