I agree with what you just wrote. And actually, I truly hope that I'll be able to leave this country before the final preparations for "sacrifice" will begin. I don't want and don't think that it should be MY lesson. Will try to avoid it if possible. But I still hope something will change, although don't see it happening in a nearest future. I have a very strange feeling, like this country don't have future, like it's exists on borrowed time. But what I am feeling possibly not what "will happen" but what is "programmed to happen", like it is a frequency envelope of this country.EsoQuest said:The thing is, even if people in the rest of the world don't wake up, one day the poopoo will hit the fan to the extent that there will be those left who will. For the "chosen", huddling together on a giant sacrificial altar, that may not be an option. Time will tell, but if things don't change the next "holocaust" may well be their last.
I find this "tied solidarity" strangling me more and more. Pretty sick of it actually. And as EQ mentioned in another post, because I also refuse to accept the rules of this environment, I get pretty negative subconsiousness vibes from those who are unfortunately physically close to me. I try to be "transparent" on the outside, but apparently you can't fool the higher self of others ;) But I am managing well enough, although it's much harder with females (I am also female). Rules and social programming is much deeper and nastier when it concernes females. They feel that I am not one of them, and they don't like it at all, but hide it under fake "ampathy" and "being nice" program. Their energy actually reveal pretty well their true feelings. And I am tired to give false attention because social rules say I "have to" and because I am trying to avoid unnessesary and useless confrontations with the system... Sorry for a little "whining", just one of those days. :)