I was raised Catholic, ...lately I get confused when I try to explain myself if I am with the same label or not...
Since I began to read the Cassiopean Material and Signs of the Times I have been reading-knowing more about Christian religion this 2 years ago rather than in my life as Catholic, I consider my family and friends being Catholic Light with their differences in "tank"...being Baptized, First Comunion, Confirmation, go to mass every sunday etc, I have not participated in any classes of Religion or the Bible...
I would like to know If you know about references or literature that kind of... explains the differences between Christianity or Catholisism ... it kepts poping in my mind several questions when I read about the Christianity stuff ...like since when I as Catholic-if I can considered myself as Catholic- Im waiting for the second coming of Jesus??? and when I intended to ask the same question between my family or friends it get worst...they tend to reproach me of being pretentious...and why do I keep asking questions like sound in a protestant way?? ... I dont get any answers...
... a some friends of mine invited me to a religious service one day, at the beginning I thought it was a like a prayer group it could not burn me :P, but when I was ther I was in shock ...it wasnt a prayer-group it was a Saint Adoration Service ...and they kept singing and praying and singing and praying it wasnt for me...the songs were in kind of jewish music and in one of the lyrics I remembered saying something like "Jerusalem needs to have the power" ..."Jerusalem needs to have the power"??? I asked myself ... at the end my friends ask me if I enjoy it, I told them I did not and told them to not invite me anymore...I respect their ways but its not like could work for me as the same because they really enjoyed it, they really felt something spiritual inside them ...some one asks me about the singing part, and I told him that because I was listening to the lyrics and I could not bring myself to sang them, I did not believed in them. The Word can be -I think- powerful and without being aware can be harmful ...he told me to just sing the song even if I dont understand it ...and I could not and cant agree with that...
...as family and friend they can be agents of the matrix so I read...and with the experiences it is becoming a reality...
Since I began to read the Cassiopean Material and Signs of the Times I have been reading-knowing more about Christian religion this 2 years ago rather than in my life as Catholic, I consider my family and friends being Catholic Light with their differences in "tank"...being Baptized, First Comunion, Confirmation, go to mass every sunday etc, I have not participated in any classes of Religion or the Bible...
I would like to know If you know about references or literature that kind of... explains the differences between Christianity or Catholisism ... it kepts poping in my mind several questions when I read about the Christianity stuff ...like since when I as Catholic-if I can considered myself as Catholic- Im waiting for the second coming of Jesus??? and when I intended to ask the same question between my family or friends it get worst...they tend to reproach me of being pretentious...and why do I keep asking questions like sound in a protestant way?? ... I dont get any answers...
... a some friends of mine invited me to a religious service one day, at the beginning I thought it was a like a prayer group it could not burn me :P, but when I was ther I was in shock ...it wasnt a prayer-group it was a Saint Adoration Service ...and they kept singing and praying and singing and praying it wasnt for me...the songs were in kind of jewish music and in one of the lyrics I remembered saying something like "Jerusalem needs to have the power" ..."Jerusalem needs to have the power"??? I asked myself ... at the end my friends ask me if I enjoy it, I told them I did not and told them to not invite me anymore...I respect their ways but its not like could work for me as the same because they really enjoyed it, they really felt something spiritual inside them ...some one asks me about the singing part, and I told him that because I was listening to the lyrics and I could not bring myself to sang them, I did not believed in them. The Word can be -I think- powerful and without being aware can be harmful ...he told me to just sing the song even if I dont understand it ...and I could not and cant agree with that...
...as family and friend they can be agents of the matrix so I read...and with the experiences it is becoming a reality...