SunEterna
Jedi
Hello there.
During reading about the iodine, on the forum thread, and reading about glycine too, i saw a lot of people having OCD. That was quite surprising (there too, on this forum, people have OCD !!).
I too suffer from OCD. I have a big magical thinking (a thought that is really quick, thinking faster than me, tells me, for example, that if i put my cup at this place of the table, crossing lines with it, i will lose a part of my identity, and if i put it elsewhere, it tells that i will lose something else. This perverse and evil mechanism goes on and on, unless you decide to not listen to it (it's hard, really hard). Because, he wants to win, he really wants to win. You find yourself trying to negotiate with your own personally, with your own skills, with your own identity, with you own sensitivity... Who, what, in Christ's Sake, is causing this?
Living with this disorder - OCD and magical thinking - made me think, "How can it be? It seems really real!! I can not - or hardly - not listen to it, because it will means that i want what he threatens me with! How comes that a lot of humans, can think like that? What in the body, the brain or energetically, causes this??!! It's really weird!
Well, that's it.
Thank you. :)
During reading about the iodine, on the forum thread, and reading about glycine too, i saw a lot of people having OCD. That was quite surprising (there too, on this forum, people have OCD !!).
I too suffer from OCD. I have a big magical thinking (a thought that is really quick, thinking faster than me, tells me, for example, that if i put my cup at this place of the table, crossing lines with it, i will lose a part of my identity, and if i put it elsewhere, it tells that i will lose something else. This perverse and evil mechanism goes on and on, unless you decide to not listen to it (it's hard, really hard). Because, he wants to win, he really wants to win. You find yourself trying to negotiate with your own personally, with your own skills, with your own identity, with you own sensitivity... Who, what, in Christ's Sake, is causing this?
Living with this disorder - OCD and magical thinking - made me think, "How can it be? It seems really real!! I can not - or hardly - not listen to it, because it will means that i want what he threatens me with! How comes that a lot of humans, can think like that? What in the body, the brain or energetically, causes this??!! It's really weird!
Well, that's it.
Thank you. :)