I had a dream this morning about attending a funeral of an alledgley known person. The thing is I wasn't sure if I knew the person but somebody gave me a mental message that I have to go to the funeral and be fully present. Like it is important I am seen there and emphathic about the whole situation. The funeral was of some young men that I somehow concluded he was and the whole group of people there Neo Nazis, everybody was dressed really nice but I got idea they are Nazis and I don't want to participate in this sharade. I had to sign in a mouring book and I had to walk next to some women and another young men in a wheelchair that were somehow mentally forcing me to go with them because I will look like a bastard if I don't obey.
Short dream but full of the mental pressure. I wrote mind vampires because I was pressured to participate and was played out by my weak spot, not just mine but generally how we get tricked because we feel sorry for somebody, want to help etc.
I think this dream is an interpretation of how I feel about this communistic-nazi corona madness. My fear is I'm going to succumb. Extra because in some way I already have. I work normally, few hours later because we now have shifts but I have to wear mask and gloves which is very uncomfortable. The whole situation is ridiculous but being a mom I can't afford being out of job.
I don't know how to get out. Wishfully thinking I thought when my ass would be on fire I'd had some back up plan, but I can't think in terms how I'm going to save myself, everytime I do something selfish I get instant karma.
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Short dream but full of the mental pressure. I wrote mind vampires because I was pressured to participate and was played out by my weak spot, not just mine but generally how we get tricked because we feel sorry for somebody, want to help etc.
I think this dream is an interpretation of how I feel about this communistic-nazi corona madness. My fear is I'm going to succumb. Extra because in some way I already have. I work normally, few hours later because we now have shifts but I have to wear mask and gloves which is very uncomfortable. The whole situation is ridiculous but being a mom I can't afford being out of job.
I don't know how to get out. Wishfully thinking I thought when my ass would be on fire I'd had some back up plan, but I can't think in terms how I'm going to save myself, everytime I do something selfish I get instant karma.
Thanks for listening