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This is a dream/nightmare I experienced just a few weeks ago, which left me feeling traumatised at the time. I would appreciate any interpretations fellow members could offer, but firstly I will relay the experience as I remember it.
I was in a pub, which, curiously enough, was geographically placed at a spot where I know another branch of the shop which I work in is situated. Shop as a public house?
I was mingling and chatting to folk within, before spotting a few people I "seemed" to recognise. Casual accquaintances, but one of them resembled a former friend from years back, although our relations were superficial, as I have discovered that most of my friendships have been.
Any way, this man "morphed", for want of a better term, into a strange, painfully thin, yellow creature, located in a glass tank, connected to a computer, with a man, either a doctor or a scientist of some description, observing him/it. The yellow figure had two serpentine heads springing from either side of his/it's neck, writhing and stretching about. I must stress that this figure bore no resemblance to me physically, and I was viewing the figure in the third person, but facially it did resemble this former friend of mine. I left the pub and headed for the bus station to get the hell out of the town. There were no buses at the station, but a taxi turned up, which became a military car once i got into it!!! Also, the driver was originally male, then became female!!! I swiftly awoke and jotted down the details which I am hereby relating to you.
Now, last night, after a difficult night's sleep, I jotted down some thoughts on possible meanings.
Serpents: 'A' influences attacking the nervous system. I have suffered in recent times from pains in the rear corners of my head, on the left and right side, searing pains, which I figured were related to the cerebellum, regulating body movement. this has made sleep very difficult. They have abated in recent weeks.
The scientist /doctor seemed to be monitoring the figure, and seemed sinister. Just me "reading" the vibes. I read the dream as a sign of a war of mind/body consciousness, with my carriage as a symbol of an occupied territory, colonised by a cunning network of neuro "agents". The body politic?
The military reference confuses me. back in 2005, I was considering joining the army, as an interpreter (I was going to study Arabic), but it seemed a random reaction to the trauma of the previous year, so I thought better of it, and got down to some painting and poetry. I had in my life never had any inclination towards the armed forces in any way whatsoever, which really got me wondering. Thankfully, I abandoned my application. Just thinking back, it amazes me that I even thought it was feasible.
The last point I jotted down last night was the real kicker, though; Motor skills related to crises in the sexual centre. I went through a period where I thought I was becoming homo/bisexual, but with intellectual effort and cross referencing with other threads I see that this seems to be a common mode of attack on anyone making efforts to raise awareness. In my case, it also seems to be related to smoking. I didn't really start smoking until I was 23, and following recent efforts at observation I have noticed that I become more passive and even "feminised" when enjoying a cigarette, but only on some occasions. I suppose it depends on which 'i' is smoking.
Anyway, any elucidations from you learned fellows would be more than appreciated. I am beginning to wonder if in my case, the smoking and the drive for celibacy, is having a negative effect in other aspects of my mind and body.
I was in a pub, which, curiously enough, was geographically placed at a spot where I know another branch of the shop which I work in is situated. Shop as a public house?
I was mingling and chatting to folk within, before spotting a few people I "seemed" to recognise. Casual accquaintances, but one of them resembled a former friend from years back, although our relations were superficial, as I have discovered that most of my friendships have been.
Any way, this man "morphed", for want of a better term, into a strange, painfully thin, yellow creature, located in a glass tank, connected to a computer, with a man, either a doctor or a scientist of some description, observing him/it. The yellow figure had two serpentine heads springing from either side of his/it's neck, writhing and stretching about. I must stress that this figure bore no resemblance to me physically, and I was viewing the figure in the third person, but facially it did resemble this former friend of mine. I left the pub and headed for the bus station to get the hell out of the town. There were no buses at the station, but a taxi turned up, which became a military car once i got into it!!! Also, the driver was originally male, then became female!!! I swiftly awoke and jotted down the details which I am hereby relating to you.
Now, last night, after a difficult night's sleep, I jotted down some thoughts on possible meanings.
Serpents: 'A' influences attacking the nervous system. I have suffered in recent times from pains in the rear corners of my head, on the left and right side, searing pains, which I figured were related to the cerebellum, regulating body movement. this has made sleep very difficult. They have abated in recent weeks.
The scientist /doctor seemed to be monitoring the figure, and seemed sinister. Just me "reading" the vibes. I read the dream as a sign of a war of mind/body consciousness, with my carriage as a symbol of an occupied territory, colonised by a cunning network of neuro "agents". The body politic?
The military reference confuses me. back in 2005, I was considering joining the army, as an interpreter (I was going to study Arabic), but it seemed a random reaction to the trauma of the previous year, so I thought better of it, and got down to some painting and poetry. I had in my life never had any inclination towards the armed forces in any way whatsoever, which really got me wondering. Thankfully, I abandoned my application. Just thinking back, it amazes me that I even thought it was feasible.
The last point I jotted down last night was the real kicker, though; Motor skills related to crises in the sexual centre. I went through a period where I thought I was becoming homo/bisexual, but with intellectual effort and cross referencing with other threads I see that this seems to be a common mode of attack on anyone making efforts to raise awareness. In my case, it also seems to be related to smoking. I didn't really start smoking until I was 23, and following recent efforts at observation I have noticed that I become more passive and even "feminised" when enjoying a cigarette, but only on some occasions. I suppose it depends on which 'i' is smoking.
Anyway, any elucidations from you learned fellows would be more than appreciated. I am beginning to wonder if in my case, the smoking and the drive for celibacy, is having a negative effect in other aspects of my mind and body.
Where in the world would you get such an idea - in other words, 'please provide data to back up such a bizarre statement'...
