Session 6 December 2014

goyacobol

The Living Force
FOTCM Member
Puck said:
Interesting video in this article I just posted to sott, doesn't look like a drone to me.

_http://www.sott.net/article/292453-French-nuclear-power-plants-drones-and-UFOs-oh-my


https://youtu.be/ILab4z4vjqA

I don't think we have seen all the drone configurations that exist (in news clips or the MSM).

The video made me think of a reference about some UFOs being used as unmanned weapons. I couldn't remember exactly where it was. I found that it was actually in the RA material channeled by Carla Rueckert, Don Elkins, and Jim McCarty between 1981 and 1984.

I think the C's mention that they were involved with those communications and they are about 63% accurate. With that in mind and the fact that even the channelers of the RA material were skeptical of what they considered transient conspiracy topics but they still included the following session in book 5.

Session 8, January 26, 1981
Questioner: There was a portion of the material from yesterday which I will
read where you say “there is a certain amount of landing taking place. Some
of these landings are of your own people; some are of the group known to
you as Orion.” My first question is what did you mean that some of the
landings are of your peoples?
Ra: I am Ra. Your peoples have, at this time/space present, the
technological achievement, if you would call it that, of being able to create
and fly the shape and type of craft known to you as unidentified flying
objects.
Unfortunately for the social memory complex vibratory rate of your
peoples, these devices are not intended for the service of mankind, but for
potential destructive use. This further muddles the vibratory nexus of your
social memory complex, causing a situation where neither those oriented
towards serving others nor those oriented towards serving self can gain the
energy/power which opens the gates to intelligent infinity for the social
memory complex. This in turn causes the harvest to be small.
Questioner: Are these craft that are from our peoples from what we call
planes that are not incarnate at this time? Where are they based?
Ra: I am Ra. These of which we spoke are of third density and are part of
the so-called military complex of various of your peoples’ societal divisions
or structures.
The bases are varied. There are bases, as you would call them, undersea in
your southern waters near the Bahamas as well as in your Pacific seas in
various places close to your Chilean borders on the water. There are bases
upon your moon, as you call this satellite, which are at this time being
reworked. There are bases which move about your lands. There are bases, if
you would call them that, in your skies. These are the bases of your peoples,
very numerous and, as we have said, potentially destructive.
Questioner: Where do the people who operate these craft come from? Are
they affiliated with any nation on Earth. What is their source?
Ra: These people come from the same place as you or I. They come from
the Creator.
As you intend the question, in its shallower aspect, these people are those in
your and other selves’ governments responsible for what you would term
national security.
Questioner: Am I to understand then that the United States has these craft
in undersea bases?
Ra: I am Ra. You are correct.
Questioner: How did the United States learn the technology to build these
craft?
Ra: I am Ra. There was a mind/body/spirit complex known to your people
by the vibratory sound complex, Nikola. This entity departed the illusion
and the papers containing the necessary understandings were taken by
mind/body/spirit complexes serving your security of national divisional
complex. Thus your people became privy to the basic technology. In the
case of those mind/body/spirit complexes which you call Russians, the
technology was given from one of the Confederation in an attempt,
approximately twenty seven of your years ago, to share information and
bring about peace among your peoples. The entities giving this information
were in error, but we did many things at the end of this cycle in attempts to
aid your harvest from which we learned the folly of certain types of aid.
That is a contributing factor to our more cautious approach at this date,
even as the need is power upon power greater, and your peoples’ call is
greater and greater.
Questioner: I’m puzzled by these craft which have undersea bases. Is this
technology sufficient to overshadow all other armaments? Do we have the
ability to just fly in these craft or are they just craft for transport? What is
the basic mechanism of their power source? It’s really hard to believe is what
I’m saying.
Ra: I am Ra. The craft are perhaps misnamed in some instances. It would
be more appropriate to consider them as weaponry.
The energy used is that
of the field of electromagnetic energy which polarizes the Earth sphere. The
weaponry is of two basic kinds: that which is called by your peoples
psychotronic and that which is called by your peoples particle beam. The
amount of destruction which is contained in this technology is considerable
and the weapons have been used in many cases to alter weather patterns and
to enhance the vibratory change which engulfs your planet at this time.
Questioner: How have they been able to keep this a secret? Why aren’t
these craft in use for transport?
Ra: The governments of each of your societal division illusions desire to
refrain from publicity so that the surprise may be retained in case of hostile
action from what your peoples call enemies.
Questioner: How many of these craft does the United States have?
Ra: I am Ra. The United States has 573 at this time. They are in the process
of adding to this number.
Questioner: What is the maximum speed of one of these craft?
Ra: I am Ra. The maximum speed of these craft is equal to the Earth energy
squared. This field varies. The limit is approximately one-half the light
speed, as you would call it.
This is due to imperfections in design.
Questioner: Would this type of craft come close to solving many of the
energy problems as far as transport goes?
Ra: I am Ra. The technology your peoples possess at this time is capable of
resolving each and every limitation which plagues your social memory
complex at this present nexus of experience. However, the concerns of some
of your beings with distortions towards what you would call powerful
energy cause these solutions to be withheld until the solutions are so needed
that those with the distortion can then become further distorted in the
direction of power.
Questioner: You also said that some of the landings at this time were of the
Orion group. Why did the Orion group land here? What is their purpose?
Ra: I am Ra. Their purpose is conquest, unlike those of the Confederation
who wait for the calling. The so-called Orion group calls itself to conquest.
Questioner: Specifically, what do they do when they land?
Ra: There are two types of landings. In the first, entities among your
peoples are taken on their craft and programmed for future use. There are
two or three levels of programming. First, the level that will be discovered
by those who do research. Second, a triggering program. Third, a second
and most deep triggering program crystallizing the entity thereby rendering
it lifeless and useful as a kind of beacon. This is a form of landing.
The second form is that of landing beneath the Earth’s crust which is
entered from water. Again, in the general area of your South American and
Caribbean areas and close to the so-called northern pole. The bases of these
people are underground.
Questioner: The most startling information that you have given me, which
I must admit that I’m having difficulty believing, is that the United States
has 573 craft of the type which you described.
How many people of United
States designation are aware of these craft, including those who operate
them?
Ra: I am Ra. The number of your peoples varies, for there are needs to
communicate at this particular time/space nexus so that the number is
expanding at this time. The approximate number is 1,500. It is only
approximate for as your illusory time/space continuum moves from present
to present at this nexus many are learning.
Questioner: Where are these craft constructed?
Ra: These craft are constructed one by one in two locations: in the desert or
arid regions of your so-called New Mexico and in the desert or arid regions
of your so-called Mexico, both installations being under the ground.
Questioner: Am I to believe that the United States actually has a
manufacturing plant in Mexico?
Ra: I am Ra. I spoke thusly. May I, at this time, reiterate that this type of
information is very shallow and of no particular consequence compared to
the study of the Law of One. However, we carefully watch these
developments in hopes that your peoples are able to be harvested in peace.
Questioner: I am totally aware that this line of questioning is of totally no
consequence at all, but this particular information is so startling to me that
it makes me question your validity on this. Up until this point I was in
agreement with everything you had said. This is very startling to me. It just
does not seem possible to me that this secret could have been kept for
twenty-seven years, and that we are operating these craft. I apologize for my
attitude, but I thought that I would be very honest. It is unbelievable to me
that we would operate a plant in Mexico, outside of the United States, to
build these craft. Maybe I’m mistaken. These craft are physical craft built by
physical people? Could I go get in one and ride in one? Is that correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. You could not ride one. The United States,
as you call your society divisional complex, creates these as a type of
weapon.
Questioner: There are no occupants then? No pilot, shall I say?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.

Questioner: How are they controlled?
Ra: I am Ra. They are controlled by computer from a remote source of
data.

Questioner: Why do we have a plant in Mexico?
Ra: I am Ra. The necessity is both for dryness of the ground and for a near
total lack of population. Therefore, your so-called government and the socalled
government of your neighboring geographical vicinity arranged for an
underground installation. The government officials who agreed did not
know the use to which their land would be put, but thought it a
governmental research installation for use in what you would call
bacteriological warfare.
Questioner: Is this the type of craft that Dan Frye was transported in?
Ra: I am Ra. The one known as Daniel was, in thought-form, transported
by Confederation thought-form vehicular illusion in order to give this
mind/body/spirit complex data so that we might see how this type of
contact aided your people in the uncovering of the intelligent infinity
behind the illusion of limits.
Questioner: The reason that I have questioned you so much and so
carefully about the craft which you say the United States government
operates is that if we include this in the book it will create numerous
problems. It is something that I am considering leaving out of the book
entirely, or I am going to have to question you in considerable detail about
it. It’s difficult to even question in this area, but I would like to ask a few
more questions about it with the possible option of leaving it in the book.
What is the diameter of the craft which the United States has?
Ra: I am Ra. I suggest that this be the last question for this session. We will
speak as you deem fit in further sessions, asking you to be guided by your
own discernment only.
The approximate diameter, given several model changes, is twenty-three of
your feet, as you measure.
 

MusicMan

The Living Force
FOTCM Member
goyacobol said:
MusicMan said:
Thanks to goyacobol for inspiring me to do some more research.
I have not had access to the works of Gurdjieff, Mouravieff or Castaneda, or any knowledge of Sufism, I have only read the references to them in the transcripts and in the forum.
Methinks in order for me to assist the tribal group soul, I need to get some more knowledge.
I hope the library stocks them.

MusicMan,

Thanks for the inspiration complement but I am just a result of Laura, the C's and other forum members inspiration myself. I do have to say it is not very often anyone gives me that much reinforcement so I'll try not to let it go to my head.

Hopefully we can continue to inspire each other and build the Tribal Unit. You have inspired me to check the books I have found for free download as PDFs. I should have saved the links when I downloaded them but since I didn't I decided to find links for most of them to possibly save you some "time". It may give you an idea of how to find more sources. The PDFs that display on the web page can be saved by right-clicking and opening in Adobe then going to "file" in Adobe and choosing "save as PDF" (maybe too much information if you already know,sorry). Some sites send the PDF's to your download location on your PC.


Gurdjieff and Ouspensky: _http://livingpresence.com/our-publications.html

Ouspensky (In Search Of The Miraculous) : _http://www.gurdjieff.am/in-search/index.pdf

Boris Mouravieff: _http://bookzz.org/g/Boris%20Mouravieff

Carlos Castenada: _http://moonmetaphysics.files.wordpress.com/2011/09/carlos-castaneda-all-books-in-one.pdf

I don't have much on Sufism except for some whirling videos from YouTube. This has helped me refresh my memory and locate some new possibilities for more reading myself

Hope this helps and happy reading. :lkj:

Thanks Goyacobol for the list.
Today I managed to source C. S. Nott's 'Teachings of Gurdjieff' as well as Carlos Castaneda's 'A Separate Reality', as well as 'Edgar Cayce on ESP' from Doris Agee.
Methinks I will be going back to those second hand bookshops.
Before I do, I have some reading to do.
 

goyacobol

The Living Force
FOTCM Member
MusicMan said:
Thanks Goyacobol for the list.
Today I managed to source C. S. Nott's 'Teachings of Gurdjieff' as well as Carlos Castaneda's 'A Separate Reality', as well as 'Edgar Cayce on ESP' from Doris Agee.
Methinks I will be going back to those second hand bookshops.
Before I do, I have some reading to do.

You are quite welcome MusicMan. I am glad you found it useful. Happy reading! :lkj:
 

Martina

Jedi Council Member
I had some idea that I will find people interested in such ideas somewhere in my area and connect with somebody but no results. I'm lonely as I always was and I'm not even a dobri obyvately.I'm really sorry, I don't know how to do such things. I'm not quitting though.
 

Yozilla

The Living Force
People are just unresponsive automatons/homo-bots most of the time, running on usual every-day-life norms. So lately i started to jump in conversations among friends of mine while proclaiming famous say: "After all this is the only life we got" (Imamo samo ovaj jedan život), tryin' to insert a bug in "there system": " ... And likewise the Sun is the only star in the Universe", without any expectations. So i know that bug is implanted only by one blink of theirs eyes :cool2:...

Also sometimes i'm beamed with loneliness idea too, but then i remember what V.I.P (aka Putin) once said in one interview: Loneliness is a matter of soul - o something similar - so you're not alone in soul group/tribe... :grad:

:thup:
 
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Deleted member 11729

Guest
very interesting session regarding the strong "personal" feel and getting a lot of "personal" answers related to universal principles ... I read the session before, and it had some resonating "personal" tunes than though, but today was much stronger .... it is interesting to recognize the variability of understanding of the readings of the channeled material, how it is getting more layered, after some time spent to "upgrade" leairng and discemnet capacity ... :cool2:
 

Nachtweide

Jedi Council Member
FOTCM Member
Q: (L) Okay. Since we're on this topic, and since it seems that the tribal unit is kind of an important thing, I suppose we should ask some questions about it at the local level. We've got this house, and we've got the house down the road. However, there seems to be a certain issue that I would like to ask for some help on, and I know it's a little personal, but help us out here. I'd like to know what the issues are with Breton in particular in his struggle to come to terms with what we're doing and what we're trying to accomplish. Is that a good way to put it, Breton? You are having a struggle coming to terms with it?

(Breton) Um, not consciously, but...

(L) Oh, okay. He says it's not conscious. Well, okay, so...

A: Warning here! Breton has precipitately disconnected psychic and etheric cords that bound him to a specific plan and milieu. The consequence is that he has torn his triple cycle veil and is leaking energy. The result is what you all observe: a rapid decline in functional intellectual power.

Q: (Perceval) What are the cords that bound him to a specific plan and milieu?

(L) Did you get that, Breton?

(Breton) Yeah, mostly.

(L) Do you have a follow up question?

(Breton) I'm astounded.

(Perceval) Want me to read it out to you?

(Breton) One more time. [answer is read out again]

(L) I don't understand. Can you...

(Chu) What's the triple cycle veil?

(L) The triple cycle veil is in the sessions... The body, the emotions, and the soul are the triple cycle thingamajig. So he has like a life plan that he has abandoned?

(Chu) They said "milieu", so I'm guessing it's something about his family.

(Perceval) Yeah, they said, "a specific plan and milieu".

(L) I think you need to be a little more specific because we don't know... Breton says he's in shock, so he can't ask a question, and we have no clue either. So, can we be more specific? I know that's a vague question, but can you help us out here on this?

A: Put it this way: It is similar to what has been discussed regarding FRV. Breton has effectively "left his true self behind" near his children and only the body centers are here.

Q: (Galatea) Is this like his pre-destiny, like he planned to do something before he came here, but he's not doing it now?

A: Exactly, though he has intellectualized that he is making preparations for his children. Breton, what happens if you get things ready in material terms but the children are not prepared in spiritual and emotional terms?

Q: (L) Can you answer that, Breton?

(Breton) No, I can't answer it. I guess I thought that as you prepare and make steps in the right direction towards the aim, these things become more clear. It's not totally clear how the children and I would get back together again and in what way, but I had to take the first steps.

A: You should rather find the way to do both; you must continue the karmic development with those souls and at the same time support the network and safety net that you hope will receive you.

Q: (Galatea) What is leaking again?

(L) Energy.

(Pierre) Energy, because one part of him is here, and one part of him is over there, so he's split.

(L) Well... So, in other words... in other words, I dunno.

(Pierre) It's a solvable problem. If he's split, the way to fix this problem is to bring these centers back together: to be where his soul is, to help them, and meet them as much as a possible and give them love and psychological and emotional support. Get them prepared on these levels as well. Meanwhile, doing what you're done for years: keep on supporting the network. Where you are doesn't matter. It will all happen at the right time, so have this faith that it will all be resolved.

A: You suffer from a lack of faith in the process and have allowed fear to make choices for you.

Q: (Chu) For what it's worth, what I'm understanding is that because of this lack of faith in the process, you chose to intellectualize it as the right decision to prepare for them materially here, because that's something tangible that you can see. But the spiritual and emotional preparation is a lot more vague and requires a lot more faith. Being there might prepare them more for later when they have to take a harder or necessary step...

A: If you are not there guiding developments and simultaneously watching for the signs, how will you be able to do what is needed for them when it is needed?

Q: (L) Well, all right then.

(Breton) I don't know how I would be guiding my children given that they live with that... lady. I felt it was out of my hands.

A: You give that way more power than it has, and have not developed the necessary force and skills to circumvent obstacles.

Q: (L) Maybe it's time to compromise: move close to where she is.

(Breton) Yeah, maybe that's the skill I'm supposed to be developing: to be able to raise the children under those kinds of circumstances because I have a contract with those souls.

(Chu) And if you're closer, you have more influence and contact.

(Pierre) And the motivation, as well. Apparently it's on the soul level that you made this choice. So, it's a very deep commitment, and it should give you a very strong motivation. There's no regret to have. And you know what you have to do, and it's great. It's rare in our lives that we know that this is my path, this is my destiny.

(Breton) And maybe I made a mistake. I thought I was following my aim the best by coming here. But maybe I can still follow the aim of the group under a different set of circumstances.

(Perceval) Well, of course. Everybody else is doing that. Everyone else who isn't here is following the aim even though they're not here.

(Breton) I just thought that I heard the call, and I thought it was mine. But maybe it wasn't the time to come.

(Chu) Maybe it's not a matter of being wrong or right. You made a statement to her when you decided not to move closer to her. But now, maybe it's time to choose that path for other reasons?

(Breton) The way I was going to serve the aim should have been different, perhaps.

At the moment I read the transcripts again and find a lot of things that I understand in a different context today. This place touched me very much and I discovered so much truth for myself. Since I only work with people, I often notice how absentminded they are - how switched off. There can be many reasons, of course. Most of them are already in the next place in their thoughts. What is striking, however, are people who are apparently depressed and introverted. I mostly know the history - what is connected with loss. In separations - if you have left something behind, even the thoughts with the corresponding emotions are not present in the physical place. In fact, this leads to a reduced recording and processing of the current reality, since content is no longer recorded, is not processed and is not saved. Very often I have the feeling that a kind of pseudo-dementia is developing. I also see this in older patients who live in memory. The real world is cold for them. Terrible for those who are waiting for relatives who never come. Your mind is actually not where the physical body is. I only listen to the language, which sentences are spoken - so you immediately know where the mind or consciousness is at the moment. I personally have experienced this very often with me - and the greater the mental stress, the more difficult it was to remain conscious.
 

Nachtweide

Jedi Council Member
FOTCM Member
Am I kind of on to something with this comparison between the high road and the low road of Buddhism and the high road and low road of Christianity? And what we're talking about in terms of communities and other members in our communities, is that pretty much what we're talking about here? That just being a part of the network in whatever way you can is as valuable as giving up everything to go live in a community?

A: More or less. But be aware that there is still the need in these particular times to prepare to actually receive and aid others in the outer edges of the network.

Q: (L) Okay. If people are fully engaged in the network, will they receive information in time?

A: Yes, the operative term being "fully engaged" in any and every way possible.

Q: (Chu) So if they're sitting on the fence, they won't?

(Galatea) They have to commit to it.

(L) Yeah, but you can commit to something and stay right in your regular life. You don't have to commit to something and just throw all caution to the wind.

(Pierre) Fully engaged in every way possible...

(L) I think it means what is possible for that person.

A: Yes.

Q: (Perceval) The previous answer was that there is still a need in these times to prepare to actually receive and aid others in the outer edges of the network. That's us doing the preparation, for example, so that we are effectively acting as proxies for all those others?

(Ark) I think that the main thing is to achieve as much RESULTS as possible, you see? So if you are somewhere and you see that you are not at your optimal strength because something is leaking, you cannot achieve most results. Some other place, you can see the results of what you are doing.

(L) So if you're not seeing results in your life, you need to rethink what's going on.

(Ark) Yeah.

(L) Anybody else got any questions on it?

(Chu) Just a comment. I would say that if it applied like Perceval was saying to us, or the US community for example, to be preparing for aiding and receiving other people, in order to do that even more, we need those that are in the outer edges to be doing what is possible...

(L) ...so that we can receive them!

A: Yes yes yes!!

Q: (Chu) It's not that they should just sit and wait...

A: Tribal unit strength should be a goal!

As I understand it, a tribal unit is the network or network with people of the same FRV and the goal to grow together. Could it be that this desire for group formation is already genetically created and only the actual goal is not known at the beginning? I have the feeling that in retrospect I can say that I chose a profession that made it possible, so to speak, to found a network at some point - but unconsciously. The planning for the family was from the start so that the children could live in our house with their families. The relocation of my practice to the house has created a kind of network. Many come regularly, there is a fluid exchange of experiences, positive energy, help. When I look back today, it is the perfect network in the middle of my family. I've only had this feeling since my husband moved out. Through him there was a lot of argument, the children withdrew and my patients often did not feel comfortable in his presence. At that time I also had a lot of patients that made me very difficult - and my children were also very difficult. It also prohibited family celebrations with positive people, which are very often held in my house today. Could it be that it is sometimes necessary and helpful to leave someone so that new energies can arise and make a functioning network or tribal unit possible?
 

ChazeK

Padawan Learner
(L) So anyhow, this Robert Price says that this is that what he thinks he's seeing: that there was a similar thing in early Christianity; there was the high road where you could become something like a cynic philosopher and wander up and down the road, save people, and sleep on the road side, the good lord provides everything, etc. That's opposed to the ones that were taking care of business, their families, and also the monks and philosophers. So, in any event, the reason I'm giving this background is that, from some of these things that have been said in various sessions about tribal unit and networks and things, it seems that those people who support the network in certain ways, or in whatever ways they can, as long as they are a part of it and as long as they are networking, they don't have to give up their life, give up their jobs, give up whatever, and move into a community, still benefit from the advances of the network; that is to say, they literally receive when they give and help and support. Obviously, a community is one particular way. It's an intense way. But still, our communities are very different from monkly communities, because we're very much "in the world" in a certain sense.

Am I kind of on to something with this comparison between the high road and the low road of Buddhism and the high road and low road of Christianity? And what we're talking about in terms of communities and other members in our communities, is that pretty much what we're talking about here? That just being a part of the network in whatever way you can is as valuable as giving up everything to go live in a community?

A: More or less. But be aware that there is still the need in these particular times to prepare to actually receive and aid others in the outer edges of the network.


Q: (L) Okay. If people are fully engaged in the network, will they receive information in time?

A: Yes, the operative term being "fully engaged" in any and every way possible.

Q: (Chu) So if they're sitting on the fence, they won't?

(Galatea) They have to commit to it.

(L) Yeah, but you can commit to something and stay right in your regular life. You don't have to commit to something and just throw all caution to the wind.

(Pierre) Fully engaged in every way possible...

(L) I think it means what is possible for that person.

A: Yes.

Q: (Perceval) The previous answer was that there is still a need in these times to prepare to actually receive and aid others in the outer edges of the network. That's us doing the preparation, for example, so that we are effectively acting as proxies for all those others?

(Ark) I think that the main thing is to achieve as much RESULTS as possible, you see? So if you are somewhere and you see that you are not at your optimal strength because something is leaking, you cannot achieve most results. Some other place, you can see the results of what you are doing.

(L) So if you're not seeing results in your life, you need to rethink what's going on.

(Ark) Yeah.

(L) Anybody else got any questions on it?

(Chu) Just a comment. I would say that if it applied like Perceval was saying to us, or the US community for example, to be preparing for aiding and receiving other people, in order to do that even more, we need those that are in the outer edges to be doing what is possible...

(L) ...so that we can receive them!

A: Yes yes yes!!

Q: (Chu) It's not that they should just sit and wait...

A: Tribal unit strength should be a goal!

Q: (Perceval) So that last answer then was that there's a need in these particular times, that means people that are out there in the network need to be networking and expanding the network and helping each other.

(L) In the center of the network which is where we and the people in the US house are, they need to be prepared and ready. In other words, people on the outer edges of the network can stay where they are for now and be part of the network and know that if the circumstances or conditions transpire, they DO have a place to go.

A: Where you put your energy, including funding, is where your heart is and where you will be drawn and received when the time comes.
[table leg starts squeaking during this answer.]

Q: (Chu) I was thinking it's the clearest explanation that it's not where you are, but who you are and what you see that counts.

(L) Because where you are, IF you see the signs, you can change your position if it's required.

(Chu) Yeah, and people have been worried about preparing, but they're worried about the "where" before worrying about where the heart is.

(Pierre) It's not only who you are, it's what you give as well.

(Perceval) Where you put your energy.

There’s a strange thing that I like to do while I’m on this forum.

Sometimes, when I am worried about something in particular, feeling “stuck”, or just simply needing guidance in a state of confusion, I will say a small prayer, and then click on a random session within the transcripts to see if the answers—or anything that may further lead me to them—are conveniently hidden within.

It never fails.

I often worry that I haven’t done enough, or that I haven’t learned enough of the most essential and valuable things that I need to learn before the “time” comes when all of that will be exposed via my preparedness in the face of cataclysmic sized challenges. I’m pretty sure this is a common concern amongst many of us here, but sometimes it REALLY gets to me. And here recently, this has been on my mind in an almost obsessive type of way. I worry that I haven’t worked my way enough into this online community/network, or that I need to be doing more.. And in doing so, I always seem to overlook HOW FAR I’ve came in life, and what I have accomplished along the way that led me here in the first place! But, I’m almost never satisfied, and that’s what fuels me to keep going.

So I prayed.

I asked to be shown exactly what I needed to be shown in that moment. Then I clicked on this specific session. At random. And… WOW. (I don’t even question the synchronicities anymore.)

But regarding what I’ve highlighted in the above quotes, when I read those words, the feeling of relief I felt was synonymous to removing a survivalist sized backpack full of cast iron skillets after jogging up a thousand foot sand hill. In steel toe boots.

To be completely honest with you, I wish I could join the US community. Of all the things I’ve had to experience in my life, and all the things that led me to here, the idea of finally having a community—a tribe—where I could live amongst others working towards the same goals as myself is like having all of my prayers from childhood and adolescence answered. But realistically, right now, I cannot. I have a family, and I have responsibilities here that I will continue to take care of. But knowing that if worse came to worst, and if the stars aligned that way, there is always a community in extant that I could join. The power in knowing that is indescribable for me at this point in my life. Relief is an understatement.

But if and/or until that day comes, I’ll continue to build with this online community in the best ways that I can.

And I ain’t gonna lie, I’m going to find a way to link with some of you in person in the future. I’ve searched for this group of people my entire life. Imagine being a child, stripped from your family; your siblings at infancy, and told that you never had any… But faintly remembering that you did. And you longed to be reunited, dreaming of it, searching for them in the face of seeming impossibilities. Only to discover 30 years later that they indeed do exist, and they had been searching for you just as hard.

That’s exactly what this feels like.
 

XPan

The Living Force
In fact, this leads to a reduced recording and processing of the current reality, since content is no longer recorded, is not processed and is not saved. Very often I have the feeling that a kind of pseudo-dementia is developing. I also see this in older patients who live in memory. The real world is cold for them. Terrible for those who are waiting for relatives who never come. Your mind is actually not where the physical body is. I only listen to the language, which sentences are spoken - so you immediately know where the mind or consciousness is at the moment. I personally have experienced this very often with me - and the greater the mental stress, the more difficult it was to remain conscious.

I once read

i believe it was 22 years ago, in the very first more conscious connections of spiritual energy into my life - when I stumbled across a book out of the blue, during my lunch break - at the most unlikely place you ever would assume to find such a book...

It was called "Anatomy of a spirit": that when you send out your "spirit on mission", and it there becomes "stuck", because the future or past become too important for you over there (or if your negative thoughts persistently sends it out on negative missions - whether into the future or into the past), then you are loosing power - HERE in the Now ! Where You Are. And you need your powers here, not over there.

Then call back your spirit !

I remember those words having been very powerful, giving me a lot of food for thoughts. However, in practice, it took at least another decade until I started to get a better feel, to actually exercise it into my 3D reality more closely. But - wow, it was so fascinating in year 2000, to even read something like that.... "calling your spirit back home from a negative mission" !
 

Stoneboss

Jedi Council Member
FOTCM Member
There’s a strange thing that I like to do while I’m on this forum.

Sometimes, when I am worried about something in particular, feeling “stuck”, or just simply needing guidance in a state of confusion, I will say a small prayer, and then click on a random session within the transcripts to see if the answers—or anything that may further lead me to them—are conveniently hidden within.

It never fails.
I often do the same thing, Chazek, and like you say, 'It never fails'.
Thank you for sharing this.
 
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