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Before
we go on with further "Wave" material, there are some
important points from the last section that I want to bring up into
closer focus. It seems, from what the Cassiopaeans have said, that
the coming of The Wave is parallel to the increase of awareness
of human beings. It is rather like The Wave is increasing awareness,
and then the awareness is accelerating the Wave - a feedback loop,
so to speak.
Not
only that, but it seems that only those people who have completed
certain "lessons" will "graduate" to 4th density.
As I understand it, the rest will find themselves on a 3rd density
Earth that has been nearly destroyed by cometary impact, the accoutrements
of civilization having been wiped out, and perhaps, though I am
not certain of this, the conceptual abilities required for rebuilding
civilization will have been limited by virtue of the new "cosmic
ray environment." Not a pleasant prospect for some, but for
others, the idea of starting over at the beginning of 3rd density
and having many thousands of years to go through many lifetimes
partaking of the "delights of the flesh," is rather appealing.
Of course, with that scenario comes all of the millennia of war,
famine, disease, cruelty and so forth that is part and parcel of
3rd density existence. But, for some, that is just the "price"
that must be paid for their personal self-aggrandizement and pleasure.
The STS mode always chooses the Wishful Thinking of "THAT won't
happen to me! I'm an exception!"
Another
important issue is that of "gravity." The Cassiopaeans
have said that the STS (Service to Self) mode is a reflection of
the collecting of gravity and that STO is a reflection of the dispersion
of gravity. What can this mean and what ramifications are implied
there? Is it a similar concept to what I suspected when I wrote
The Secret History of The World and talked
about "Contact Potential Difference?" Does it mean that
the forces on the planet that desire to control, and who are duping
humanity so effectively, are going to actually CONTRIBUTE to the
"magnetizing" of the wave to our reality, the very thing
they may wish to avoid?
And
what might it mean for a person to be in a "gravity collecting"
mode when the wave "hits?" Will it then affect them differently
than a person who is in a "gravity dispersion" mode?
Nevertheless,
we have many other people who are wanting to know what it is we
have to learn in order to be "ready to graduate." It seems
that we don't have to BE at a higher level in order to GO there...
we only have to have learned what is HERE as thoroughly as possible.
This rather puts a different light on the matter because it relieves
the burden of guilt that most people labor under when trying to
work to advance "spiritually." They think that if they
are not already "doing it" or capable of higher level
actions, that they are somehow at fault or defective and will be
left behind.
This
does not seem to be the case. It seems rather that we are supposed
to apply ourselves to learning the ways and means of THIS density
as completely and as well as we can. What good is it for a man (or
woman) to say: "Oh! I can't function in this world because
I am really TOO spiritual for all that!" What is really going
on is that the person has not a clue about this reality and how
it works so that they can maneuver in the environment in an effective
and useful way, to themselves or others. It's all fine and good
to want to meditate and work to improve the soul life and all that,
but if there is no practical result in the real world, can we be
justified in thinking that the person has yet to learn some of the
lessons of maneuvering in this level? The following excerpt taken
from the previous section makes this point in a new and different
way.
A:
You see, my dear, when you arrive at 4th density, then you will
see.
Q: (L) Well, how in the heck am I supposed to get there if I can't
"get it?"
A: Who says you have to "get it" before you get there?
Q: (L) Well, that leads us right back to: what is The Wave going
to do to expand this awareness? Because, if the wave is what "gets
you there," what makes this so?
A: No. It is like this: After you have completed all your lessons
in "third grade," where do you go?
Q: (L) So, it is a question of...
A: Answer, please.
Q: (L) You go to fourth grade.
A: Okay, now, do you have to already be in 4th grade in order to
be allowed to go there? Answer.
Q: (L) No. But you have to know all the 3rd density things...
A: Yes. More apropos: you have to have learned all of the lessons.
Q: (L) What kind of lessons are we talking about here?
A: Karmic and simple understandings.
Q: (L) What are the key elements of these understandings, and are
they fairly universal?
A: They are universal.
Q: (L) What are they?
A: We cannot tell you that.
Q: (L) Swell! My night would not have been complete without that!
Do the lessons have to do with discovering the MEANINGS of the symbology
of 3rd density existence, seeing behind the veil... and reacting
to things according to a true free choice? Giving each thing or
person or event its due as the Sufis teach?
A: Okay. But you cannot force the issue. When you have learned,
you have learned!
There
are further clues as to what these lessons are:
A:
Is there a tool which makes it unnecessary for the child to learn
how to ride the bicycle in order to know how to ride it?!?
Q: (MM) Don't you get more free will by assimilating knowledge?
A: Yes!! Yes!!
Q: (L) So, in other words, knowledge and awareness makes you
aware that you have free will, and also makes you aware of what
actions actually ARE acts of free will, and therefore, when you
know or suspect the difference between the lies and deception and
truth, then you are in a position to be in control of your life?
A: Yes.
Many
people have written to ask me about "wanting knowledge."
It seems to them that the gaining and gathering of knowledge is an
STS activity.
Q:
(L) But what if your passion is for knowledge?
A: That is not passion, it is soul questing.
Q: (L) What is it that gives some people this drive, this steamroller
effect, that they are determined to get to the absolute bottom of
everything and strip away every lie until there is nothing left
but the naked truth? What is the source of this desire?
A: Wrong concept. It is simply that one is at that point on the
learning cycle. At that point, no drive is needed.
Then,
of course, there is the question of making "leaps" as described
above - wanting to "skip over" the 3rd density part and
go right back to where all is wonderful and happy and peaceful. One
has to realize that this sort of thinking is more deeply STS than
it might at first appear because, in the end, what is wanted is to
escape the hard work of learning the lessons of this density. What
is wanted is "ease and comfort" and no work. They want to
sit in circles, contemplate their navels and chant "ooooommmm,"
while bombarding the planet with their "unconditional love and
light" so that everybody else will get with THEIR program, and
we can all go home NOW! (Note that "their program" contradicts
the "unconditional" nature of the love and light they send!)
But still,
we must talk about what it is we are supposed to be DOing here. What
is the point of communicating with the Cassiopaeans or any other source,
for that matter, if we are just supposed to be here and learn and
do until we have learned and done it all?
Q:
(L) So, certain events and circumstances could help a person to
make 'leaps?'
A: No "leap," acceleration. Fact number one: All there is
is lessons.
Fact two: this is one big school.
Fact three: Timing as you perceive it, is never, NEVER definite.
Fact four: What is to happen, as you state it, is a ways off, and
will not occur until you have reached that point on the learning
cycle, and you are not close yet.
Fact five: The learning cycle is variable, and progress along it
is determined by events and circumstances as they unfold.
This
idea of being on a "learning cycle" and the progress being
determined by events and circumstances is made a little clearer in
the following:
Remember,
density refers to one's conscious awareness only. Once one is
aware, ALL conforms to that awareness.
This
seems to be a crucial key to our understanding of the events and manifestations
of our lives. "Once one is aware, ALL conforms to that awareness."
What does this mean, really?
Colin
Wilson wrote the introduction to Linda Moulton Howe's book Glimpses
of Other Realities in which he noted:
I have
never read a book that excited such a powerful series of reactions
in me. Again and again, I found myself thinking: "If this is
true, then we are all asleep. Something tremendous is going on,
something that is going to affect every human being on this planet
sooner or later, and we still go on living as if we were in the
comfortable security of the Victorian age."
The
question that keeps returning to me is: Why, if all this is true
- or only half true - can so many people ignore it? Why have skeptics
such as writer Philip Klass and the late astronomer Carl Sagan asserted
that UFOs are some kind of hysterical delusion?
...There
are certain things that I find very hard to accept. For example,
the notion that the aliens can travel backwards in time. It has
always seemed to me that time travel is an impossibility. It would
involve obvious paradoxes, such as being able to go back to the
"your" of five minutes ago - or even five seconds ago
- and bring that "previous-time-you" to the present so
there were two "yous."
[For
ideas regarding Time Travel, see Physics
and the Mysterious]
...Then
I realize that, as a writer on psychical research, I have accepted
for nearly three decades the reality of precogntion - people who
see, with complete accuracy, something that has not yet happened.
But chaos theory tells us that there is no scientific way of predicting
what will happen in a few days time.
Like
Linda Moulton Howe, Jacques Vallee and John Keel and everyone else
who has studied the UFO phenomenon, I find myself trying to formulate
a general theory that encompasses a mass of utterly confusing and
contradictory information.
...When
I try to look at the whole phenomenon, I come back to my most basic
intuition which has been at the heart of all my owrk since The
Ousider in 1956: that there is something oddly wrong with
human consciousness. Although we have evolved further than any other
animal on the face of the earth, it is at the cost of an absurd
narrowness which means that we look at reality through the long
end of a telescope, failing to see the wood or even leaves because
we can only ofcus on individual trees. ...We see the world from
a worm's eye view, when we urgently need a bird's eye view.
...Our
greatest need at this point in our evolution is to change our intellectual
viewpoint - to recognize that we are not alone in the universe and
that we ought to be making far more vigorous use of the intelligence
we possess. Our narrowness hypnotizes us into passivity.
...It
seems to me that what is now being forced upon us, whether we like
it or not, is a more universalist point of view. I do not know whether
the "aliens" are trying to tell us this, or whether it
is something altogether bigger. But we are certainly being told
that we have to wake up. The UFO phenomenon - or many-related phenomana
- are gradually forcing us to accept that there are
"other realities and dimensions," and that we cannot continue
living like cows ruminating in a field.
...What
is now happening is demanding our attention with a persistence that
cannot be ignored and will become more persistent until it gets
our full attention.
Like
Colin Wilson, my own introduction to the UFO phenomenon was a powerful
experience (described in Amazing Grace).
I was not only a skeptic about folks seeing "little green men"
in strange craft that could appear and disappear - or even appear
to only half of a given group of people at the same place and time
- I was perfectly contemptuous of it!
But,
I don't want to get sidetracked onto that issue just now; I want to
deal with the learning of the lessons of 3rd density, or the "simple
understandings" that the Cassiopaeans have noted as the "prerequisite"
for "graduating" to 4th density.
Colin
Wilson noted above that "Our narrowness hypnotizes
us into passivity." Is that really the case, or is our narrowness
the result of a sort of hypnosis? The Cassiopaeans say this: that
we have been "programmed" through DNA manipulation, to be
able to only perceive a limited band of the reality in which we live
and move and have our being.
As noted
on another page on this website, there is a funny thing about hypnosis
that illustrates this point and I will include it here:
There
is a little known fact about experimental hypnosis that is illustrated
by the following story:
A
subject was told that when he was awakened from a hypnosis session
he would be unable to see a third man in the room who, it was suggested
to him, would have become invisible. All the "proper" suggestions
to make this "true" were given, such as "you will NOT see so- and-so"
etc... varying formats of suggestion along this line were used.
When the subject was awakened, lo and behold! the suggestions did
NOT work.
Why?
Because they went against his belief system. He did NOT believe
that a person could become invisible.
So,
another tactic was tried. The subject was hypnotized again and was
told that the third person was leaving the room... that he
had been called away on urgent business, and the scene of him getting
on his coat and hat was described... the door was opened and shut
to provide "sound effects," and then the subject was brought out
of the trance.
Guess
what happened? He was UNABLE TO SEE the Third Man.
Why?
Because his belief system was "activated" in a manner that was
"acceptable" to his "ego survival" instincts. The survival of
the ego is established pretty early in life by our parental and
societal programming as to what IS or is NOT possible. We learn
this by learning what it pleases our parents and our society to
believe. If a child observes a "fairy," they pretty quickly learn
to NOT see them because they are told it is "nonsense," or "impossible,"
and so on, and that seeing such things brings on disapproval. Approval
of the parent is pretty potent to a small child who perceives himself
or herself as totally dependent upon the primary caregivers.
Anyway,
to return to our story, the Third Man went about the room picking
things up and setting them down and doing all sorts of things to
test the subject's awareness of his presence, and the subject became
utterly hysterical at this "anomalous" activity! He could see objects
moving through the air, doors opening and closing, but he could
NOT see the SOURCE because he did not believe that there was another
man in the room.
So,
what are the implications to this factor of human consciousness?
(By the way, this is also the reason why most therapy to stop bad
habits does not work - they attempt to operate against a "belief
system" that is imprinted in the subconscious that this or that
habit is essential to survival).
One
of the first things that occurs to one when thinking about this
is the idea that everyone has a different set of beliefs and that
these beliefs determine how much of the OBJECTIVE reality one is
able to access. How truly "objective" that reality is can be debated,
but that is going in a direction that is not germane to the issue.
In
this analogy, the objective reality IS WHAT IT IS, whether it is
truly objective, or only a consensus reality, only in this story,
there is clearly a big part of that reality that is inaccessable
to the "subject" due to his programming according to his beliefs
as activated by his willingness to choose who or what to believe.
(In this case, the hypnotist is believed.)
I
have received a number of curious reactions to this story, one of
which is that people understand it to mean merely the "presence
of spirits" in the world being "masked" from us by
our belief systems. This is a sort of "partial awakening"
to "other realms," as Colin Wilson described above when
he made his remark about psychic phenomena. But the implication is
far deeper than that. If you take away the scene in which the story
is portrayed, leaving only the "third man" and the observer,
you can extrapolate that this represents ALL of the phenomena of our
world. We see a flower, but we are hypnotized as to how to perceive
it. We see clouds, but we are hypnotized as to how to see them. We
don't really KNOW what the true reality is. We don't really know what
an "essential flower" looks like. What we are seeing is
OUR interpretation of a series of waves or fluctuations of the MEDIUM
of our reality, which we interpret according to our "program."
The next important thing about the story is that, depending on the
program, different people can attribute different "hidden forces"
to the phenomena presented, according to their belief systems. But,
what is the OBJECTIVE reality?
Now,
there is another story that takes this idea a bit deeper. It is from
In
Search of the Miraculous by Ouspensky, and was attributed
to Gurdjieff::
"There
is an Eastern tale which speaks about a very rich magician who had
a great many sheep. But at the same time this magician was very
mean. He did not want to hire shepherds, nor did he want to erect
a fence about the pasture where his sheep were grazing. The sheep
consequently often wandered into the forest, fell into ravines,
and so on, and above all they ran away, for they knew that the magician
wanted their flesh and skins and this they did not like.
"At
last the magician found a remedy. He hypnotized his sheep and suggested
to them first of all that they were immortal and that no harm was
being done to them when they were skinned, that, on the contrary,
it would be very good for them and even pleasant; secondly he suggested
that the magician was a good master who loved his flock so much
that he was ready to do anything in the world for them; and in the
third place he suggested to them that if anything at all were going
to happen to them it was not going to happen just then, at any rate
not that day, and therefore they had no need to think about it.
Further the magician suggested to his sheep that they were not sheep
at all; to some of them he suggested that they were lions, to others
that they were eagles, to others that they were men, and to others
that they were magicians.
"And
after this all his cares and worries about the sheep came to an
end. They never ran away again but quietly awaited the time when
the magician would require their fleshand skins."
Each
and every human being perceives the Third Man according to their programming
which activates or is activated by their belief system. This is their
"State of Awareness." They can only be aware of what they BELIEVE
they can be aware of, and all else becomes either "invisible" or "anomalous"
and disregarded or covered up by the survival program of the subconscious
mind.
As
one continues to think about this problem, one realizes that there
is a possible HUGE gap between what we perceive as real and the actual
objective reality... and no matter how we try to be objective, we
can never be sure. The only thing that seems to offer a way out is
to simply observe the phenomena and compare the perceptions with a
lot of other folks and try to narrow down the "constant" that is present
in all of them. In this way, we can have a closer idea of what the
Third Man REALLY is, and what he is REALLY doing, and what then, should
be our best response. And, of course, "observing phenomena" means,
in its most literal sense, to gain and gather knowledge of every form
and sort so that one has a sufficient database from which to draw
conclusions about observations of one's environment.
But,
this is difficult to do because one's beliefs are intimately tied
to emotions! Remember: our beliefs are formed in emotional situations
of interactions with our parents and other "authorities" of our infancy
and childhood! It is very frightening to even contemplate breaking
free of this safe, inner "environment."
But, that is exactly what we must do.
Otherwise,
we find ourselves in a reality where all sorts of anomalous things
will be going on around one... observable in classical and quantum
terms... but the objective raison d'etre will be unavailable
for contemplation. One will be UNABLE TO SEE the "Third Man," and
will then be subject to the whims and inclinations of said "personage,"
whoever or whatever he REALLY IS!
So,
it seems that the REAL problem is the conflict between SUBJECTIVE
and OBJECTIVE reality. On many occasions the Cassiopaeans have remarked
about the nature of Service to Self - the tendency to live in "Wishful
Thinking." This is discussed in a most interesting way in the
following extract:
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Q:
(L) Are human beings entrapped in physical matter?
A: By choice.
Q: (L) Why did they make this choice?
A: To experience physical sensations. It was a group mind decision.
Q: (L) Who was in charge of the group?
A: The group.
Q: (L) Does the interaction between the spirit/soul and the body physical
produce some by-product that is desirable to other beings?
A: Well, all things have desirable consequences as well as undesirable
consequences, but it must also be mentioned here that everything that
exists in all realms of the universe can experience existence in one
of only two ways. That would be defined as a long wave cycle and a
short wave cycle. Going back to your previous question about why humans
are "entrapped" in physical existence, which, of course, is voluntary
and chosen, this was due to the desire to change from the long wave
cycle experience of completely what you would call ethereal or spiritual
existence, to the short wave cycle of what you call physical existence.
The difference is that a long wave cycle involves only very gradual
change in evolution in a cyclical manner. Whereas a short wave cycle
involves a duality. And this is the case with souls in physical bodies
as is experienced on this earth plane because the soul experiences
an ethereal state for half the cycle and a physical state for the
other half of the cycle. While these halves are not measured in time
the way you measure time, the totality of experience is equal in each
half. The necessity to form the short wave cycle was brought about
through nature through the natural bounds of the universe when the
group mind of souls chose to experience physicality as opposed to
a completely ethereal existence.
Q: (L) Does this interaction produce a by-product?
A: It produces equal by-products of a positive and negative nature.
Q: (L) And what are these by-products?
A: Which one first?
Q: (L) Positive.
A: Positive by-product is an increase in relative energy which speeds
up the learning process of the soul and all of it's one-dimensional
and two-dimensional interactive partners. In other words, flora and
fauna, minerals, etc. All experience growth and movement towards reunion
at a faster rate on the cycle through this short wave cycle physical/ethereal
transfer. Of a negative nature, it also produces many negative experiences
for these very same entities which otherwise would not exist because
being of a first level and second level nature, flora and fauna would
ordinarily experience a long term or long wave cycle on the physical
plane as opposed to a short wave cycle physical and ethereal, as they
do now because of their interaction with the human species in its
short wave ethereal/physical cycle.
Q: (L) The comment was made at one point that certain alien beings
abduct humans and subject them to cruel and torturous deaths in order
to create "maximum energy transfer." In this respect, what is this
maximum energy transfer that occurs during a long, slow, torturous
dying process?
A: Extreme fear and anxiety builds up fear/anxiety energy which is
of a negative nature which fuels the beings that you speak of in that
they draw from that and produce a sort of a fueling energy which keeps
them going as one of their forms of nourishment based on their metabolic
structure.
Q: (L) What is their metabolic structure?
A: That is very complex and very difficult to describe because it
is on the fourth level of density which you do not understand. But,
part of their reason for existence on the fourth level is their ability
to nourish themselves both through ethereal methods and through physical
methods. Therefore, this energy transfer would represent the ethereal
method of nourishment and other means are achieved physically.
Q: (L) What other means?
A: Well, the drinking of blood and blood by-products would be an example
of that.
Q: (L) Do they do that?
A: Yes, but the manner of intake is different than what you may be
thinking. It is done through pores.
Q: (L) In what manner?
A: Bathing and then absorbing the necessary products and then disposing
of the remaining product.
>[...]
Q: (L) Going back to the beings that absorb nutrients through their
pores, what kind of beings are they?
A: Both those that you describe as the Lizard Beings and those you
describe as the Grays. This is necessary for their survival in each
case. Even though the Grays are not natural parts of the short wave
cycle, but rather an artificial creation by the Lizard Beings, but
nevertheless they mimic the nourishment functions.
Q: (L) Since they are artificially created by the Lizard beings, does
this mean they have no souls?
A: That's correct.
Q: (L) How do they function? Are they like robots?
A: They function by interaction with the souls of the Lizard beings.
This technology is extremely far in advance of that with which you
are familiar, but the Gray beings are not only built and designed
artificially, but also function as a projection mentally and psychically
of the Lizard beings. They are like four dimensional "probes."
Q: (L) As four dimensional probes, what are their capabilities?
A: They have all the same capabilities of the Lizard beings except
for the fact that their physical appearance is entirely different
and they do not have souls of their own and also their biological
structure is internally different. But, their functioning is the same
and in order to remain as projection beings, they also must absorb
nutrients in the same fashion both spiritually and physically as the
Lizard beings do. The reason the negative energy is necessary fuel
is that the Lizard beings and the Grays are both living in the fourth
level of density, which is the highest level of density one can exist
in serving only self as these entities do. So, therefore, they must
absorb negative energy because the fourth level of density is the
highest example of self service which is a negative thought pattern.
The fourth level of density is a progression from the third level
of density. With each progression upward in density level, the existence
for the individual conscious entity becomes less difficult. So, therefore,
the fourth level of density is less difficult to exist in than the
third, the third is less difficult than the second and so on. It puts
less strain on the soul energy. Therefore, beings existing on the
fourth level of density can draw from beings existing on the third
level of density in terms of absorption of negative soul energy. Likewise,
beings on the third level of density can draw from beings on the second
level of density, though this type of drawing is not as necessary
but is done. This is why human beings existing on the third level
frequently cause pain and suffering to those of the animal kingdom
who exist on the second level of density, because you are drawing
negative soul energy as beings who primarily serve self, as you do,
from those on the second level, and on the first, and so on. Now,
as you advance to the fourth level of density which is coming up for
you, you must now make a choice as to whether to progress to service
to others or to remain at the level of service to self. This will
be the decision which will take quite some time for you to adjust
to. This is what is referred to as the "thousand year period." This
is the period as measured in your calendar terms that will determine
whether or not you will advance to service to others or remain at
the level of service to self. And those who are described as the Lizards
have chosen to firmly lock themselves into service to self. And, since
they are at the highest level of density where this is possible, they
must continually draw large amounts of negative energy from those
at the third level, second level, and so on, which is why they do
what they do. This also explains why their race is dying, because
they have not been able to learn for themselves how to remove themselves
from this particular form of expression to that of service to others.
And, since they have such, as you would measure it, a long period
of time, remained at this level and, in fact, become firmly entrenched
in it, and, in fact, have increased themselves in it, this is why
they are dying and desperately trying to take as much energy from
you as possible and also to recreate their race metabolically.
Q: (L) Well, if we are sources of food and labor for them, why don't
they just breed us in pens on their own planet?
A: They do.
Q: (L) Well, since there is so many of us here, why don't they just
move in and take over?
A: That is their intention. That has been their intention for quite
some time. They have been traveling back and forth through time as
you know it, to set things up so that they can absorb a maximum amount
of negative energy with the transference from third level to fourth
level that this planet is going to experience, in the hopes that they
can overtake you on the fourth level and thereby accomplish several
things. 1: retaining their race as a viable species; 2: increasing
their numbers; 3: increasing their power; 4: expanding their race
throughout the realm of fourth density. To do all of this they have
been interfering with events for what you would measure on your calendar
as approximately 74 thousand years. And they have been doing so in
a completely still state of space time traveling backward and forward
at will during this work. Interestingly enough, though, all of
this will fail.
Q: (L) How can you be so sure it will fail?
A: Because we see it. We are able to see all, not just what we
want to see. Their failing is that they see only what
they want to see. In other words, it's the highest manifestation
possible of that which you would refer to as wishful thinking. And,
wishful thinking represented on the fourth level of density becomes
reality for that level. You know how you wishfully think? Well, it
isn't quite reality for you because you are on the third level, but
if you are on the fourth level and you were to perform the same function,
it would indeed be your awareness of reality. Therefore they cannot
see what we can see since we serve others as opposed to self, and
since we are on sixth level, we can see all that is at all points
as is, not as we would want it to be.
>[...]
>Q: (L) Did any aliens at all, and specifically the Lizzies, ever
live among mankind and receive worship?
A: They did not live among mankind, but they did interact directly
with human beings, at various points in the past. It was at those
points when human beings were ready, willing and able to accept deities
appearing directly from outside sources and then worship them. Such
things would not have occurred in the recent past. But, beware,
it may very well occur very soon.
We note
in the above extract, a very clear distinction between Service to
Self and Service to Others in terms of SEEING. The former is SUBJECTIVE
and sees only what it wants to see, the latter is OBJECTIVE and sees
ALL.
What
can this really mean? What about all the teachings of the present
time that "You create your own reality?" The Cassiopaeans
have just said:
"[Service
to Self is seeing only what you WANT to see and is] the highest manifestation
possible of that which you would refer to as wishful thinking. And,
wishful thinking represented on the fourth level of density becomes
reality for that level. You know how you wishfully think? Well, it
isn't quite reality for you because you are on the third level, but
if you are on the fourth level and you were to perform the same function,
it would indeed be your awareness of reality."
I have
tried to convey to many people the amazing changes in my own life
as a result of the change in my awareness - the burning away of what
I had believed, or wanted to believe about our world for so many years.
What
I have had difficulty describing is the completely NEW feeling that
the universe has for me. It is truly like I went from a completely
different universe to the one I presently occupy, and all the rules
are different - commensurate with my awareness. As I gained more and
more knowledge about the way things worked, I began to apply it to
all that I experienced in my daily life. This brought about many changes
because I made different choices about things than the choices I would
have formerly made. Yes, many of these choices were based on "things
unseen," things that went against the standard, indoctrinated
cultural view of our world with which we are brainwashed by our society,
and many of these choices were simply incomprehensible in ordinary
terms. But, the fact is, I made them, acted on them, and the results
were nothing short of amazing! I was learning to read the "subtle
clues" about the world and the interactions of people that are
"veiled" from us. And these clues were well beyond the usual
"psychic impressions" of your standard metaphysical maven,
I can tell you!
So, what
I want to do here is present some of the material that helped me to
understand about the "clues" and "signs" that
our environment gives us; the "signposts" that point in
different directions which constitute our moments of decision; and
our decisions based on what we believe to be true at a given moment;
all of the things that helped me "change my reality," so
that I truly understood what the Cassiopaeans meant when they said:
Remember,
density refers to one's conscious awareness only. Once one is aware,
ALL conforms to that awareness.
One of
the first things that happened to clue me in on some of these things
was a strange incident that occurred while I was waiting to pick up
my daughter from school one day. I was sitting in the car in the parking
lot of the high school and watching all the kids pour out of the building
and do all the things that kids do when they get out of school. I
had been following this schedule for some time, and every day I was
witness to these strange rites and rituals of American Teenagers.
One thing
I was aware of by the many things my daughter had talked about regarding
the kids of today, was the extreme factionalization, or cliques that
form in the schools. This has always been the case to one extent or
another, but in today's world, it seems to be even more pronounced
than ever.
In my
high school, it was more or less an "economic" division
that led to a social structure and manifestation that then led to
a social "designation." This> was pretty easy to understand
and it had its reflection in real life, to some extent.
But,
today, it is all different. Nothing is so clear-cut (which is not
to say that the "clear-cut" system of the past was desirable!)
The groups and cliques that form in modern highschools are something
else altogether. I was fascinated by the changes and curious about
why it was so, and what were the essential, underlying dynamics.
My daughter
informed me about the gangs, the "Crips" or whatever; the
"style groups," such as Preps, Jocks, Loadies, Gothics,
and so forth. One thing that seemed clear to me was that economics
had very little to do with any of it. A child of a well-to-do family
was as likely to be a member of a gang, or a "Gothic" as
a child of a poor family. Drugs were common across ALL of the groupings.
And, being a virgin didn't seem to be one of the things that made
you belong to one group or another as it did when I was in high school.
The number of kids doing well in school also seemed to have dropped
to an all-time low level.
So,
there I was, watching these kids pour out of the many entrances to
the school, forming groups and cliques - each gravitating to their
own "kind" to hang out and exchange - what?
What
were they REALLY doing?
In the
weeks prior to this event, I had been having some interactions with
people who presented themselves as "lightworker" types,
but who were later revealed through funny coincidences to be quite
the opposite. Through these experiences I had thought of the idea
of "turning off the sound" and just LOOKING at the dynamics.
They were so busy saying this and saying that and trying to make a
good impression by convincing me and others of their good intentions
with their words, yet when you looked at the effects they had on the
lives of other people, as well as the dynamics of their own personal
lives, something was just wrong! It was sort of like the saying: "They
talk the talk but don't walk the walk," only it was much deeper
and more subtle than that.
Then,
one day I was reading some primate studies - you know, Jane Goodall
and all that - and I realized that the methods of observing chimpanzees
might be very useful for observing human beings. By watching and not
being confused by words, one had a much better chance of actually
figuring out what was going on.
So, there
I sat, watching these kids and I thought about applying these primate
study guides to them. I noticed some funny things about their body
language, who touched who and how and where, how they positioned themselves
in relation to one another, and suddenly I realized that I was watching
them FEED on each other! It was one of the most truly bizarre insight
I have ever had. I could actually see a sort of "pecking order"
and that energy was being transferred from one person to another to
another - and there was always one, in every group of 5 to 10 kids,
who seemed to be the "dominator" in terms of all the energy
being transferred to that one person in the end.
Not only
that, but after so many minutes, I noticed that some of the kids in
the groups, small and weak looking ones, would be sort of "tossed
aside," or rejected as "sources of energy," and they
would slump as though all the "juice" had gone out of them,
and drift away looking tired and defeated. And, I noticed that the
"dominator" actually seemed to SWELL and stand taller and
look wider and fuller after a few minutes of being fawned over, touched
and so forth. There were also "selected" persons who the
"dominator" would fondle in one way or another, as though
tapping a battery and taking the juice out of it. Shades of The
Matrix!
Well,
that was a pretty interesting revelation. So, I started doing this
a LOT. I would watch people interact with one another to try to determine
what the dynamics actually were. It was always better if I could hear
NOTHING that they were saying, just observe them from a distance without
them knowing that I was watching. And, sure enough, it was a pretty
standard thing. In every situation, there was a sort of "feeding"
of energy going on.
Then,
I started observing married people, trying to determine who was the
"dominator," not in OUR terms, but in terms of who was
getting the energy. Curiously, as often as not, it was the one
who might have been thought the "weaker" or more helpless
of the two - the one who evoked the most sympathy! I then started
to think about sympathy and pity in different terms altogether. I
was seeing that it was truly a manipulation to get more "juice."
Was this
evidence of some STS hierarchy? Do the dominators dominate their little
"groups" and absorb energy from the members and then get
abducted and "milked" for the juice they have collected?
It is an interesting conjecture of how these things actually might
work.
At any
event, these observations led to some interesting thoughts that I
will share, though remember that they are just conjectural. I have
never, in a conscious, awake state, seen an alien - either a Gray
or a "Lizzie." I HAVE seen a UFO,
a 300 foot wide black boomerang, directly over my head while I was
in the pool with the kids who also saw it. I DID suffer very strange
physical symptoms for almost a year after this sighting which were
later suggested to me to have been radiation poisoning, but at the
time I was such a skeptic that I was convinced that I was just suffering
from severe allergies and overwork.
It seems
to me that the majority of humans neither know nor suspect anything
about a "deeper reality"; they are, for all intents and
purposes, hypnotized. They lives lives of "quiet desperation,"
providing a "feast" for other people, or even "aliens."
They
seem to have "pre-programmed thought loop implants" that,
no matter how much logic or reason you use to persuade them to open
their minds, they hold strongly to an emotional, subjective agenda
and belief system. "Debunkers" and "disinformation artists" fall into
this category. They don't even realize that they are "agents"
and would be utterly horrified if one could ever convince them of
it, or even show reasonable circumstantial evidence that it was so.
The fact is, they are "programmed" with their belief systems
about the "Third Man" and they believe it because the WANT
to. And that "wanting" is, of course, their choice.
There
are others who have the potential and inner nature to become aware.
The aliens probably abduct these also, but, because of some "law"
that must exist in their realm, they cannot just kill them to eliminate
them as a threat. So, they implant them with devices designed to direct
their thoughts toward self-destruction, or into useless pathways and
senseless speculations, and also to manipulate their emotional states
so that when they begin to get close to a truth or to some knowledge
formulation, they can be obfuscated by their own emotions. Breaking
through these control programs is an enormous task.
A lot
of things can happen in these situations. Either the person learns
to move through these states of obfuscation, or they become fixated
in them and are lost. These emotional states can involve likes and
dislikes, positive and negative perceptions of an emotional sort that
have nothing to do with any true reality.
People
can be emotionally driven to marry inappropriately so that the marriage
partner becomes the controller and energy vampire; people can be emotionally
driven to desire something so much that they completely are lost in
their desire and will create all sorts of mental rationalizations
that they use to convince themselves that what they are doing is appropriate
and leading them to knowledge when it is really just another illusion.
Seemingly
synchronous events can be created and presented to the individual
to persuade them that what they are doing or thinking is along the
correct path because the very universe has "confirmed" it for them
thereby.
The manipulations
and variations are endless, incredibly deep, and cunning beyond all
understanding. And, it was a HORRIBLE thing to see! I understood
that nearly all of humanity is merely FOOD. They are controlled
and manipulated from birth to the grave just as depicted in the movie
The Matrix, only they are not "batteries"
for some computers that have run amok and taken over the world - they
are literal physical and energic food for beings at higher densities
. And, because of their ignorance, they can do nothing. Because
they are not awake, they have no free will.
What
is more: I understood that our culture,our religions, our philosophies,
our sciences, all contribute to, and are controlled by, this vast,
complex "feeding mechanism" - this hierarchy of Service
to Self. Even most of the "new" New Age interpretations
are merely another layer on the onion of deception to further deprive
us of free will.
What
happened to "love?" What happened to "oneness,"
goodness, unity, God being in His heaven and all being right with
the world? What happened to all the consciousness raising that was
supposed to be going on all over the planet? What happened to being
"safe" if you surrounded yourself with "love and light"
and positive thinking? Over and over again I was shown that these
things were merely masks of the "feeding machine." There
is layer after layer of illusions.
Of course,
the question arose: had I studied the darkness so long that I had
fallen into it? Was my effort to eradicate the lies and confusion
really an admission of their existence that then caused them to manifest
in my life? Was I seeing a mirror of myself? At that point I read
in William James' Varieties
of Religious Experience:
"At
our last meeting, we considered the healthy-minded temperament,
the temperament which has a constitutional incapacity for prolonged
suffering, and in which the tendency to see things optimistically
is like a water of crystallization in which the individual's
character is set. We saw how this temperament may become the
basis for a peculiar type of religion, a religion in which good,
even the good of this world's life, is regarded as the essential
thing for a rational being to attend to. This religion directs
him to settle his scores with the more evil aspects of the universe
by systematically declining to lay them to heart or make much
of them, by ignoring them in his reflective calculations, or
even, on occasion, by denying them outright. Evil is a disease
and worry about evil is a disease in itself. Even repentance
and remorse.. may be but sickly impulses.
"Let
us now... turn towards those persons who cannot so swiftly throw
off the burden of the consciousness of evil, but are congenitally
fated to suffer from its presence. ...there are different levels
of the morbid mind... there are people for whom evil means only
a maladjustment with things, a wrong correspondence of one's
life with the environment. Such evil as this is curable... by
either modifying the self or the things or both at once. There
are others for whom evil is... a wrongness or vice in [their]
essential structure, which no alteration in the environment,
or any superficial rearrangement of the inner self, can cure,
and which requires a supernatural remedy. On the whole, the
Latin races have leaned more towards the former way of looking
upon evil, ...while the Germanic races have tended rather to
think of Sin in the singular, and with a capital S, as of something
ineradicably ingrained in our natural subjectivity, and never
to be removed by any superficial piecemeal operations.
"...we
speak of the threshold of a man's consciousness in general, to
indicate the amount of noise, pressure, or other outer stimulus
which it takes to arouse his attention at all. One with a high
threshold will doze through an amount of racket by which one with
a low threshold would be immediately waked. Similarly, when one
is sensitive to small differences in any order of sensation, we
say he has a low 'difference threshold.' His mind easily steps
over it into the consciousness of the differences in question.
And just so we might speak of a 'pain threshold' a 'fear threshold,'
a 'misery threshold,' and find it quickly overpassed by the consciousness
of some individuals, but lying too high in others to be reached
by their consciousness.
"Goethe
[expressed] 'I will say nothing against the course of my existence.
But at the bottom it has been nothing but pain and burden, and
I can affirm that during the whole of my 75 years, I have not
had four weeks of genuine well-being. It is but the perpetual
rolling of a rock that must be raised up again forever.'
"And
Martin Luther said: 'I am utterly weary of life. I pray the Lord
will come forthwith and carry me hence... rather than live forty
years more, I would give up my chance of Paradise.'
"The
only relief that 'healthy mindedness' can give is: 'Stuff and
nonsense! Get out into the open air! Cheer up, you'll be all right
if you will only drop your morbidness!' But, to ascribe spiritual
value to mere happy-go-lucky contentment is but the very consecration
of forgetfulness and superficiality. Our troubles are that we
CAN die, that we CAN be ill, that we ... need a life not correlated
with death, a health not laible to illness, a good that will not
perish... said a friend: 'The trouble with me is that I believe
too much in happiness and goodness and nothing can console me
for their transiency.'
"[And
so those who experience] a little cooling down of animal excitability
and instinct, a little loss of animal toughness, a little descent
of the pain threshold, brings the worm at the core of all our
usual springs of delight into full view, and turns us into melancholy
metaphysicians.
"Conceive
yourself, if possible, suddenly stripped of all the emotion with
which your world now inspires you and try to imagine it as it
exists, purely by itself, without your favorable, hopeful or apprehensive
comment. It will be almost impossible for you to realize such
a condition of negativity and deadness. Whatever of value, interest,
or meaning our world may appear endued with are pure gifts of
the spectator's mind. [For example] love transforms the creature
loved as utterly as the sunrise transforms Mont Blanc from a corpse-like
gray to a rosy enchantment. [So with our emotions] if they are
there, life changes. [This alone should tell us how easily our
emotions can be used to control or hypnotize us!]
"In
Tolstoy's case the sense that life had any meaning whatever was
for a time wholly withdrawn. The result was a transformation
in the whole expression of reality. When we study the phenomenon
of regeneration, we shall see that a not infrequent consequence
of the change is a transfiguration of the face of nature in his
eyes. ...An urgent wondering and questioning is set up, a poring
theoretic activity, and in the desperate effort to get into right
relation with the matter, the sufferer is often led to a solution...
p>"Tolstoy
writes: '...I was neither insane nor ill. On the contrary, I possessed
a physical and mental strength which I have rarely met in persons
of my age. I could mow as well as the peasants, I could work with
my brain eight hours uninterruptedly and feel no bad effects. And
yet I could give no reasonable meaning to any actions of my life.
And I was surprised that I had not understood this from the very
beginning. My state of mind was as if some wicked and stupid jest
was being played upon me by someone. One can live only so long as
one is intoxicated, drunk with life but when one grows sober one
cannot fail to see that it is all a stupid cheat. What is truest
about it is that there is nothing even funny or silly in it; it
is cruel and stupid, purely and simply. But perhaps, I said to myself,
there may be something I have failed to notice or to comprehend.
it is not possible that this condition of despair should be natural
to mankind. And I sought for an explanaton in all the branches of
knowledge acquired by men. I questioned painfully and protractedly
and with no idle curiosity. I sought, not with indolence, but laboriously
and obstinately for days and nights on end. I sought like a man
who is lost and seeks to save himself - and I found nothing.
I became convinced, moreover, that all those who before me had sought
for an answer in the sciences have also found nothing. And not only
this, but that they have recognized that the very thing which was
leading me to despair - the meaningless absurdity of life - is the
only incontestable knowledge accessible to man.'
"The
only thing that need interest us now is the phenomenon of this
absolute disenchantment with ordinary life... when disillusionment
has gone as far as this, when one has tasted of the fruit of the
tree, and the happiness of Eden never comes again... the only
happiness that then can come is something vastly more complex,
including natural evil as one of its elements. The sufferer
is born again as a deeper kind of conscious being than he could
be before.
"Having
arrived at this point, we can see the antagonism that must arise
between the 'healthy-minded' optimist and the morbid-minded who
take the experience of viewing evil as essential. To the latter,
'healthy-mindedness' seems unspeakably blind and shallow. To the
former, the latter seems seems unmanly and diseased. They believe
that there is something almost obscene about these children of
wrath and cravers of a second birth. And, if religious intolerance,
hanging and burning at the stake, were still in vogue, there is
little doubt that the 'healthy-minded' would advocate the destruction
of the morbid minded rather than the other way around.
"The
method of averting one's attention from evil, and living simply
in the light of good is splendid as long as it will work. ...yet
there is no doubt that 'healthy-mindedness is inadequate as
a philosophical doctrine, because the evil facts which it refuses
positively to account for are a genuine portion of reality; and
these evil facts may be, after all, the best key to life's significance,
and possibly the only openers of our eyes to the deepest levels
of truth.
"The
lunatic's visions of horror are all drawn from the material of
daily fact. Our civilization is founded on the shambles and every
individual existence goes out in a lonely spasm of helpless agony.
To believe in the carnivorous reptiles of geologic times is hard
for our imagination - they seem too much like museum specimens.
Yet there is no tooth in any one of those museum skulls that did
not daily hold fast to the body struggling in despair of some
fated living victim. Forms of horror just as dreadful to the victims
fill the world about us today. Here, on our very hearths, the
infernal cat plays with the panting mouse or holds the hot bird
fluttering in her jaws. Crocodiles, pythons and rattlesnakes are
vessels of life as real as we are; and whenever they or other
wild beasts clutch their living prey, the deadly horror which
the morbid minded feels is the literally right reaction to the
situation.
"...Since
the evil facts are as genuine parts of nature as the good ones,
and our philosophic presumption should be that they have some
rational significance, then systematic failure to accord these
things active attention is less complete than those systems that
attempt to include these elements in their scope. The 'healthy-minded
optimists only need to be born once, but the 'sick souls' need
to be born twice to be happy.
[Laura's
note: The result is two different conceptions of the universe: subjective
and objecfive.]
"In
the once born, the world is a one-storied affair... whose parts
have just the values which they appear to have... [to the twice
born] the world is a double-storied mystery. Natural good is
not simply insufficient in amount and transient, there lurks a falsity
in its very being. It keeps us from our real good and renunciation
and despair of it are our first step in the direction of the truth.
There are two lives, the natural and the spiritual and we must lose
the one before we can participate in the other."
The question
now becomes: was I suddenly seeing the 3rd density world as IT REALLY
IS? Was I seeing the OBJECTIVE reality?
I asked
the Cassiopaeans about this and you can note that it was just prior
to the "gravity wave" sessions:
06-09-96
Q:
(L) This recent 'awakening' or period of seeing things with such clarity,
as they really were, and the whole picture of the interactions between
people and how truly ugly it can be. I plunged into a terrible depression.
I needed to get my balance from seeing so much all at once. Can you
explain to me what was going on?
A: Growth.
Q: (L) I tried to share this perception with other people, and almost
without exception, when I said to people that I was finally seeing
things in their true state and it was NOT a pretty picture, they all
said "well, you are obviously seeing this through the eyes of some
major spirit possession!" Why would they say this?
A: First of all, it is not correct to perceive "everything in such
darkness and gloom, etc." That is merely the result of a cocoon of
falsehood being removed. Celebrate the balance. Don't mourn the death
of an illusion of an imbalance.
Q: (L) Where do I go from here? Where do we all go?
A: Everywhere.
In
a previous section, I mentioned going through some strange effects
which the Cassiopaeans pronounced as relating to my DNA changing
a year prior to this "seeing" I am talking about now.
In that previous situation, the effects were mostly mental and emotional
in the sense of "processing" and assimilating personal
issues. It was traumatic, to say the least and did have physical
side effects that included heat and chills, aches and pains and
so forth. That "inrush" was a real challenge, but with
some effort, I was able to maintain my equilibrium. I think I was
being prepared for what was to follow almost exactly a year later.
When
I began to perceive the true difference between free will and lack
of free will, STS and STO, subjectivity and objectivity, the "food
chain" that exists on this planet, and of which I was a part
in nearly all of my relationships (usually being the "food"),
this perception caused me to take some very definite actions in
my life which included divorcing my husband and eliminating a lot
of people from close association because I could clearly see that
they were not interested in knowledge at all, but merely the idea
that I might be able to teach them some means of manifesting materially
or "creating" for selfish reasons. They were "feeding"
on me. By seeing the "feeding" mechanism, I was making
choices based on not being food and not feeding on anyone else.
And there was no way I could explain this to anybody.
At
the material level, this had the potential for creating massive
and overwhelming suffering, both physical and emotional. I was,
of course, mostly concerned about the suffering of the other people
involved, but as it turned out, they actually suffered very little!
It was me who went through the fires of Hell. When> you refuse to
be an "unwilling" food for ANYONE, any longer with even
the smallest of compromises, and you are basing this on seeing something
Unseen, that contradicts all your programming; you have seen something
that is different and scary and awful and definitely NOT what your
pastor or psychologist would reccommend as a "realistic"
or "positive" view of reality. You are literally acting
against everything you were taught and formerly believed in - and
you are acting in faith that is pretty much as small as a mustard
seed, for sure -> what happens to you if you act on this?
In
my case, I got sick. And other cases I know of had the same result,
so I know it is not uncommon. I was unable to speak for several
weeks due to a major inflammation of the larynx, my eyes swelled
shut and refused to respond to either antibiotics or any other form
of treatment; my ears rang constantly, drained a nasty fluid, and
I had difficulty breathing and moving. Every joint and muscle in
my body hurt as though they were broken and torn. I felt as though
I were being literally crushed. I thought I would go mad from the
pain and the grief of seeing what my life truly was and being forced,
by virtue of my quest, to change everything. It was truly like dying.
Those programs are pretty powerful, for sure!
At
that point, I could have plunged back into denial, into the old
belief system, for the sake of peace and keeping everything stable,
but I had a dream that clearly told me that I was in mortal danger
if I did not take immediate action. It was the standard "Dark
Man Dream" as described by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, a Jungian
psychologist, who uses ancient tales as maps to chart our unconscious
knowing in her book Women
Who Run With The Wolves.
"The
natural predator of the psyche is not only found in fairy tales
but also in dreams. There is a universal initiatory dream, one
so common that it is remarkable if a person has reached age 25
without having had such a dream. The dream usually causes the
person to jolt awake, striving and anxious. The dream usually
involves being in a house with danger outside or darkness outside.
The dreamer is frightened and frantically tries to obtain assistance.
Suddenly, they realize the danger is virtually on top of them,
or right with them, or cannot be overcome or avoided, or that
they have lost. The dreamer awakens instantly, breathing hard,
heart pounding.
"There
is a strong physical aspect to having a dream of the predator.
The dream is often accompanied by sweats, struggles, hoarse breathing,
heart pounding, and sometimes crying and moans of fear. We could
say the dream-maker has dispensed with subtle messages to the
dreamer and now sends images which shake the neurological and
autonomic nervous system of the dreamer, thereby communicating
the urgency of the matter.
"The
antagonists of the 'dark dream' are, in people's own words, 'terrorists,
rapists, thugs, concentration camp Nazis, marauders, murderers,
criminals, creeps, bad men, thieves.' There are several levels to
the interpretation of the dream..."
"Often
such a dream is a reliable indicator that a person's consciousness
is just beginning to gain awareness of the innate psychic predator...."
"The
dream is a harbinger; the dreamer has just discovered or is about
to discover and begin liberating a forgotten and captive function
of the psyche.
"The
dark man dream tells a person what predicament they are facing.
The dream tells about a cruel attitude toward the dreamer. Like
Bluebeard's wife, the dreamer can consciously gain hold of the
'key' question about this matter and answer it honestly, and can
then be set free. ...
"The
dark man appears in dreams when an initiation - a psychic change
from one level of knowing and behavior to another more energetic
level of knowledge and action is imminent. The initiation creates
an archway which one prepares to pass through to a new manner
of knowing and being....
"Dreams
are 'portales,' entrances, preparations, and practices for the
next step in consciousness.
"Dark
man dreams are wake-up calls. They say: Pay attention! Something
has gone radically amiss in the outer world. ....The threat of
the 'dark man dreams' serves as a warning to all of us -- if you
don't pay attention, something will be stolen from you! The dreamer
needs to be initiated so that whatever has been robbing her can
be recoginzed, apprehended, and dealt with.
"In
the Bluebeard story we see how a woman who falls under the spell
of the predator rouses herself and escapes him, wiser for the
experience. The story is about transformation through knowledge,
insight, voice, decisive action. We must unlock the secrets and
use our abilities to be able to stand what we see. And then, we
must use our voice and our wits to do what needs to be done about
what we see. When instincts are strong, we intuitively recognize
the innate predator by scent, sight, and hearing... we anticipate
its presence, hear it approaching, and take steps to turn it away.
In the instinct-injured (i.e. nuts and bolts person) the predator
is upon them before they register its presence. We have been taught
to be nice, to behave, to be blind, and to be misused. [We have
been hypnotized to give up our flesh and skins.]
"The
young and the injured are uninitiated. Neither knows much about
the dark predator and are, therefore, credulous. But, fortunately,
when the predator is on the move, it leaves behind unmistakable
tracks in dreams. These tracks eventually lead to its discovery,
capture and containment.
"Wild
Ways teaches people when not to act 'nice' about protecting their
souls. The instinctive nature knows that being 'sweet' in these
instances only makes the predator smile. When the soul is being
threatened, it is not only acceptable to draw the line and mean
it, it is required."
The
Great Sufi Shaykh, Ibn al- 'Arabi wrote about these very things
and William Chittick both translates and comments on the Sufi teachings
in The
Sufi Path of Knowledge. The following are extracts of
both Al-'Arabi and Mr. Chitticks remarks, and I am not going to
burden the text by differentiating. (Just read the book!):
Are
they equal," asks the Koran, "those who know and those
who know not? (39:9)
Knowledge
is a divine attribute of all-encompassingness, so it is the most
excellent bounty of God. ...For man, the seeker of knowledge, the
acquisition of knowledge is endless, since the objects of knowledge
are endless. This is the secret of man's felicity. Knowledge, the
greatest good, is also the greatest joy and the greatest pleasure.
The never-ending trajectory of man's life in the next world has
to be explained in terms of his constant growth in knowledge.
For
the felicitous, this knowledge is totally congruent and harmonious
with their own souls, which have been shaped in this world throught
faith and practice, and hence every increase in knowledge is an
increase in felicity. For the wretched, knowledge of things as they
actually are is a searing torture, since it contradicts their beliefs
and practices in this world. Every new knowledge - every new self-discosure,
recognized now for what it is - is a new misery.
Unveiling
gives knowledge of the actual situation.
And
what do we see?
We
see that God actually manifests Himself in the forms which make
up the contents of the cosmos and our minds. God "imaginalizes"
Himself everywhere; werever we look, we perceive His "dream."
Hence, we love God in everything that we love. God reveals Himself
in every form, thus making it necessary that we love Him an ANY
form which we love. Hence, all the Cosmos is noble in respect to
its substance. There is no ranking in excellence within it. A maggot
and the First Intellect are the same in the excellence of the substance.
Ranking in excellence becomes manifest only within the forms, which
are the properties of the levels.
The
Barzakh or Breath of the All is one entity which is neither Being
nor nothingness; it is imagination, which is He/not He. In this
intermediary realm, every attribute necessarily goes back to God,
who is the source of each reality, even the reality of "nonexistence."
The
All undergoes fluctuation in states to make manifest our entities,
just as the number "one" undergoes fluctuation in the
levels of the numbers to make manifest their entities.
What is supposed to be our response to this SEEING?
Justice
is to put everything in its proper place, while wisdom is to
act as is proper in every situation. Proper activity is impossible
without discernment of the right relationships. The "sage"
or "possessor of wisdom" is He who does what is proper
for what is proper as is proper.
The
Prophet said, "Give to everyone who has a right his right."
here the term may also be tranlated as "rightful due."
The right of a person or a thing is that which he deserves on the
basis of his nature and in keeping with the Law.
The
person who gives each thing its due is not only wise, but also courteous.
The
Divine root of courtesy is that God creates the world in order to
manifest the properties of His names, and each name requires specific
situations. Among these names are the "secondary causes,"
or the "created things" of the Cosmos. God has established
the secondary causes for a purpose, and the man of courtesy gives
each its due. This means letting each reality play its proper function.
The person who wishes to "abolish" secondary causes
shows discourtesy toward God.
The
divine man of courtesy is he who affirms what God has affirmed in
the place where God has affirmed it and in the manner in which He
has affirmed it.
God
did not establish the secondary causes aimlessly. He wanted us to
stand up for them and rely upon them with a divine reliance. The
Divine Wisdom makes this known... So the divine and courteous sage
is he who places the secondary causes where God has placed them.
No one abolishes the secondary causes except him who is ignorant
that God has put them there. No one affirms the secondary causes
except a great learned master, a man of courtesy in knowledge of
God.
The
sage among God's servants is he who puts each thing in its place
and does not take it beyond its level. He gives to each that has
a due its due, and does not judge anything according to his individual
desire or his caprice. The sage considers the abode where God has
settled him for a fixed term and he considers, without increase
or decrease, the scope of the activity within this abode which God
has laid down for him in the Law. Then he walks in the manner which
has been explained to him and he never lets the Scale which has
been set up for him in this abode drop from his hand.
How
does one come to know what something really IS at its root, and what
is its due?
He
comes to know the form of the situation through witnessing his own
existence.
In
other words, we learn to "ride the bicycle" by riding it.
When we sincerely ask questions of the Universe, without preconceptions,
assumptions, or expectations, our lives will begin to "form"
the answer.
That
is: the events, circumstances, relationships in our lives are the
Reflection of the Presence of the Real. It is in learning to READ
the signs, the symbols of our reality that we come to this ability
of "giving each thing its due." The man whose soul is
an undistorted mirror is the truthful man of felicity. Abu Bakr
wrote "I have never seen anything without seeing God before
it."
The
possessor of unveiling comes to know that he is ever-creating and
has always been such, though he was not aware. But it is not
the case that he is "ever creating" from his own limited
will and desires, but rather that he comes to know that the All
is ever-creating THROUGH him, though he may not have previously
known this.
It
is in this sense that the idea "you create your own reality"
has been most seriously distorted and corrupted to mean "if you
just think nice thoughts, chant or say affirmations, or see nothing
but what you want in your life, it will happen!" Nothing is further
from the truth! This corrupted teaching leads, in fact, to the most
serious error of discourtesy toward God which is to actually AVOID giving
each thing its due which generally leads to rather unpleasant repercussions
as you can see from my own experience. I was such a firm believer in
"giving until it hurts," and "turning the other cheek,"
and "sending love and light" that when I finally DID see,
it nearly killed me!
God
commands the person who has this unveiling to "give each thing
its due" in its form, just as God "gave each thing its
creation in its form." Then no claim will be directed against
him by any created thing, just as no claim is directed against the
All by any created thing. This is the benefit of this unveiling.
What
does this mean in practical terms? It means that in every event and
relationship of our lives, regardless of our subjective likes or dislikes,
we are to learn to perform that which is "felicitous," or
objective, and to avoid performing that which is "forbidden,"
or subjective.
Our minds,
enveloped in the "veils of the secondary causes," or the
"material reality," often do not know the root of a thing.
On the contrary, our reason often tells us that the thing is the substance
itself. If we encounter something that is beautiful and pleasant to
the senses, we may mistakenly think that it is beautiful and pleasant
at its root. An example is the contrast between rich, fattening desserts
as opposed to healthful, nutritious vegetables. The same rules apply
to events and relationships in our lives. Affairs and personalities
interpenetrate and mix and mingle so that it is difficult to separate
them in terms of our perceptions and the roots. But that is our task.
Our
task is to determine the properties of everyone and everything we
experience, to see the "lights of unseen things," the
"light of knowledge which dispels the darkness of ignorance
from the soul.
Again,
we need to ask the question: what are these "simple karmic understandings?"
What does it mean to "give each thing its due?"
Whithersoever
you turn, there is the face of God.
When
I was seeing the darkness, the horror of the reality in which we live,
I was seeing a Face of God.
In Arabic,
the "face" of something signifies its essence or reality.
To say that God turns His face toward someone means that He manifests
His reality to that person through self-disclosure. If the only Face
of God you CHOOSE to see, is the "Good and Loving" face
- then the other will manifest in your life in other ways. It is a
little like being "in love" with someone who has certain
characteristics that you decide to try to change, or to "put
up with" (often by changing some essential thing about yourself).
You don't REALLY LOVE THAT PERSON AS HE/SHE IS. And
the same is true of our "Love of God." How can we possibly
LOVE Him, if we deny fully HALF of His being? If we set ouselves up
as judge and jury as to what part of the universe, what part of existence,
what part of GOD, is acceptable and "okay?"
Know
that love cannot absorb the whole of the lovers unless their beloved
is God or one of their own kind. No other love can absorb a human
being totally. ...When he loves that person, there is nothing in
himself which does not find its corresponding part in his beloved.
There remains nothing left over... His outward dimension is enraptured
by his beloved's outward dimension, and his inward dimension by
his inward dimension. Do you not see that God is named both Manifest
and Nonmanifest? Hence love of God and love of his similars absorbs
man totally.
God
is the root of all "noble character traits." He is also
the root of the "base character traits."
Having
been created in the divine form, man embraces all the divine names
and contains within himself all God's character traits. The task
of the spiritual traveler is to bring the names and character traits
from latency into actuality in perfect balance and harmony.
All character traits, both the noble and the base, which become
manifest from man lie in his innate disposition. They belong to
him in reality, not metaphorically or as a borrowing. In the same
way, God possesses every name by which He has named Himself - including
creation, giving life, and slaying, withholding and bestowal, making,
deception, guile, mockery, decision, decree, laughter, rejoicing,
wonder, receiving joyfully, abasing, forgiving, avenging, merciful,
wrathful, etc etc.
To live
in a condition where one denies the right of the so-called "base
character traits" to exist, to consider them an "error"
or a "rebellion," a "Satanic delusion," is to
deny fully half of existence, fully half of God - to reject Him, to
NOT love him; to love only those parts that the limited human mind
consider to be "acceptable" and to "hate" those
parts that are not "pleasant" and desirable to fleshly comfort
- and it is to love subjectively only the part of the self that is
"acceptable." And this is a crucial point. To ACCEPT one's
own self, in all its many parts. That does NOT mean that one "manifests"
every negative character trait, it means that one accepts, loves,
and tries always to choose to manifest the noble traits and to channel
the base traits productively. To love objectively, all that IS, unconditionally,
both the light and the darkness, and to NEVER interfere with the Free
Will of another to choose to do or be as they see fit is one
of the keys; one of the "simple understandings."
Of course,
at the same time, it is to refuse to have one's own Free Will violated.
You don't have to act "against" another, you merely act
"for your own destiny" in such cases. And here, we have
another little illustration from The
Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna:
The
master is talking to his disciples: Let me tell you a story. In
a forest there lived a holy man who had many disciples. One day
he taught them to see God in all beings and therefore to bow low
before them all.
A disciple
went to the forest to gather wood for the sacrificial fire. Suddenly
he heard an outcry: 'Get out of the way! A mad elephant is coming!'
All
but the disciple of the holy man took to their heels. He reasoned
that the elephant was also God in another form. Then why should
he run away from it? He stood still, bowed before the animal, and
began to sing its praises.
The
mahut (handler) of the elephant shouted: 'Run away! Run away!' But
the disciple didn't move.
The
animal seized him with its trunk, cast him to one side, and went on
its way.
Hurt
and bruised, the disciple lay unconscious on the ground. Hearing
what had happened, his teacher and his brother disciples came to
him and carried him to the hermitage. With the help of some medicine
he soon regained consciousness. Someone asked him, 'You knew the
elephant was coming; why didn't you leave the place?' 'But,' he
said, 'our teacher told us that God Himself has taken all these
forms, of animals as well as men. Therefore, thinking it was only
the elephent God that was coming I didn't run away.'
At
this the teacher said: 'Yes, my child, it is true that the elephant
God was coming; but the mahut God forbade you to stay there. Since
all are manifestations of God, why didn't you listen to God in the
mahut?'
In
the same way it is said in the scriptures that water is a form of
God. But some water is fit to be used for worship, some water for
washing the face, and some only for washing plates or dirty linen.
This last sort cannot be used for drinking or for worship. In like
manner, God undoubtedly dwells in the hearts of all - holy and unholy
- good and evil - righteous and unrighteous; but a man should not
have dealings with the unholy, the wicked, the impure. He must not
be intimate with them. With some of them he may exchange words,
but with others he shouldn't go even that far. He should keep aloof
from such people.
A disciple
asked: 'Sir, if a wicked person is about to do harm, or actually
does so, should we keep quiet then?
Master: A man living in society should make a show of anger to protect
himself from evil-minded people. But he should not harm anybody in
anticipation of harm likely to be done him.
God creates
the good and the evil, the ugly and the beautiful, the straight and
the crooked, the moral and the immoral.
Now,
HOW do we acknowledge ALL; how do we LOVE GOD in all his many parts;
how do we give each thing its due?
Do we
manifest ALL these attributes? The answer is "yes and no."
And between
that yes and no lie all the dangers that face us on the path.
It
is easy to make the mistake of thinking "Since there is only
One Being which permeates all things, God is present in everything,
the good and the evil alike. Therefore, there is no difference between
good and evil and all is permitted."
We
must see that evil is real on its own level and exists precisely
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