Joe said:Sedenion, you seem to know a lot about your past and your situation right now, and if you continue to take the easy route, never risking anything, your situation (particularly your "inner life") will probably not change. Is that what you want? Or would you like some things to change? If so, how much do you want that? Enough to take some risks? Enough to maybe expose yourself to new ideas and learn new things? Doing that very often helps things to change. Of course, you'll have to give something to get something, like courage, or facing your fears etc.
I will change if i feel or sees a need to change or i will change "naturally" or i will maybe don't change... exposing myself to new ideas is not a problem (finding new ideas is much more a problem). I am wondering what you offers to me... a better life ? a new perspective ? a stair for the paradise ?... what is my problem according you ? what goal i should have ?
Joe said:In a previous post you said "reading a book is not what i need".
What do you need?
I don't know what i need, but, not books... do i need something ? maybe i need nothing...