Same here. High pitched ear ringing and seeing golden sparkles and high level paranormal for as long as I can remember. I actually saw some sort of being within the golden sparkles once. Also beings walking out of my closet as a child and abduction experiences. The last one I can remember occured in 2008 when living in a remote mountain town. I heard what sounded like a underwater pinging that woke me up and I knew another visit was coming. Was outside suddenly looking up into the clouds thinking a storm was coming when something came out of clouds and then I was onboard and back on the exam table. The next morning helicopters overhead and strange people parked at the end of our remote driveway who took off when they saw us. One of them had the strangest eyes and looked straight at me. They were human like eyes but yet not. Crazy eyes. Still encounter high strangeness from time to time but that was the last time I remember being on a ship or whatever that was. feels uncomfortable talking about this. And Laura's work has helped a great deal to lesson the experiences and fight back. My children started coming to me several years ago talking about little people with big eyes around their bed and I told them to tell the ant people (what I called them as a child) to F off and fight back and they were left alone after that. Knowledge does protect! Still feels so uncomfortable sharing this though. Feels like I am not supposed to talk about this for some reason. A panicky feeling. But compared to what is happening in the world now my past experiences seem almost irrelevant.Pan, you've highlighted some interesting similarities in regard to what I witnessed happening to my son, which we've spoken a little on, in your green world dream thread. He too would complain of a high tone ringing in his ears that I did not hear.
While you as a child said, '("Not knowing what it exactly was - i’ve always said out loud)' “you are not welcome here”, I would tell my son to tell the hooded shadow being that watched him, "You do not have my permission to be here!"
aimarok, I regularly check or compare notes with a friend who also seems to be 'a person of interest' to system overlords, and they also complain of a high pitch ear ringing. They too have what appears to be or may be an implant.
I can't remember who mentioned seeing golden sparks, as did their daughter, but I was seeing those all the time when there was a high level of the paranormal going on in our house...I mean like crazy high because I see things normally....People are quick to lable such things as signs or presence from/of positive beings; I do not. Given what was going on with my son's heavy monitoring, by whatever, and other paranormal happens at that time I took this all as intrusions into our space. And my connection with positive forces is always subtle and never intrusive.
And yes, the more positive experiences feel loving and never intrusive. For the most part. It's all about the lesson. Sometimes weirdness ensues if my attention is really required.