The Dark Side of my Psychic Abilities

I, myself, used to carry out psychic attacks, the thing here about them being 'attacks' is that they abridged free will. I used to be unaware (at the later years, half-aware) of neither its existence nor its implications. They are of a carnal nature, and the psychic ability behind it all really just came to me naturally ever since I was young. The worst results I can get from these attacks is when the victim mistakes my projected thoughts and emotions as their own, leading to a potentially massive waste of 'time', energy and effort on their part, stemming from the fact that most of humanity deny the existence of the ethereal. I am deeply sorry for the intense STS implications of this, and the damage I may have caused. The reason I am fully aware of my ability is that one of my victims became acutely aware of what I was doing, and then had the bravery to perform 3rd density intervention in an effort to stop what I was doing, so at least this particular person had learned a lesson from my etheric interactions with that person, and has confirmed to me the existence of that particular ability of mine. Now that I am fully aware of this ability of mine, I seek to use it for good, or to not use it all. But the karmic implications behind what I have done don't seem good, however :(

I have chosen to network this in the hope that this may be of benefit to those who read the above.
 
Hi, can you explain a bit more about how these psychic abilities actually work and what effect they have and how you know they have an effect?
 
Perceval said:
Hi, can you explain a bit more about how these psychic abilities actually work and what effect they have and how you know they have an effect?

Hello Perceval,

I am merely speaking of a facet of my psychic abilities. This facet has to do with simultaneously projecting thoughts with emotion, with a prerequisite that I must be immersed in this very same emotional state. It's almost as if I get my target to 'synch' with me for the duration of the attack, where I think certain thoughts that can be transmitted to the target at perhaps stunning accuracy (this was confirmed by the victim who chose to intervene, by recalling the verbal strings of thought I had projected), not to mention there could be miles of space between me and the victim at the time I carry out the attack. This emotional state has to do with carnal arousal, and is achieved with whatever form of, sorry for the bluntness, masturbation I had come up with from a time when I was young. You guys say that masturbation is an innocent practice, but for me, it really goes beyond that. I wish that such 'private' practices were truly private, in every meaning of the word. I have also realized that even when I have not placed a 'target' in mind, it still affects certain people, and that was one of the things that gave me a hint over what I was really doing. All in all, it would be of potentially great service to all if I learn how to project thoughts into others without the emotional component, as it seems the two are inseparable for me.

I know these abilities have an affect on others by merely having them interact with me in the 3rd density environment, usually by first-person interaction. The synchronicities between my projected thoughts and how they behave with me at certain points of time are, at some points, undeniable.
 
Do you realize what you just said sounds ridiculously unbelievable?

Do you also know it could all be a figment of your imagination?
 
Yes, I do acknowledge the incredulous content of this thread. But, to me, it has been irrefutable. 'Take it or leave it' is the motto I will associate this post with. Moreover, I cannot simply prove it, as these very things I speak of slip by 3rd density scientific protocol, eh? Not to mention, the infinite is possible.
 
luke wilson said:
Do you realize what you just said sounds ridiculously unbelievable?

Do you also know it could all be a figment of your imagination?

I have to agree with Luke here. You have no idea how many individuals have made the same, or similar, claims in writing to me. And you have no idea how many times I've asked for evidence (not just anecdotal) or demonstration by a pre-agreed upon test, and not once has the individual been able to back up their claims. More than that, all of them have proven to be after nothing more than ego strokes or followers of some sort.

So I already have a category well defined by experience for this sort of claim. Perhaps a different forum would suit you better?
 
Laura said:
luke wilson said:
Do you realize what you just said sounds ridiculously unbelievable?

Do you also know it could all be a figment of your imagination?

I have to agree with Luke here. You have no idea how many individuals have made the same, or similar, claims in writing to me. And you have no idea how many times I've asked for evidence (not just anecdotal) or demonstration by a pre-agreed upon test, and not once has the individual been able to back up their claims. More than that, all of them have proven to be after nothing more than ego strokes or followers of some sort.

So I already have a category well defined by experience for this sort of claim. Perhaps a different forum would suit you better?

I respect the fact that you are promoting a scientific community here, and my thread would stain that. If you demand proof, then I will attempt to furnish proof. However, I am confident that all this is not a figment of my imagination. Yet, this thread is no different on the levels of demonstrable proof as any other potentially furnished story. Here, your interjection that I should post in another forum makes much sense, so I am willing to 'drop' this thread as appropriate. I do not mean to get labeled as 'delusional' or 'an enlightened person', as I do not seek to gain such labels. But if 'delusional' fits my case, then at least I would have learned a lesson, eh?
 
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?
 
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Hello Pashalis,

I will answer you, but keep in mind that this thread is currently on par with fairytales at the present moment.

In the days when I was largely unaware of my ability to perform such attacks, they really weren't carried out with malicious intent. In fact, I merely didn't think it actually existed. But 'targets' definitely did exist at such times; I would focus on them, and whatever I would attribute to that person (or that person's 'essence', for lack of a better term). But were I to be aware of the potential implications of such, I would have not carried this out.

P.S.: I refer the term 'attack' here to an abridging of free will.
 
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Sorry for not addressing your questions directly, for in hindsight, it serves to provide further background on the matter. I will do so now.

Question #1: Nothing much, other than being physically attractive, according to the way I subjectively have seen things at varying points of time.

Question #2: At this point, I do not wish to attack a victim, as I say, because I now see the utter futility in it.

Question #3: It would be terrible, to say the least, especially if I invest my energy in the false pursuits that can result from it.
 
Lamp of Orion said:
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Sorry for not addressing your questions directly, for in hindsight, it serves to provide further background on the matter. I will do so now.

Question #1: Nothing much, other than being physically attractive, according to the way I subjectively have seen things at varying points of time.

Question #2: At this point, I do not wish to attack a victim, as I say, because I now see the utter futility in it.

Question #3: It would be terrible, to say the least, especially if I invest my energy in the false pursuits that can result from it.

I think I understand what is happening here.

So, you see some attractive person and essentially 'get off' and whilst you are doing this, you are thinking stuff about them? Then they waste there time pursuing you? Is this what you are saying???

I personally don't even know what to say about this. All I can say is read up gurdjieff and the correct functioning of centers. You might be deluding yourself beyond all comprehension and furthermore unable to see the extent of the self-delusion due to the wrong use of these centers.

In fact, I would say, start from scratch. Read up on the 4th way, learn about the concepts of working on oneself, build up your knowledge about the world, look into your diet etc and just continue from there.
 
Lamp of Orion said:
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Sorry for not addressing your questions directly, for in hindsight, it serves to provide further background on the matter. I will do so now.

Question #1: Nothing much, other than being physically attractive, according to the way I subjectively have seen things at varying points of time.

Question #2: At this point, I do not wish to attack a victim, as I say, because I now see the utter futility in it.

Question #3: It would be terrible, to say the least, especially if I invest my energy in the false pursuits that can result from it.

So let's say what you say is true, then why did you come here? What is your goal in sharing what you have shared so far? It seems to me that you are 'not even wrong', have come here to brag about your abilities, and don't fully 'get' what we do here.

I could be wrong, of course :) .
 
luke wilson said:
Lamp of Orion said:
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Sorry for not addressing your questions directly, for in hindsight, it serves to provide further background on the matter. I will do so now.

Question #1: Nothing much, other than being physically attractive, according to the way I subjectively have seen things at varying points of time.

Question #2: At this point, I do not wish to attack a victim, as I say, because I now see the utter futility in it.

Question #3: It would be terrible, to say the least, especially if I invest my energy in the false pursuits that can result from it.

I think I understand what is happening here.

So, you see some attractive person and essentially 'get off' and whilst you are doing this, you are thinking stuff about them? Then they waste there time pursuing you? Is this what you are saying???

I personally don't even know what to say about this. All I can say is read up gurdjieff and the correct functioning of centers. You might be deluding yourself beyond all comprehension and furthermore unable to see the extent of the self-delusion due to the wrong use of these centers.

In fact, I would say, start from scratch. Read up on the 4th way, learn about the concepts of working on oneself, build up your knowledge about the world, look into your diet etc and just continue from there.

Your response is appreciated. IMO, Gurdjieff has excellent info, much of what I have indeed not tapped into. I will give your opinion on the matter a shot.
 
Carlise said:
Lamp of Orion said:
Pashalis said:
Hello Lamp of orion,

There are several question that come to my mind when I read your posts:

What are the criteria for you to attack somebody else?
Why would you even want to attack and make somebody else a victim, as you say?
Would you like to be on the receiving end of such an attack?

Sorry for not addressing your questions directly, for in hindsight, it serves to provide further background on the matter. I will do so now.

Question #1: Nothing much, other than being physically attractive, according to the way I subjectively have seen things at varying points of time.

Question #2: At this point, I do not wish to attack a victim, as I say, because I now see the utter futility in it.

Question #3: It would be terrible, to say the least, especially if I invest my energy in the false pursuits that can result from it.

So let's say what you say is true, then why did you come here? What is your goal in sharing what you have shared so far? It seems to me that you are 'not even wrong', have come here to brag about your abilities, and don't fully 'get' what we do here.

I could be wrong, of course :) .

Hello Carlise,

I do not mean to 'brag' about my abilities, I meant to attempt to show some insight on the potential range of psychic phenomena. In this sense, I have merely done my best shot at it, and that is all to it. I do not demand blind faith, but if it is proof you need, then how involved do I need to be in giving you proof? Closing this thread would be best performed ASAP, I presume.

I came here merely seeking the truth, in the most distilled sense possible. This sent me going from one source to the next, each having their own concentrations of truth, until I reached the Ra material, followed by the Cassiopaeans. And it is these two sources which seem to approximate the very thing I sought for. My attempts to reciprocate what the channelers of the Cassiopaeans have offered do seem inadequate. I think there is a lesson to this: do not expect what you (i.e. Lamp of Orion, in this case) hold in high esteem will also be held in high esteem by others.

I will do my best in understanding what you all do here, in this forum.
 
LoO, when you start breaking objects - including cast iron - by simple emotional charging, or when people who hurt you very shortly afterward suffer calamities that are highly symbolic, when you can manifest things you need into your life with rather simple techniques that have nothing to do with sex, come back and we might have something to talk about. What you are doing here is small fry manipulation.
 
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