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Dagobah Resident
I am really struggling with this concept of time.
In the transcripts, the Cs make repeated reference to the "illusion of time" and said that it is not valid in any frame of reference. Well, sorry Cass but in my frame of reference, the illusion is quite powerful and so has a good deal of validity.
So there.
Higher dimensional realms are hard to visualize because we have two dimensional vision sensors (the "illusion" of three dimensions comes about because we have two two dimensional images, which differ slightly, and our brains make an internal mental model of what the three dimensional world must be in order that it "look like that"). However, I believe that I have learned how to visualize a hypersphere in my imagination. I start with imagining a point. In my mind, I grow the size of this point until it is a shiny ball about so big. I imagine the point expanding out uniformly until it reaches a fixed size, and then I imagine the sphere growing smaller and smaller until it is a point. The sphere oscillates back and forth. In my mind I increase the rate of this oscillation until it is all a blur and it seems like I can see all sizes of the sphere at once.
Now the point of this digression is not really to talk about how I visualize a hypersphere or even if my visualization is "correct", it is to point out that higher concepts can be understood at some level by a smaller mind if you focus enough on trying to compare the concept with that with which you are familiar, and then study the differences.
The Cs have said that "all there is is lessons". Now what is a lesson? Well it is a change of state. When you learn something, you change internally somehow. Time is divided into three zones, before you learned the thing, the instant you learned it and all of the rest of time. You cannot "unlearn" something (although clearly one can at some level "forget" where you put your car keys...) and the Cs clearly seem to be referring to the learning experience as a progression in one "direction".
Now in order for there to be a change of state, there has to be an axis upon which that state can be measured, and if the change of state is not reversible, this implies motion along that axis, specifically unidirectional motion. (I.e. monotonically changing, not necessarily uniform).
So back to this non-existence of time thing. I can handle the idea of some kind of two dimensional time, one dimension of which we experience every day, and another dimension that allows what we might think of as time travel. However, our "lesson profile" actually occurs in that second dimension of time in the sense that, to us, there is this "local" time reference, a kind of personal time that is visible to our own consciousness/soul but is not visible to others. Each individual has their own "path" through this two dimensional time and this two dimensional path, when projected onto our 4D space-time experience looks like a series of loops, just like the "shadow" of a hypersphere in 3 dimensional space is a sphere that we understand.
If hyperdimensional beings are traveling back and forth through time to cause a specific outcome, I also have a problem understanding a fundamental issue here.
Lets say that you look out the window and see an automobile accident. The occupants of the cars all die. They are all members of your family and so you decide to "fix" this, so you jump on your trusty time machine and go back to just before the accident, stand by the side of the road and wave your arms frantically, stopping the car.
Unbeknownst to you, in the scenario where there was an automobile accident, before you went back in time, a teenager with a learners permit witnessed the accident. The horrors of the result really impressed him and he vowed to never make the kind of mistake he witnessed and spent the rest of his life accident free. (Hey, its my story...)
Now when you went back in time and prevented the accident, this teenager did not see the result, it did not impress him, and the next day he went out and accidentally killed himself.
My question is where did the "lesson" go? Where did the knowledge and impact of the decision in the first case go when we messed with the time line? If it just evaporated into the ether, then this means that lessons are reversible and we really can "unlearn" something. Heck, you might even unlearn yourself right out of existence.
Now I also know that the Cs have indicated that 4th density lessons are not necessarily expressible in a 3d density existence, but this strikes me as the same thing as what my mother told me "Its just God's will, and we cannot always understand God's will so we JUST HAVE TO HAVE FAITH". In other words I refuse to accept that my feeble mind cannot at least start to grasp the point.
Now one possible comparison would be to a feedback system. Here there is a desired path, some kind of way of influence over how to follow that path and a measuring device for how far off the path you are. The feedback system makes microscopic measurements of the deviation and controls something to keep you on that path. There are many many examples of a feedback system in nature and engineering. But lessons are state changes so you cannot apply feedback to a state change. Feedback can only be effectively applied to a linear system, not a non-linear one, and it sure seems like we live in a highly non-linear system. So viewing the hyperdimensional beings as instruments in a feedback system does not seem like a viable explanation.
Either way I look at it, I have a real hard "time" with this "no time in any frame of reference" followed with "hyperdimensional beings are moving back and forth in time so they can control you in 4th density" and rationalizing this with my own perceptions. I mean if there is no time in any frame of reference, then hyperdimensional beings cannot readily move back in forth in something that does not exist in their frame of reference... If there is no time in any frame of reference, what is the definition of a lesson? If there is no time in any frame of reference, how can the illusion be SO POWERFUL?
Anyway I hope somebody has some Deep Thoughts about this because it is the greatest mental stumbling block in my grasp of esoterica.
In the transcripts, the Cs make repeated reference to the "illusion of time" and said that it is not valid in any frame of reference. Well, sorry Cass but in my frame of reference, the illusion is quite powerful and so has a good deal of validity.
So there.
Higher dimensional realms are hard to visualize because we have two dimensional vision sensors (the "illusion" of three dimensions comes about because we have two two dimensional images, which differ slightly, and our brains make an internal mental model of what the three dimensional world must be in order that it "look like that"). However, I believe that I have learned how to visualize a hypersphere in my imagination. I start with imagining a point. In my mind, I grow the size of this point until it is a shiny ball about so big. I imagine the point expanding out uniformly until it reaches a fixed size, and then I imagine the sphere growing smaller and smaller until it is a point. The sphere oscillates back and forth. In my mind I increase the rate of this oscillation until it is all a blur and it seems like I can see all sizes of the sphere at once.
Now the point of this digression is not really to talk about how I visualize a hypersphere or even if my visualization is "correct", it is to point out that higher concepts can be understood at some level by a smaller mind if you focus enough on trying to compare the concept with that with which you are familiar, and then study the differences.
The Cs have said that "all there is is lessons". Now what is a lesson? Well it is a change of state. When you learn something, you change internally somehow. Time is divided into three zones, before you learned the thing, the instant you learned it and all of the rest of time. You cannot "unlearn" something (although clearly one can at some level "forget" where you put your car keys...) and the Cs clearly seem to be referring to the learning experience as a progression in one "direction".
Now in order for there to be a change of state, there has to be an axis upon which that state can be measured, and if the change of state is not reversible, this implies motion along that axis, specifically unidirectional motion. (I.e. monotonically changing, not necessarily uniform).
So back to this non-existence of time thing. I can handle the idea of some kind of two dimensional time, one dimension of which we experience every day, and another dimension that allows what we might think of as time travel. However, our "lesson profile" actually occurs in that second dimension of time in the sense that, to us, there is this "local" time reference, a kind of personal time that is visible to our own consciousness/soul but is not visible to others. Each individual has their own "path" through this two dimensional time and this two dimensional path, when projected onto our 4D space-time experience looks like a series of loops, just like the "shadow" of a hypersphere in 3 dimensional space is a sphere that we understand.
If hyperdimensional beings are traveling back and forth through time to cause a specific outcome, I also have a problem understanding a fundamental issue here.
Lets say that you look out the window and see an automobile accident. The occupants of the cars all die. They are all members of your family and so you decide to "fix" this, so you jump on your trusty time machine and go back to just before the accident, stand by the side of the road and wave your arms frantically, stopping the car.
Unbeknownst to you, in the scenario where there was an automobile accident, before you went back in time, a teenager with a learners permit witnessed the accident. The horrors of the result really impressed him and he vowed to never make the kind of mistake he witnessed and spent the rest of his life accident free. (Hey, its my story...)
Now when you went back in time and prevented the accident, this teenager did not see the result, it did not impress him, and the next day he went out and accidentally killed himself.
My question is where did the "lesson" go? Where did the knowledge and impact of the decision in the first case go when we messed with the time line? If it just evaporated into the ether, then this means that lessons are reversible and we really can "unlearn" something. Heck, you might even unlearn yourself right out of existence.
Now I also know that the Cs have indicated that 4th density lessons are not necessarily expressible in a 3d density existence, but this strikes me as the same thing as what my mother told me "Its just God's will, and we cannot always understand God's will so we JUST HAVE TO HAVE FAITH". In other words I refuse to accept that my feeble mind cannot at least start to grasp the point.
Now one possible comparison would be to a feedback system. Here there is a desired path, some kind of way of influence over how to follow that path and a measuring device for how far off the path you are. The feedback system makes microscopic measurements of the deviation and controls something to keep you on that path. There are many many examples of a feedback system in nature and engineering. But lessons are state changes so you cannot apply feedback to a state change. Feedback can only be effectively applied to a linear system, not a non-linear one, and it sure seems like we live in a highly non-linear system. So viewing the hyperdimensional beings as instruments in a feedback system does not seem like a viable explanation.
Either way I look at it, I have a real hard "time" with this "no time in any frame of reference" followed with "hyperdimensional beings are moving back and forth in time so they can control you in 4th density" and rationalizing this with my own perceptions. I mean if there is no time in any frame of reference, then hyperdimensional beings cannot readily move back in forth in something that does not exist in their frame of reference... If there is no time in any frame of reference, what is the definition of a lesson? If there is no time in any frame of reference, how can the illusion be SO POWERFUL?
Anyway I hope somebody has some Deep Thoughts about this because it is the greatest mental stumbling block in my grasp of esoterica.