The Living Force
I'm planning to keep going. Before it was kind of like why bother doing it if it makes you worse for others even it's manageable, but if it's a withdrawal-like thing, might as well keep going even if it gets worse before better. I'm 60 not 20 years old so hopefully the lower usual hormone levels help even if the longer period playing around with them doesn't. Yeah in a sense this problem got me out of a martyr problem long ago and it would not be good to go back even at a reduced level.So, what do you want to do John G?
The reason I ask is because, I don't know if I've read a direct choice from you in this exchange. I think the anger might be a good sign, even if there's a need to navigate it properly, but it's a sign of you having changed something that has initiated a process of withdrawal. Although, as you yourself just pointed out. Beware of the attachment to the idea of being a martyr, that can have its own allure.