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The
Cassiopaean sessions during the early months of 1996 were often quite
personal. This was a consequence of the tremendous changes going on
in my life, many of which were occurring at some other level of reality
and could be sensed only dimly and "through a glass darkly."
When I look back over the events, the transformations, I can see the
pattern. But, at the time I could see nothing but the desperate struggle
to "normalize" and "stabilize" my world which was
growing more bizarre by the day.
With
hindsight, I understand that I was playing out a drama - a timeless
vision - that is derived from the mythology of ancient times that is
everywhere the same. And, having passed through this initiatory "script,"
I write these pages in an effort to convey what these stories teach
us.
In
my research into the origin and meaning of the experiences of the Cassiopaeans,
I have delved into the work of many who have gone before in the effort
to solve the Great Mystery. Today, we have archaeologists digging up
evidence all over the globe; ethnologists are recording stories from
peoples East and West; and a generation of orientalists have revealed
to us the sacred writings of the archaic peoples that gave birth to
our religions and cultures. Meanwhile, scholars are organizing and analyzing
material relating to the psychological bases of language, myth, religion,
art and ethics. And, quite remarkably, the revelations of the mind emerging
from the field of psychology and biology are offering clues to the ancient
technology depicted in myth and legend. Because, in the end, it is becoming
increasingly clear that the logic, the heroic gestures, and the deeds
of myth are with us today.
My
own experiences, in this sense, could even be compared to a sort of
enacting of the Cosmic Archetype of renewal of time.
In
the myths of archaic peoples, the rites and beliefs surrounding the
idea of the "Regeneration of Time" vary from group to group
and place to place. But, the themes are still fairly consistent in that
before time can be renewed, there are certain phases of chaos that must
be endured. Of course, I didn't know all this at the time; I just suffered
and acted the part in complete ignorance of what was taking place. And
it may be so that my ignorance of the hold the archetype had on me was
essential to its work.
The
energies of our archetypes can "fill us with radiant light, or
overwhelm us with destruction and despair. They are our gods within,
spiritually and instinctually." [Woodman, Leaving my Father's
House, 1992]
Archetypal
energies can be activated in a variety of ways. A specific archetype
can be activated in the psyche of one individual, or in the collective
psyche of a group or a culture. The danger lies in not understanding
the nature of the archetype - in believing ourselves to BE the archetype
itself and thereby confusing our personal values with some absolute
and exclusive version of the truth. The crucial point that must be understood
is the difference between allowing the archetypal energies to act through
the self, as opposed to believing that one has become the deity.
This distinction is the difference between hubris and humility. One
must realize that one is a simple and sacred soul who has, for unfathomable
reasons, been graced by the gods. Any attempt to alter the drama, any
idea that one IS the archetype, and therefore has the right or ability
to choose to act other than according to the divine script, can end
in disaster.
So,
it's really a good thing that, at the time and at that level of knowledge,
I had no idea what was happening!
The
essential part of the Renewal of Time archetype is the idea of the end
and the beginning of a temporal period based on biocosmic rhythms and
forming part of a larger system. The purging and expulsion of sin was
the chief drama before the New Year could be born. Mircea Eliade writes:
...This
annual expulsion of sins, diseases, and demons is basically an attempt
to restore - if only momentarily - mythical and primordial time, "pure"
time, the time of the "instant" of the Creation. Every New
Year is a resumption of time from the beginning, that is, a repetition
of the cosmogony. The ritual combats between two groups of actors,
the presence of the dead, the Saturnalia, and the orgies are so many
elements which ...denote that at the end of the year and in the expectation
of the New Year there is a repetition of the mythical moment of the
passage from chaos to cosmos.
...In
each of these systems we find the same central idea of the yearly
return to chaos, followed by a new creation.
...Baptism
is equivalent to the ritual death of the old man followed by a new
birth. On the cosmic level, it is equivalent to the deluge: abolition
of contours, fusion of all forms, return to the formless. ...All the
rest is only the application, on different planes answering to different
needs, of the same archetypal gesture: the regeneration of the world
and life through repetition of the cosmogony. [Eliade, The Myth
of the Eternal Return, 1954]
The Hermetic
maxim: "As above, so below," may be a key to understanding
the events and experiences of the Cassiopaean communications. Joseph
Campbell remarks that:
...Myth
is the secret opening through which the inexhaustible energies of
the cosmos pour into human cultural manifestation. [Campbell,
The Hero With a Thousand Faces, 1949]
Of course,
at the time, I had no idea that I was acting out an archetype. The very
thought would have filled me with horror. I remember that, back in the
80's when I was wrestling with the problem of why I had been born with
such a huge question mark in my mind - with no apparent outlet for this
questing energy - I knew that I must begin to do something. At the time,
meditation seemed the right answer, and I began the practice with some
hesitation. I was hesitant because I was afraid of change. On the one
hand, meditation might change my perceptions and perspective enabling
me to be calm and accepting about the restrictions of my life. As much
as I needed this calm, that scared me. What if I accepted the restrictions
and I was supposed to do otherwise? Would contemplating my navel turn
me into a mindless zombie, fit only to stand on street corners and sell
pencils? On the other hand, meditation might actually elevate the dissatisfaction
I was already feeling with my life, in which case I might take steps
to change it; and that scared me! I wanted things to change, but only
a little, and only the way I wanted them to change!
I had my
life set up and organized; I was married and had children and I had
a "fairy tale" idea of how marriage and raising children was
supposed to turn out. Anything that threatened that vision was to be
rejected, pushed away and denied.
But there
was the ever increasing problem that the fairy tale was NOT happening
according to plan, so something HAD to be done about that! I was really
between a rock and a hard place; and for lack of any other alternative,
I began to meditate. When you are between a rock and a hard place, the
only way out is up.
And, as
we know, that decision led, step by step, to the communication with
the Cassiopaeans. And, all through the process, for over 10 years, I
struggled to have my cake and eat it too. I was determined to grow and
learn and expand my spiritual horizons as far as was possible; and I
was going to keep on living my regular life too, damn it!
I had read
and heard about, and even had seen, many instances when one partner
in a marriage would "grow and change" and the other would
either remain static or go exactly the other direction, and the marriage
would end up on the rocks as a result of the widening gulf between the
partners. My opinion of this phenomenon was rather narrow and judgmental.
How could something that was "spiritual" lead to so much pain
and heartache? If these people were really as spiritual as they claimed
to be, wouldn't they be able to use their "spirituality" to
preserve their marriages and contribute to the growth of their spouses?
Doesn't charity begin at home? It seemed to me that the problem was
a lack of communication. Surely if the partners made the effort to communicate,
to share all that was happening inside them, to support and encourage
the other to remain at their side, such problems would not develop.
So, of
course, from the very beginning stages of my quest, I was talking, talking,
talking. I explained the way I saw the problems. I explained what I
had learned about people with similar problems. I explained the solutions
that were possible. I explained my plan to seek solutions so that our
"fairy tale" could manifest.
I sent
away for books and tapes for meditation, for mind re-programming, for
every aspect of "changing" one's reality that seemed to be
a problem in our lives. I wanted to help my husband overcome his negative
view of the world so that his family could follow his lead into happiness
and prosperity. I wanted to gently and subtly encourage a new vision
that he could embrace which would enable him to manifest his dreams,
thereby setting an example for the children and becoming the true, knowledgeable
and fearless head of the household of my fairy tale. I wanted open communication
and true intimacy of thought, emotion and soul in my marriage. I was
ready and willing to strip my soul naked in order to "break the
ice" and make my husband comfortable in doing so as well. I had
been "called," and I chose to follow the call. I didn't want
to go and leave him. I desperately wanted him to come with me. If he
did, I was sure that he would then manifest as "The One."
I understood,
in a sense, what I was seeking: I was looking for the Ark, for redemption,
for the hero whose existence would liberate me. Joseph Campbell writes:
The
hero is the man of self-archieved submission. But submission to what?
That precisely is the riddle that today we have to ask ourselves and
that it is everywhere the primary virtue and historic deed of the hero
to have solved. [Campbell, 1949]
...Schism
in the soul ...will not be resolved by any scheme of return to the
good old days, or by programs guaranteed to render an ideal projected
future, or even by the most realistic, hardheaded work to weld together
again the deteriorating elements. Only birth can conquer death - the
birth not of the old thing again, but of something new. Within the
soul...[Toynbee, A Study of History, Oxford, 1934,
Vol. VI, pp. 169-175]
I
didn't understand that, in beginning the process, by answering the call,
I had begun the work of the hero myself.
The first
work of the hero is to retreat from the world scene of secondary effects
to those causal zones of the psyche where the difficulties really
reside, and there to clarify the difficulties, eradicate them in his
own case (i.e., give battle to the nursery demons of his local culture)
and break through to the undistorted, direct experience and assimilation
of what C.G. Jung has called "the archetypal images." This
is the process known to Hindu and Buddhist philosophy as viveka, "discrimination."
The archetypes
to be discovered and assimilated are precisely those that have inspired,
throughout the annals of human culture, the basic images of ritual,
mythology, and vision. These "Eternal Ones of the Dream"
are not to be confused with the personally modified symbolic figures
that appear in nightmare and madness to the still tormented individual.
Dream is the personalized myth, myth the depersonalized dream... in
myth the problems and solutions shown are directly valid for all mankind.
Such
a one's visions, ideas, and inspirations come pristine from the primary
springs of human life and thought. Hence they are eloquent ... of
the unquenched source through which society is reborn. The hero has
died as a modern man; but as eternal man - perfected, unspecific,
universal man - he has been reborn. His second solemn task and deed
therefore is to return then to us, transfigured, and teach the lesson
he has learned of life renewed. [Campbell, 1949]
And
what is this lesson? Ah! Let's not jump ahead! We are still in the past
in this narrative! But, Joseph Campbell has defined the heroic journey
as follows:
A hero
ventures forth from the world of common day into a region of supernatural
wonder: fabulous forces are there encountered and a decisive victory
is won: the hero comes back from this mysterious adventure with the
power to bestow boons on his fellow man.
...The
adventure of the hero normally follows the pattern of ...a separation
from the world, a penetration to some source of power, and a life-enhancing
return.
...The
really creative acts are represented as those deriving from some sort
of dying to the world...
The return
and reintegration with society, which is indispensable to the continuous
circulation of spiritual energy into the world, and which, from
the standpoint of the community, is the justification of the long
retreat, the hero himself may find the most difficult requirement
of all. ...There is danger that the bliss of this experience may annihilate
all recollection of, interest in, or hope for, the sorrows of the
world; or else the problem of making known the way of illumination
to people wrapped in economic problems may seem too great to solve.
...And
on the other hand, if the hero, instead of submitting to all of the
initiatory tests, has, like Prometheus, simply darted to his goal
(by violence, quick device, or luck) and plucked the boon for the
world that he intended, then the powers that he has unbalanced may
react so sharply that he will be blasted from within and without -
crucified, like Prometheus, on the rock of his own violated unconscious.
Or if
the hero, in the third place, makes his safe and willing return, he
may meet with such a blank misunderstanding and disregard from those
whom he has come to help that his career will collapse.
The composite
hero of the monomyth is a personage of exceptional gifts. Frequently
he is honored by his society, frequently [he is] unrecognized or disdained.
He and/or the world in which he finds himself suffers from a symbolical
deficiency. In fairy tales this may be as slight as the lack of a
certain golden ring, whereas in apocalyptic vision the physical and
spiritual life of the whole earth can be represented as fallen, or
on the point of falling, into ruin.
Typically,
the hero of the fairy tale achieves a domestic, microcosmic triumph,
and the hero of myth a world-historical, macrocosmic triumph. Whereas
the former - the youngest despised child who becomes the master of
extraordinary powers - prevails over his personal oppressors, the
latter brings back from his adventure the means for the regeneration
of his society as a whole.
The cosmogonic
cycle is presented with astonishing consistency in the sacred writings
of all the continents, and gives to the adventure of the hero a new
and interesting turn; for now it appears that the perilous journey
was a labor not of attainment but of reattainment, not discovery but
rediscovery. The godly powers sought and dangerously won are revealed
to have been within the heart of the hero all the time. [Laura's
note: The Ruby Slippers!]
He is
"the king's son" who has come to know who he is and therewith
has entered into the exercise of his proper power - "God's son,"
who has learned to know how much that title means. From this point
of view the hero is symbolical of that divine creative and redemptive
image which is hidden within us all, only waiting to be known and
rendered into life.
...The
effect of the successful adventure of the hero is the unlocking and
release again of the flow of life into the body of the world. ...The
torrent pours from an invisible source, the point of entry being the
center of the symbolic circle of the universe, the Immovable Spot
of the Buddha legend, around which the world may be said to revolve.
Beneath this spot is the earth-supporting head of the cosmic serpent,
the dragon, symbolical of the waters of the abyss, which are the divine
life-creative energy and substance of the demiurge...
The tree
of life, i.e., the universe itself, grows from this point. It is rooted
in the supporting darkness; the golden sun bird perches on its peak;
a spring, the inexhaustible well, bubbles at its foot. [The tree of
life is also] the figure of the cosmic man or woman ...For the hero
as the incarnation of God is himself the navel of the world, the umbilical
point through which the energies of eternity break into time.
...Wherever
a hero has been born, has wrought, or has passed back into the void,
the place is marked and sanctified. A temple is erected there to signify
and inspire the miracle of perfect centeredness; for this is the place
of the breakthrough into abundance. Someone at this point discovered
eternity.
...[A]
temple can be established anywhere. Because, finally, the All is everywhere,
and anywhere may become the seat of power. ...The World Navel, then,
is ubiquitous. And since it is the source of all existence, it yields
the world's plenitude of both good and evil. Ugliness and beauty,
sin and virtue, pleasure and pain, are equally its production. "To
God all things are fair and good and right," declares Heraclitus;
"but men hold some things wrong and some right." [Campbell,
1949]
Well, all
of that is fine and good. But what does it really mean in practical
terms? It is my objective here to make it comprehensible for all of
those who are here to perform the heroic gesture. It is only in this
way that the work of the hero can be done, for he is many.
The way
it seems to happen, (and the reader will surely want to ponder Joseph
Campbell's insightful analysis for connections and examples of their
own quest), is that something that seems to be an ordinary chance
encounter reveals another world archetypal forces.
If I had
to pick a single event that hinted that a door was about to open, it
would be the night I hypnotized Pam with the intention of proving the
alien abduction scenario was merely repressed childhood trauma, and
realizing a few days later that something remarkable had happened. But,
in a much broader sense, the strange events had been happening since
I was born. Perhaps it could even be said that the "quest"
proper began when I began actively seeking answers in a systematic way,
resulting in the production of the The Secret History of The World. From that point on, the synchronous events in my
life multiplied until I was no longer able to even talk about them in
an ordinary way for fear of being thought completely bonkers!
Of course,
according to Freud and Jung, such ordinary chance encounters are not
ordinary at all. Freud saw them as the result of suppressed desires
and conflicts, ripples on the surface of life produced by some deep
spring from which reality wells up. Jung coined the term "synchronicity"
to describe what physicists prefer to call the "acausal connecting
principle." The nature of synchronicity is that is has meaning,
and most especially it is evidence of a profound activation of energy
deep within the psyche. It is as if the formation of patterns within
the unconscious mind are accompanied by physical patterns in the outer
world. Nevertheless, in some cases, such a chance event can open the
door to destiny. Or, it can be "shoved under the rug" and
forgotten.
The next
event is what Campbell calls the "herald." It is a "crisis"
of something completely supernatural and manifests powers that are not
"ordinary" to the "real world." For me, this was
the actual seeing of the Flying Black Boomerang in the sky over my house.
Such an event lifts the curtain on a particular drama which, when complete,
amounts to dying and rebirth. It is something that is beyond the familiar
categories of one's life; it is outside the concepts, ideals and emotional
patterns by which one has ordered one's existence; it's occurrence causes
everything else to no longer "fit." But then, again, the first
event of the Flying Black Boomerangs that came in "synchrony"
with the encounter with Pam were part of this crisis. They were 4 months
apart in time, and the entire period was a crisis for me. Facing the
possible fact that there WAS another reality controlling or interacting
with our own was a world shattering event for me. As I tell people in
a sort of joking way: of all the people who never wanted to know anything
about aliens and UFOs, I deserve a place at the head of the line. Some
few people really grok how deeply serious this remark is.
In many
fairy tales and myths, the herald is a frog, a dragon, a serpent or
some other manifestation of the demiurgic powers of the abyss. In stories,
this event produces anxiety, shortness of breath, painful tightening
of the chest, and other unpleasant symptoms. For me, this was certainly
the case because I was attacked by the same terrible symptoms night
after night after night at exactly the same time that I had seen the
winged object in the sky on August 16, 1993. It is thought that these
symptoms symbolize passage across a threshold, a trial akin to birth.
But, it
is the birth into our world of the reality of the serpent, the representative
of the unconscious deep, the realm from which our world manifests, in
which are found unfathomable depths of the rejected, the unadmitted,
the unrecognized, the unknown and undeveloped elements of our existence.
So it happens
that the herald, the announcer of the adventure, is dark, terrifying,
painful and seen as evil by the world. And right here is where most
people stop. They don't realize that if they can follow the herald through
the darkness, the veiled and mysterious unknown, the way would open
into the light of day. People do not realize that, in order to diminish
darkness, they must focus on it. The notion that we may find God only
by entering the pit of darkness is antithetical to our views of good
and evil, which, we imagine, must inhabit opposite poles that can never
be joined. And yet the name Lucifer is derived from lucem ferre, or
"bringer of light." When the herald calls us into the place
of nightmares, if our hearts are pure, we may discover a vision of divinity.
Mephistopheles described himself to Faust as "a living part of
that power which perpetually thinks evil and does good."
How can
this be?
Remember
Tolkien's Lord of the Rings? It was a journey made by two men, an elf,
a dwarf, a wizard and four hobbits, who made their way across a perilous
landscape in order to destroy the power of the Lord of the Rings. In
Tolkien's story, as in the real world, a war between the forces of Knowledge/Love
and Ignorance/exploitation is being waged.
Unfortunately,
many people who have these encounters with the "herald," believe
that it is the "god," and do not understand that the role
of the alien encounters is initiatory in a real sense. Those who are
taken in by them and believe the lies have already failed the first
test of the hero. They do not realize that the "alien drama"
will "disappear" from their lives once they have "adjusted"
the alignment of forces within their soul and have become consciously
aware of the precise nature of the drama.
Synchronicities
are associated with periods of transformation. It is as if this internal
restructuring produces external resonances like a burst of "mental
energy" propagating outward into the physical world. The task is,
as the Sufis say, to keep a "cool head" and to be able to
accomodate expansion of awareness into the unseen while still keeping
one's feet on the ground and maneuvering in the "real" world"
of secondary effects of causes seen at higher levels.
So it is
that for each of us who journeys through the realm of darkness and finds
his/her way home, we make the path clearer and wider for others to follow.
It's a
dirty job, but somebody's gotta do it!
So, there
I was: I had heard the summons, the herald had arrived and beckoned
me to the threshold.
Whether
in dream or myth, in these adventures there is an atmosphere of irresistible
fascination about the figure that appears suddenly as guide, marking
a new period, a new stage, in the biography. That which has to be
faced, and is somehow profoundly familiar to the unconscious - though
unknown, surprising, and even frightening to the conscious personality
- makes itself known; and what formerly was meaningful may become
strangely emptied of value. ...Thereafter, even though the hero returns
for a while to his familiar occupations, they may be found unfruitful.
A series of signs of increasing force then will become visible, until
the summons can no longer be denied. [Campbell, 1949]
How true,
how true! How I struggled to make life normal! How I struggled to "return"
to the old days! How I railed at the events surrounding me and assaulting
me at every turn!
...The
"call to adventure" signifies that destiny has summoned
the hero and transferred his spiritual center of gravity from within
the pale of his society to a zone unknown. This fateful region of
both treasure and danger may be variously represented: as a distant
land, a forest, a kingdom underground, beneath the waves, or above
the sky... but it is always a place of strangely fluid and polymorphous
beings, unimaginable torments, superhuman deeds... [Campbell, 1949]
For me,
it was the big banana of all of these - and possibly the true source
of all the legends about same: the world of 4th density inhabited by
Drachomonoid beings, insect beings, and assorted other terrifying and
fabulous creatures impossible to comprehend as "real" in the
terms of our world.
And it
was at this point that the relationship between myself and my now ex-husband
really ended. You see, it is always a choice. A person can refuse the
call. "Many are called; but few choose to answer..."
Refusal
of the summons converts the adventure into its negative. Walled in
boredom, hard work, or "culture," the subject loses the
power of significant affirmative action and becomes a victim to be
saved. His flowering world becomes a wasteland of dry stones and his
life feels meaningless - even though, like King Minos, he may through
titanic effort succeed in building an empire of renown. Whatever house
he builds, it will be a house of death: a labyrinth of cyclopean walls
to hide from him his Minotaur. All he can do is create new problems
for himself and await the gradual approach of his disintegration.
The myths
and folk tales of the whole world make clear that the refusal is essentially
a refusal to give up what one takes to be one's own interest. The
future is regarded not in terms of an unremitting series of deaths
and births, but as though one's present system of ideals, virtues,
goals and advantages were to be fixed and made secure. [Campbell,
1949]
That is
to say, in response to my experiences; in response to his own experiences
of the miraculous, my ex-husband dove into the deepest river in the
world: denial. He grabbed hold of his Baptist religion for dear life,
and began to read the Bible daily to block out thinking and seeing and
hearing of anything that didn't fit his programmed system of ideals,
virtues and so forth. And it was clear to me that the Bible and the
religions of our childhoods, had no answers for these issues. In fact,
it was clear to me that they had been "programmed" into us
as the very veils over truth past which we must penetrate in order to
move beyond and grow into the true spiritual beings we could become.
It was
impossible for him to emerge from the controls of the emotional relationships
of his childhood. His parents and their inculcated ideas and programs
stood as guardians at the door, terrifying him with the fear of some
terrible punishment if he stepped outside the bounds of his religion,
and he simply was unable to be born again. Like Lot's wife, he was turned
to stone because he could not stop from turning back even though he
had received the call to come forth from destruction.
But, again,
I did not realize it at the time.
The next
stage in the archetypal heroic adventure is the appearance of supernatural
aid. In some stories it is a crone, a protective figure, who provides
amulets against the dragon forces.
The helpful
crone and fairy godmother is a familiar feature of European fairy
lore; in Christian saints' legends the role is commonly played by
the Virgin. The Virgin by her intercession can win the mercy of the
Father. Spider Woman with her web can control the movements of the
Sun. The hero who has come under the protection of the Cosmic Mother
cannot be harmed. The thread of Ariadne brought Theseus safely through
the adventure of the labyrinth. this is the guiding power that runs
through the work of Dante in the female figures of Beatrice and the
Virgin, and appears in Goethe's Faust successively as Gretchen, Helen
of Troy, and the Virgin. ...What such a figure represents is the benign,
protecting power of destiny.
...Having
responded to the call, and continuing to follow courageously as the
consequences unfold, the hero finds all the forces of the unconscious
at his side. Mother Nature herself supports the mighty task.
...Protective
and dangerous, motherly and fatherly at the same time, this supernatural
principle of guardianship and direction unites in itself all the ambiguities
of the unconscious - thus signifying the support of our conscious
personality by that other, larger system, but also the inscrutability
of the guide that we are following, to the peril of all our rational
ends.
The hero
to whom such a helper appears is typically one who has responded to
the call. The call, in fact, was the first announcement of the approach
of this initiatory priest. But even to those who apparently have hardened
their hearts the supernatural guardian may appear; for, as we have
seen: "Well able is Allah to save." [Campbell, 1949]
Well, having
the Cassiopaeans come along precisely 11 months to the day following
the appearance of the "Herald," in the personification of
the Flying Black Boomerang, I was well on the path of the hero's adventure,
even if I had no idea at all that this was what I was doing. And it
was to be 20 months before I arrived at the "Crossing of the First
Threshold."
With
the personifications of his destiny to guide and aid him, the hero
goes forward in his adventure until he comes to the "threshold
guardian" at the entrance to the zone of magnified power. Such
custodians bound the world in the four directions - also up and down
- standing for the limits of the hero's present sphere, or life horizon.
Beyond them is darkness, the unknown, and danger...
...The
usual person is more than content, he is even proud, to remain within
the indicated bounds, and popular belief gives him every reason to
fear so much as the first step into the unexplored.
...The
folk mythologies populate with deceitful and dangerous presence every
desert place outside the normal traffic of the village. ...The regions
of the unknown are free fields for the projection of the unconscious
content. ...The Arcadian god Pan is the best known Classical example
of this dangerous presence dwelling just beyond the protected zone
of the village boundary. Sylvanus and Faunus were his Latin counterparts.
...The emotions that he instilled in human beings who by accident
adventured into his domain was "panic" fear, a sudden, groundless
fright. ...In the frantic effort to escape from his own aroused unconscious
the victim expired in a flight of dread. Yet Pan was benign to those
who ...properly approached his shrines of healing. Also wisdom, the
wisdom of Omphalos, the World Navel, was his to bestow; for the crossing
of the threshold is the first step into the sacred zone of the universal
source.
...[There
are stories] that illustrate the ambiguities of this perplexing pass
and show how, though the terrors will recede before a genuine psychological
readiness, the overbold adventurer beyond his depth may be shamelessly
undone. [Campbell, 1949]
And this
is where we find me in the early months of 1996... moving slowly and
inexorably to the threshold of the unknown; my conscious mind fighting
tooth and nail against the forces of my own self. There was the world
of practical events in which this drama manifested; and there was, apparently,
another reality from which the energies emanated. And learning to see
this other reality and to be able to respond to it with no apparent
"proof" seemed to be the big test.
As you
might expect, the events surrounding the work on the magazine, The
Aurora Journal, took on a Twilight Zone like quality. One of
the first things I wanted to do was to find a printer who would do a
nice job for me at a reasonable cost since I was paying for it out of
my own pocket. There was a print shop near the chiropractor I was still
seeing three times a week for therapy, and I decided to stop in and
find out what my options were and how much I could do myself to keep
the costs low. At the same time, I had printed up a large volume of
the Cassiopaean material and thought that it might be cheaper to have
it copied, so I hauled it in with me.
The
young lady at the counter quoted me a very reasonable price for the
copying but said that she couldn't tell me anything about doing a magazine
layout because she was just there in a clerical capacity and I would
have to come back. I left my material with an order for 3 copies, bound
in a plastic spine.
Several
days later I went back to pick up my copies. As the girl was getting
them from the back, a woman emerged from the shop area, grinning widely,
and said "I THOUGHT that was you I heard out here!" I looked
at her blankly because, frankly, I had NO idea who she was! She realized
that I didn't recognize her and she said "Pam! You remember! I
came to you for hypnosis!"
And
then I realized who she was! She was the woman I had hypnotized back
in 1993 the night the Flying Black Boomerangs were sighted over the
three county area. She had been so upset by the idea of an alien abduction
lurking in her subconscious that she never came back for any further
sessions. I had always wondered what had happened to her since, and
it was very curious to find her in this print shop since she had told
me back then that she was in real estate. It was even stranger when
you consider that I had selected this print shop over any other simply
because it was en route between my house and the chiropractor I was
seeing every other day as a result of an accident that I was certain
was a deliberate attempt on my life by "alien forces." Not
only that, I was in the print shop for the very purpose of having copies
made of material that related to the events in which Pam had been involved
at the very beginning. Further, that I was planning on inquiring about
the printing of a magazine that was an offshoot of those same events.
I
was shocked. She looked like she had aged about 20 years in the almost
three years since I had seen her! As it turned out, Pam had recently
bought the print shop as a business venture for her kids. She invited
me into the back of the shop for coffee and we brought each other up
to date on what had been happening in our lives since the "incident"
of the UFOs. That event had upset her so badly that she completely retreated
into denial and the "normal life" routine. I told her how
that event had done just the opposite for me - I had been catapulted
into a series of learning experiences that had completely shattered
my previous world, and made it seem like I was on a continual roller
coaster ride. I told her: "Honey! If you had any idea of the stuff
that has happened to me since you were at my house and opened the door
to those damned aliens, you would NOT believe it!" And we both
laughed.
So, we spent an hour or so catching up. Pam was fascinated by the story
of how the contact with the Cassiopaeans had developed the year following
her hypnosis session and wanted not only to read the material, but to
attend a session. It turned out that she was very interested in "mysteries,"
or so she claimed. It never occurred to me to wonder why she wasn't
interested in her own mystery!
I was, of course, thinking to myself how serendipitous this was for
Pam to own this print shop since it just MIGHT mean that I could get
my magazine printed at a really reasonable price.
As
we talked, Pam began to reveal things about her past that were beyond
strange. When she had come to me for hypnosis, she was working in real
estate and caring for her retired and dying husband who had been a former
government employee. That was basically all she had said at the time.
I had never asked her if her husband worked for the post office or any
other specific agency, not realizing that it MIGHT be important.
NOW
she was telling me that he was a physicist who had worked at various
government labs, including JPL on the Mars Observer, and had spent most
of his time working in an underground laboratory somewhere in Maryland
or thereabouts. She was telling me so many things that I found it difficult
to assimilate all of it. It was as though, in the years since the door
to the idea of "aliens" had been opened in her mind, all sorts
of associations had come together. It never occurred to me that this
might be "bait" to attract my interest.
On
top of her husband's work, Pam, herself, had a high security clearance
and had spent years working (or so she said) in certain office positions
that gave her access to highly sensitive information. Finally I thought
I understood why Pam may have been abducted. If her husband was a scientist
and she had a security clearance, that might explain it. I shared with
her that I had learned that families of government employees generally
seem to be abducted more than the average person. She thought this was
interesting, but still didn't think that it applied to her specifically.
I
was pretty excited by all of this. A real, potential witness to weirdness!
What a find!
We
discussed the magazine, finally, and she agreed that if I would come
into the shop and physically help assemble it, in addition to having
camera ready copy, she would be able to give me a considerable discount.
So, I left feeling like the fates were in my corner and all was going
to be right. I also thought that this was a BIG opportunity - perhaps
the one the Cassiopaeans had mentioned when they had said back in October
of the previous year:
Q: (L)
We would like to know if you have anything to give in the form of
a teaching?
A: Not ready for that yet; establish clear channel and forum first;
one step at a time.
Q: (L) What is the forum?
A: What do you think?
Q: (L) Do you mean that we need to bring more people into this work?
A: Close.
Q: (L) We need to create a forum.
A: Yes. A direction will open if you persevere.
Q: (L) So things will be brought to us and happen for us if we just
persevere?
A: Soon expect big opportunity.
Q: (L) I assume that we are not to ask what it is, we are to have
faith, is that correct?
A: Yes. Danger you may misinterpret opportunity.
Q: (L) Should we all be able to realize in congruence whether the
opportunity is good?
A: Varying degrees.
Q: (L) If there is a danger we may misinterpret the opportunity, could
you give us a couple of clues so that when it occurs we won't miss
it?
A: At least one of you will have instant recognition but others may
not. Wait and see.
My first
interpretation of this "opportunity" was the fact that RC
wanted to dump her magazine. She did claim to "recognize"
me as a connection from her past life, though I can't say that I had
similar recognition. A magazine was a "forum."
The next
interpretation I put on it was that Pam had "instantly" recognized
me, but I hadn't recognized her. And having an "inside line"
to printing, especially since we were planning a journal, was definitely
a "big opportunity" in terms of "creating a forum"
one would think.
At the
same time, I had joined Mike Lindemann's ISCNI forum on AOL and had
been invited to "chat" live, online, with his group in a sort
of "question and answer" session. I felt sure that this, also,
was part of the "forum" and might be the "big opportunity."
But, the
fact that, in none of these instances had there been "instant recognition"
by any of the group, with the others "doubting," still bugged
me. What other "big opportunity" could there be?
So, it's
funny how we "anticipate" things in ways that never quite
"fit," and yet how desperate we are to make them true.
I brought
the subject up with the Cassiopaeans:
Q: (L)
We have a number of questions we want to cover tonight. The first
thing is, in the early stages of this channeling process we talked
about what it was we were supposed to be doing. We were told that
the first thing we needed to do was "establish a clear channel." Obviously,
it has taken about a year to do that. The next thing that was identified
that we must do was to establish a "forum." What is this forum supposed
to be in?
A: These are all questions to which you must discover the answers
by learning, therefore, no further discussion is now beneficial.
Q: (L) Now the next thing was that a direction would open and that
there was something amazing and wonderful just around the corner that
I would recognize instantly and which would help me to know what to
do. Has this already occurred and did I miss something?
A: Wait and see.
Q: (L) I was recently invited to give a talk to the ISCNI, that is,
the Institute for the Study of Contact with Non- human Intelligence
which is headed by a guy named Mike Lindemann. I am rather curious
as to the reaction from some of these people.
A: Lindemann and the others would best serve the "cause" if they loosen
any rigidities that they may have found themselves "grooving into,"
as this is an area that definitely does not lend itself to manifestations
of rigidity in any way, shape, or form, whatsoever!!!
Q: (L) I think they are getting a little rigid because they feel they
are under pressure from the scientific community to prove something.
But, observable elements of the phenomena of aliens have progressed
to such a stage, that trying to prove anything scientifically becomes
moot. We don't have time for double-blind experiments. We don't have
time to wait for FDA approval!
A: Persist and express the same thoughts you did here! Help Lindemann
and others to see that they are dealing with a phenomenon that is
better studied in a way that stresses an open learning forum, not
a "scientific" study methodology. In all its forms, not just the "physical"
agenda that is primarily sought by some and in fact, it is through
the ethereal plane and methodologies that the clues and some of the
answers lie for physical as well as ethereal factors. Tell Michael
this verbatim: "You once had a more open mind, Michael, what happened?"
Some of his most frustrating recent events in his life relate directly
to this!! Trust your insights, they are assisting learning matrix.
So, I didn't
get any answers to my assumptions about the "big opportunity"
that was supposed to happen "soon" dating from the time of
October of 1994. I had begun to wonder just what the Cassiopaeans meant
by "soon?" For me, "soon" was a few weeks. Here,
we had gone over a year with no real or definite "big opportunity"
for establishing a "forum." Further, there had been no "instant
recognition" of anything by any of us.
As we have
already discussed in these pages, the "serendipitous" meeting
with Pam, at just the time I "needed" it, was also intertwined
with the very strange kidnapping case of the young girl who so strongly
resembled the child who had been murdered just prior to the time I met
Pam the first time. I will not complicate the particular thread we are
following now with that additional narrative, as I want to keep with
the idea of trying to converge into a chronological sequence of sessions.
But, that session was very much related to the overall situation at
that moment, particularly relating to Pam, so I am going to include
it here again:
Q:
(L) Okay, Pam will be here on Saturday, so we will leave a lot of
my questions for then. I don't quite know how to ask this. It has
become increasingly obvious to me that there is some sort of connection
where JO [an unsolved murder of a local girl] was concerned, some
synchronous connections between that murder and my so-called "awakening,"
if you want to call it that. And I also noticed a connection between
the life pattern, or change in life pattern, of Ted Bundy and certain
UFO sightings, and cattle mutilations that were in his area of the
country. Now, we have another girl who has come up missing at the
very same time - in fact, the very day - that Pam and I were discussing
the JO case. This new case has a lot of things that seem to be common
to that old case, the most striking being the amazing resemblance
of the two girls to each other. Did my involvement with the JO case
[I was asked by law enforcement official to try to come up with
some clues or hints through astrology and psychic impressions] have
anything to do with opening the door of my mind to other phenomena,
particularly UFOs and aliens?
A: Possible.
Q: (L) You can't give me a clear answer on that?
A: Learn!
Q: (L) Okay. I had dreams about it. The work that I did on the case
astrologically, the dreams I had about it, as well as certain impressions
I received, convinced me that a particular individual was the killer.
Was that an opening of my instinctual awareness in some way?
A: Maybe.
Q: (L) Was there some connection between JO's murder and "alien"
activity?
A: There is always this connection in one way or another, at
one plane convergence or another.
This
is actually a pretty startling remark when you think about it. Remember,
of course, that the conventional definition of "alien" that
we had grown to understand is NOT 3rd density visitors from outer space,
but hyper dimensional beings who are part of the control system of our
world.
Q: (L) Was the murder of JO a "mini-plane convergence?"
A: What did we just say?
Q: (L) It seemed to me that was what you said, and I was trying
to clarify it. Is that, in fact, a plane convergence can be defined
as where one person's plane of reality converges with another person's
plane of reality, and one or the other gets annihilated?
A: 4th, 5th and 3rd density is involved.
Q: (L) Is this true with all murders?
A: Discover and yes.
This
sort of gives a different perspective to the subject of crime, most
particularly crimes of violence. I was beginning to formulate the idea
that each and every human being is a part of one or another of the cosmic
archetypes and that their lives, their actions, their "scripts"
could be identified with sufficient examination of their experiences.
Q: (L) Was my interaction into that reality a sort of entering into
a point of plane convergence?
A: Flirting with the edges.
Q: (L) So, when a person is working on a murder investigation, or
thinking about it, or applying thoughts, talents, instincts or whatever
to the solving of this kind of puzzle, they are interacting with
a plane convergence?
A: This represents one manifestation of the always present desire
to return "home" to 5th density.
Q: (L) Okay. Well. Now, I want to get to the 64,000 dollar question.
In the JO case, was my conclusion correct?
I
was pretty obsessed with knowing the answer to this one, or at the very
least having the answer I had come up with confirmed.
A: "Correctness" takes many forms and provides a window to many
conventions.
Q: (F) What does that mean? (L) I don't know.
A: Learn.
Q: (L) Was the man who killed JO known to her?
A: We recall advising a cautious approach, in order to insure that
your lessons are learned not only accurately, but painlessly as
well.
If I
was correct, it was a very dangerous thing to know!
Q:
(L) Could you suggest, just to get me on track here, a form of question
that would be a "cautious" question? Then I can frame subsequent
questions on that model.
I
really wanted that "confirmation!" I was really stretching
to find a way to get the Cassiopaeans to give me a "final answer."
A:
The issue here is not how to "frame" a question in such a way as
to lure us into answering in the way you desire, but for you to
learn most effectively. Do not have prejudice that there is only
one thing to be learned from each response. "You never know what
there is to be learned when you inquire with innocence and freedom
from supposition."
Since
Frank and I were working alone, there was no one present to take notes.
I had to stop and play the tape back to get the words from the above
response which had been delivered to rapidly to follow mentally. And,
when I did, there was that blasted static that would roar on and drown
out the important words, but would be completely absent in other portions.
Q:
(L) I just played the tape back and it is all muddy. Could you tell
us why we are having this problem with the tape?
A: Telekinetic wave transfer.
Q: (L) What is this telekinetic wave transferring?
A: Evolving energy.
Q: (L) Given off by us?
A: Both to and from.
Q: (L) From us to you?
A: You and others, not us.
Q: (L) Who are these others?
A: 4th density eavesdroppers, Pam's involvement should "heat
things up."
Q: (L) Is Pam's involvement going to be beneficial to this work?
A: Yes, but also expect anomalies.
And one
has to remember that "beneficial" does not necessarily mean
that I was going to LIKE it! But, I was pretty focused on this murder
thing. Sometimes I really have a one track mind!
Q:
(L) That is interesting. Are you going to tell me who killed JO?
I am willing to give up my conclusion if necessary.
A: Learn. Review our previous response.
Well,
the issue of Ted Bundy and the UFO sightings that occurred in the area
of the country where he lived at the time he was purportedly beginning
his murderous career had recently attracted my attention. I had thought
it was strange that murder had been synchronously connected to UFOs
in our own experience. I thought this might be a path to follow so that
I could get the answer I was after.
Q:
(L) Okay. Learn. Was there something about Ted Bundy, and the fact
that his life seemed to disintegrate at the same time a lot of UFOs
were sighted?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Was Ted Bundy abducted?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Was Ted Bundy programmed to do what he did?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) What was the purpose behind that programming?
A: We must withhold answer for the present.
Clearly
this is an issue that went right over my head at the time.
Q:
(L) Okay. Bundy described his murdering urges as a "pressure building
inside" him that he couldn't overcome, and it seemed to cause him
to stop being "human," as we think of it. That seems to me to be
an example of an implant being able to overcome a person's social
behavior, or controls over anti-social tendencies. Is this also
what happened to the person who killed JO?
A: Maybe.
Q: (L) Is there a connection between the newly missing girl, CB,
and JO?
A: You are doing well in your probing of the knowledge within on
this issue, we suggest continuance, after all, learning is fun!
Q: (L) So, it seems to me that there was a connection between the
[physical] appearance of CB and JO. Could it be that the individual
who killed one or both of them (we didn't know if the second girl
was dead or not) was programmed to respond to this particular type
of facial features? Could that be part of the programming?
A: End subject.
Q: (L) What do you mean?
A: We have helped you all that is necessary for now on this matter.
It is beneficial for you to continue on your own for growth.
Clearly
there WAS an issue here and I was flirting dangerously close to it.
Q:
(L) Can I ask just one or two more LITTLE questions in a different
direction? I mean, this is like walking away and leaving me in the
dark!
A: No it is not!
Q: (L) I would like to be able to solve this because the families
are in pain and have asked for help.
A: Why don't you trust your incredible abilities? If we answer
for you now, you will be helpless when it becomes necessary for
you to perform this function on a regular basis, as it will be!!!!
Q: (L) Well, frankly, I don't want to be involved in any more murder
investigations. It is too upsetting. Am I supposed to DO this sort
of thing regularly???
A: Not same arena.
Q: (L) Well, then how do you mean "perform this function?"
A: No, seeing the unseen.
Q: (L) Okay, shift gears. There are some issues with my son and
the school. He wanted to attend regular school because he was of
the opinion that he needed a break from home schooling. This has
led to a number of incidents involving what can only be called "gangs"
in the school. I am completely shocked by what goes on there over
which the school seems to have absolutely no control. I mean, they
have to keep policemen on campus because of the threat of guns and
knives, and these kids today are actually dangerous! I think my
son is miserable and even frightened in this violent environment,
but he does not want to "give up" or be viewed as a "quitter," or
a baby. He is torn between his misery and disgust with the system,
and his desire for peace. I would like to know why those kids attacked
him the other day?
A: Attack.
Q: (L) You mean stimulated through 4th density?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Is there anything I can do to help protect him?
A: What do you think?
Q: (L) Well. I don't know what to think.
A: Don't avoid the issue, it is of paramount importance!
Q: (L) Yes, I think I ought to take Jay out of school. There is
just too much attack going on from all directions at the present
time, and that is ONE portal of attack that I can close off.
A: Instincts preserve 3rd density experience.
Q: (L) Are you suggesting that there is some threat to his existence
in 3rd density if I DON'T do something right away?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Is this threat from outside sources?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) So I need to pull him out of school NOW.
A: Follow instincts.
Q: (L) That's clear enough for me. I have the feeling Jay is here
for a purpose and that is why he has so much difficulty interacting
with persons who are not as concerned about things as he is.
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Now, I want to ask about the Sheldon Nidle channeling?
A: Suggest you not waste energy on this.
Q: (L) There are a lot of people who are convinced by Sheldon Nidle
that there is going to be a photon belt and a mass landing of UFOs
in the fall of this year. Is this, in fact, going to occur?
A: People are very convinced by Bo and Peep.
The following
week, Pam attended her first session. Since the Cassiopaeans had said
that her presence should "heat things up a bit" and that
her involvement would be "beneficial" to our work, I had
the idea that she might be good for the reception. Since she had been
present when the Black Boomerangs appeared, I reasoned she must have
some special "psychic" tuning of her own. I was also extremely
curious to see if the Cassiopaeans would finally answer the question
about the appearance of these craft on that night in more detail.
But, the sessions never go the way we think they will go; they take
on a dynamic and life of their own just like any conversation that
begins with weather and ends with the price of tea in China. The only
difference was, we were having conversations with the Cassiopaeans,
so there was some sensation of oceans of information lying in wait
to be accessed if we could only formulate or stumble on the right
question.
Q: (L)
We have Pam with us tonight...
A: Hello Pam.
Q: (L) Now, with all of us here, we would like to ask why the black,
flying boomerangs showed up on the night Pam first came for hypnosis?
A: Examine issue carefully.
Q: (L) The first thing we thought about it was that this was a, if
not necessarily rare, at least rarely observed type of craft, and
the event itself was rare... is this correct?
A: It is rare.
Q: (L) Since the hypnosis session was not "advertised" in
any way, and no mention of "aliens" or anything like that
was ever made, it seems that it might have happened in response to
this hypnosis session by knowledge obtained in ways with which we
are not familiar. And, if that is the case, then it must mean that
there was something or someone of interest at that hypnosis session.
I have thought about it two ways: either the interest was in myself,
and what I might uncover about aliens; or the interest was in Pam
for some other reason - perhaps that she should NOT uncover anything
about her own experiences. Which person were the UFO's particularly
interested in?
A: It was not a person, but information that is hidden in the subconscious
memory of Pam.
Q: (L) Were they wanting to get this information?
A: No. To monitor what would be revealed.
Q: (L) Does this mean that Pam has information programmed into her
before birth that she needs to access as you said I did?
A: No. Abductions.
Q: (L) They wanted to see if anything would be revealed about their
abductions of her?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Okay, who abducted her?
A: Grays. 4 times. Snow scene was only 3rd density abduction. Abduction
which occurred there was strictly physical. The others were 4th density.
3rd density abduction only occurs rarely, and is of great import.
Q: (P) Was my son abducted?
A: Frozen.
Q: (L) Why did they want Pam so bad that they would take her physically?
A: Do you have any ideas?
Q: (L) Maybe Pam has knowledge that she could access to work against
these beings?
A: But real reason is more fundamental. Exposure.
Q: (L) Oh, they fear that she will act in some way to expose them...
A: Government proximities!
Q: (L) Oh! Well, Pam has pointed out that just because she was married
to a scientist who worked at JPL doesn't mean she knew anything. Does
she know something that she doesn't know she knows?
A: [It's] not what she knew. [It's] because of [her] proximity to
consortium activity. [She was] implanted for possible future activation.
Q: (P) Was this related to what was going on under the mountain? (L)
What mountain? (P) Just ask.
A: Not locator, personnel are factored.
Q: (L) Okay, it is not where she was so much as who she was in contact
with?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Was it her husband?
A: Perhaps.
Q: (L) Maybe that is why there is a higher rate of abduction among
family members of government employees, so that they can be activated
or controlled for some reason if needed. (P) But my husband wasn't
really working on anything secret.
A: He had access to sensitive facilities.
Q: (L) So, Pam had an implant put in. An actual, physical implant.
Where is it?
A: Behind sinus cavity.
Q: (L) What is this implant designed to do?
A: Activate behavioral control reflex and thought pattern generation
and alteration.
Now,
just stop and think about this remark. Implants that can "activate
behavioral control" reflexes and that can "generate" thought
patterns or alter thought patterns are pretty scary concepts! This suggests
that, without conscious attention to our "patterns of thought and
behavior," we may be controlled in ways we have always thought were
just our "personality."
Q: (P)
Is that why I can't remember anything?
A: Some.
Q: (P) No, but I do have this memory problem in a big way. (L) So,
can I say that this UFO appeared over my house on the night Pam was
under hypnosis, to...
A: To monitor.
Q: (L) If Pam had revealed the details of her abduction, would there
have been any repercussions?
A: Not in this case.
Q: (L) So, if Pam had gone to anyone for hypnosis, these craft would
have appeared?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) You have already told us that this is extremely rare.
A: 3rd density abductions [are rare].
Q: (P) Does this have anything to do with Camp David?
A: Not the issue, it's personnel! [Pam interacted with] many others!
Q: (L) Well, there seems to be an issue here that we need to get to.
(P) Do the planes have anything to do with it?
A: It is up to Pam, the extent she wishes to retrieve and divulge,
the many unusual experiences that were met, by Pam, with unusual indifference.
And
here we have more of a clue about control of behavior and thought patterns.
I had no idea at the time of the significance of this remark.
Q: (P)
The first thing unusual was the geographic location of our house.
Directly West of us was the mountain that housed all the communications
to be used in the event of nuclear war. We were 13 miles North of
Camp David. And, while we lived there, many, many things took place
at Camp David that were of global significance. And, we built a barn
in 1982 - and had bought the house in 1976 - and never, in all the
years that I lived there, did I ever notice these planes until we
built the barn. If I had a stick in my hand, I could have touched
them, that's how low they flew. Right over my barn! The same days
every week; and there was always two of them; and they never had a
single marking on them; and, they were propeller planes. And I wondered:
what in the hell is this country doing flying planes, unmarked, propeller
driven, and so low, over this area? This continued until we moved
from that house. So, these planes came twice a week from 1982 until
1989. Well, after the first couple of times, I sort of just said:
"Well, there are the planes." So, what else is new?
A: Indifference.
Q: (P) I thought the planes had something to do with the mountain.
Did they?
A: Maybe.
Q: (P) We knew they were flying under radar. Now, that I am thinking
about this, nobody else ever talked about these planes. It was like
we were the only people that ever saw them, or only people who were
at our house saw them too. My best friend who lived right up the road
never saw them. I asked her: "Did you see the planes?" and she said
"What planes?" I mean, she was seven acres away and nothing in between!
A: Unusual experiences mount!
Q: (P) My husband also noticed these things and he would always say
- he was less indifferent than I was - he would say: "what in the
hell are those planes, and what are they doing?" (L) Why was Pam so
indifferent? (P) Well, it didn't affect MY life, except that I was
damn mad that it upset my horses. But then, the horses got used to
them too, and they became indifferent! [laughter] Well, they came
so often, twice a week - "it's Wednesday, the planes will be here!"
A: More... continue probing...
It
is clear, in retrospect, that the Cassiopaeans wanted Pam to talk so that
I would "get a clue" here. But I was, sad to say, blissfully
unaware!
Q: (P)
The planes came from East to West, and in the West was the mountain...
A: Catoctin.
Q: (P) [Amazed] That is the name of the mountain! (L) What is it?
[I had never heard this word before.] (P) The tunnel where all these
facilities were... under Catoctin Mountain. Camp David is near, too.
A: And MUCH ELSE! Mount Weather, Virginia. And why did you live in
area... helicopters? What brought you to Maryland?
WHY
did they say: "helicopters? What brought you to Maryland?" It
went right over my head...
Q: (L)
What does Mount Weather mean? (P) The underground tunnel - everybody
in town called it The Tunnel - but there was nothing around there
to ever give anybody the slightest clue as to what it was. In fact,
I lived there for quite a long time before I knew it existed. And,
on top of the mountain there was a weather station... My husband was
doing electron microscopy - cancer research.
A: REALLY?
Q: (P) It was a photographic lab.
A: So what? Helicopters, Pat? We are asking you!
And
they brought up the helicopters again...
Q: (P)
Well, the helicopters in Fredrick went over our house every time the
president was at Camp David. But, that was our house in Walkersville
not in Emmetsburg. When we first moved to Maryland. Sometimes the
helicopters were unmarked...
A: You see, Pam is resistant due to experiences, things don't "phase"
her easily, programming, etc.
Q: (L) So, all of these things happening around her, the planes, the
mountain, the helicopters... (P) But the helicopters, I knew it was
the President either going to or coming from Camp David.
A: Resistant, not resisting.
Q: (L) Is the term "resistant" a clue?
A: All is a clue here!
So,
there was something important about the "helicopters" and it
was connected to "what brought" Pam to Maryland. But none of
us were picking up on this. Pam kept diverging from the subject, and the
Cassiopaeans indicated that she was "resistant due to experiences."
Then, they made the curious remark that "things don't 'phase' her
easily" and that this was related to programming. Well, nobody can
say that the Cassiopaeans weren't doing everything they could to make
a point! I just wasn't paying attention.
Q: (P)
Isn't that just my personality, that if it doesn't affect me I don't
bother with it?
A: Yes. Shoot somebody in front of P, and she says: "Oh well, that's
life" so, to discover spectacular things, one must be patient
and probe carefully, no hasty assumptions, please!! There is much
to be retrieved, revealed, studied. Let Pam digest it, and report
back later.
This
extremely odd remark, "shoot somebody in front of Pam and she says:
'Oh well, that's life,' was certainly the last desperate effort to get
me to pay attention; but I was just too convinced that Pam and her print
shop were the answers to my prayers that I didn't want to hear it.
Q: (L)
At the time there were all those sightings around here on the night
we did the hypnosis session with Pam, why did so many other people
see them?
A: Window was "blasted."
Q: (L) Okay, we have the magazine ready to go out and the articles
are somewhat controversial. Can we have an indication as to whether
there will be a positive response to this issue or not? I don't want
to turn people off by being too radical.
A: Wait and see.
Q: (L) Pam is having some serious problems at the present time, can
you help her with these? A: Networking works!!!
Q: (P) Is there a light at the end of the tunnel?
A: Networking works!!!!!
Q: (P) I would like to know about the apparitions of the Virgin Mary
at Conyers, GA, as well as this book "Mary's Message to the
World" and all the other messages about the End Times that
are coming out all over?
A: The forces at work here are far too clever to be accurately anticipated
so easily. You never know what twists and turns will follow, and they
are aware of prophetic and philosophical patternings and usually shift
course to fool and discourage those who believe in fixed futures.
And that
was that. In retrospect, it is easy to see that the Cassiopaeans were
trying to get me to see something about Pam in their exchange with her,
but I was too excited about getting the magazine printed to care about
anything else. They had said "network," and I was networking
like crazy! Or so I thought.
Pam decided
that she wanted to become a regular member of the group. We thought
that her energy was pretty compatible, and she was a lot of fun to be
around with her dry and witty comments, so we agreed. The most curious
thing happened, however. This session that Pam attended was made almost
unintelligible due to static on the tape. The only other time this had
happened was just a few days previously, after meeting with Pam, though
she was not present. After a couple of earlier experiences with different
glitches with our recording equipment, we had certain procedures we
followed prior to the session to make sure that everything was in order.
We had performed all the checks, and everything was working. But still,
the static was there, most often when Pam was speaking. In fact, the
next session with Pam, we used two tape recorders and both
tapes were nearly impossible to decipher. In the six years of working
with the Cassiopaeans, this only happened during the time we were interacting
with Pam. Fortunately, we take a fairly good set of notes even while
recording, so I was able to reconstruct the sessions from the notes.
At this
point, I need to go in a slightly different direction in order to explain
the lead-off question at the beginning of the next chronological session.
I was presented
with copies of the now infamous "KRLL" papers in January of
1995, by the Reiki master the Cassiopaeans had directed me to as described
in a previous chapter. (The right one, that is!) They had been given
to her, and she passed them on to me, knowing of my interest in UFOs.
I was perfectly amazed to discover threads of the same material that
the Cassiopaeans were delivering woven throughout this purported "communication"
from an "EBE" (Extraterrestrial Biological Entity).
We had
heard about the KRLL papers from some people at MUFON, and we asked
the Cassiopaeans about them even before we had read them. This extract
will give the reader some idea of the great amount of discussion and
commentary that went on amongst the group DURING the sessions. Sometimes
it was a perfect melee of comments and differing opinions!
January
14, 1995
Q: (L)
Now, I want to ask about these KRLL documents that Sally has told
me about and is sending to me in the mail. Tell us what is the background
and validity of the KRLL papers. Terry knows more about them than
I do. Supposedly it is some kind of exposition written by an alien
being revealing the government conspiracy. Were the KRLL papers valid?
(T) KRLL was supposedly a prisoner of the United States. (L) Was there
really such a being as KRLL?
A: Semi.
Q: (T) Is there any validity to the KRLL papers?
A: Semi.
Q: (T) Was it dictated by this alien being?
A: Maybe.
Q: (T) Was it put together by a human?
A: Semi.
Q: (T) Is this in the same area of UFO lore as the Cooper and Lear
and Lazar and Bennewitz stuff?
A: We have told you many times... Laura, pay attention... Listen!
Q: (L) Well, you say "semi." Semi means half-way. Is it
half true or half-way true?
A: Whoa! Calm down! Patience! We are trying to tell you something
important, and you keep asking questions. We have told you many times
to communicate with each other and network and share ideas, because
that is how you LEARN and PROGRESS! But, you are beginning to rely
on us for all your answers, and you do not LEARN that way!!!!!!! Now,
try this, you will be thunderstruck with the results: Each of you
has stored within you unlimited amounts of factual and "Earthshaking"
information. This information was put into your consciousness in order
for you to retrieve it in order for you to learn. Now just start by
holding a discussion about the last series of questions you were trying
to ask us, and "let it flow."
Q: (Laura) Well, if John Lear and William Cooper are saying basically
the same thing the KRLL document is saying, where did they get their
information?
(Terry) One of the rumors going on was that Moore or Lear or Bennewitz,
one of these, was the one that had written the KRLL papers. There
was some talk that KRLL may have been an acronym used by the government
to identify this being who gave the information which is the basis
of this document.
(Laura) To your knowledge, would Lear or Cooper ever have been in
a position, or did they ever at any time claim to have been in a position,
to observe any of this activity written up in this document themselves?
(Terry) I don't believe that either of them have ever claimed to have
been in a position to have physically observed any of this or to have
been in the underground bases. They were working with information
they claimed to have gotten from other sources.
(Laura) And what do they claim their other sources are? Unnamed?
(Terry) A lot of them are unnamed. Moore and Cooper claim they have
inside government sources. I believe Cooper is the one who claims
that he at one time worked for the military.
(Laura) Is he the one who claims that he was the intelligence analyst
for the Admiral of the Pacific Fleet or something like that?
(Terry) Yes. There are several versions of the Cooper papers as he
modifies and updates them. He didn't change anything really, he just
cleaned them up, re-edited them and added to them.
(Laura) Okay, if this is the case, it would seem to me that a person
would have a much better chance of having something believed if they
presented it as coming from a human source who either observed or
saw it. Why would they say that this is an alien dictating this when
that is so far and away more unbelievable? It seems to me that if
they were making it up they would have far better chance if they said
a human extracted this information from documents rather than that
it is what the alien said. That would almost tend, in a backward sort
of way, to make you think that maybe this KRLL dude, maybe it was
true. But, the only thing about that is, if it was an alien, especially
if it was an STS alien, how much of it was true? That's the
question.
(Terry) Well, KRLL was supposed to be one of the standard Grays.
(Laura) Well, then, maybe we can't rely on anything he says. We can
rely on the fact that it is possible that it was an alien who gave
this information, but if it was one of the standard Grays, then we
have been informed as to who and what they are and we have to look
at the information itself as being unreliable, not necessarily the
human who revealed the scenario.
(Frank) Well, it is not necessarily unreliable even if it is an STS
source.
(Laura) Yes, but as STS they would undoubtedly only give information
that would tend to service their position.
(Frank) That would seem to be the case if you look at it from the
obvious angle. But, that is not necessarily true. Just because it
is an STS alien, and, in fact, a cybergenetic being, that does not
mean that the information is necessarily inaccurate for several reasons.
For those of us who have reached a certain level of understanding,
our first assumption would be that it is inaccurate, so it could be
a reverse psychology ploy. Give accurate information, get those who
are at a higher level of understanding to think it's inaccurate, when
in actuality it is accurate.
(Laura) Well, do you know what it said? From what Sally tells me,
it says, basically, what we have been getting from the Cassiopaeans.
(Frank) Well, then it is accurate.
(Laura) We can't make that assumption!
(Terry) If this is a standard cybergenetic Gray, the question is how
much biological is he? Is he biological enough to pass a dissection?
(Laura) Sure, I think. There are purported reports of autopsies of
these guys, and they just can't figure out how they feed because they
are reported to have dead-end alimentary canals. [See: Whitley Streiber's
Majestic.]
(Frank) They are cybergenetic, but they look and function exactly
like a biological being. If you go inside of them you will find blood
and fibers and tissue and microscopic evidence...
(Laura) The microscopic exams, from what I have heard, reveal that
they're more in the line of a plant...
(Terry) Yes.
(Frank) Which, of course, would indicate that they have been grown!
(Laura) Yes. Imagine chromosomal linking of human genetic information
with that of the plant kingdom!
(Terry) You could literally grow hundreds of them easily.
(Laura) And plant them like seeds... and, apparently that is what
they have done. People have come back who have been taken to these
ships and have seen walls of containers growing these things. Like
a room in a hot house.
(Frank) Well, there you go. We have gotten information which indicates
that the Grays have access to both dimensions because they are probes
of the Lizzies. And this gives us a further clue as to what a strange
place 4th level is if such "probes" can be grown like plants! And,
what level must fully souled 4th density beings be when we are fooled
into believing their cybergenetic constructions are the "real thing!"
(Terry) Does this mean that the abilities of the Lizzies, since they
have to create "probes" to enter our density, would not be any more
advanced than, say, your everyday spirit? Without the Grays, would
they be able to interact with us at all?
(Frank) Yes.
(Laura) Yes, they are, they have, they will and they do from all reports
I have studied.
(Frank) But, there are several problems. One is their appearance is
very, very alarming...
(Jan) They would garner a lot of attention if they walked down the
street.
(Terry) It depends on how they dress themselves! [Laughter]
(Laura) They can shape-shift.
(Frank) They can shape-shift, but only for a limited period of time.
(Laura) Because it takes 3rd density energy to do that.
(Frank) That brings up something, when we were talking to Susy on
the phone the other night, Susy and Barry mentioned the Men In Black.
The Cassiopaeans said that the Men In Black were "Lizard beings."
In many reports of Men In Black, they have been described as very
strange in numerous ways. Their voices have been described as sounding
like they come from an echo chamber, and...
(Terry) Well, when we asked about the Men in Black in one of the sessions,
what did the Cassiopaeans say? That they are "Projections."
(Jan) Exactly, maybe that is a clue, maybe that is how they come into
our reality: as projections from 4th into 3rd.
(Frank) But, there is one case that always sticks in my mind, and
it took place relatively recently, on April 28, 1978, a guy in Maine
who had been doing UFO research, was accosted by a single Man in Black.
He said the guy was very strange in many ways. He had pink... his
face looked like it was covered with make-up, and, in fact, when he
touched himself at one point and his face started to smear as if it
was completely covered. And then, he suddenly got up and said: "Have
to go now... run-n-n-ing out of e- ner-gy." Then he walked out of
the house and staggered down the drive. They guy said that at that
point he became somewhat disoriented as he watched the Man in Black
start to stagger....
(Laura) He was not the Energizer Bunny! [laughter]
(Frank) And then the man saw a light that he at first thought was
the headlight of a car, but the Man in Black walked into the light
and was gone.
(Jan) Projections! That's how they move from 4th to 3rd!
(Laura) They said they project as a "triage." Remember. It was something
like travel in space/time.
(Terry) Well, we have gotten off the discussion of KRLL, but we have
certainly been led into some pretty amazing conclusions about 4th
level.
(Frank) All of what we have worked with over the years - the ideas
of it being a nuts and bolts phenomenon, which I originally thought
too - and it's clear if one has been following the whole phenomenon
closely, it has evolved, actually, from a nuts-and-bolts perspective
- , and I am not knocking nuts-and-bolts - but those who are really
looking with an open mind are seeing that this is far more.
(L) Alright, here it is guys... [had been looking for references to
Men In Black] ...
Q:Who
or what are the Men in Black?
A: Lizard Projections.
(Terry)
We got on to that because we were asking about the projection of the
guy in the Camaro that showed up in my driveway.
Q:
Does this mean that the Lizards are just projecting an image of
a being?
A: Yes.
Q: The MIBs are not real in our physical terms?
A: Partly correct. You do not understand technology but we will
describe it if you like. First we must explain further "time travel"
because the two concepts are closely related. The first step is
to artificially induce an electro-magnetic field. This opens the
door between dimensions of reality. Next, thoughts must be channeled
by participant in order to access reality bonding channel. They
must then focus the energy to the proper dimensional bridge, the
electrons must be arranged in correct frequency wave, and then the
triage must be sent through realm curtain in order to balance perceptions
at all density levels. Triage is as follows: 1. Matter; 2. Energy;
3. Perception of reality.
(Laura)
In other words they send through...
(Jan) Holographic images.
(Terry) They transmit energy that takes matter here and creates what
we perceive, and what we perceive depends on what they expect to see,
which the Lizzies have to tap into first before they do the triage...
that is the "reality bonding channel." If you are open to see Men
in Black, even if you don't know what they are, then at some level
of consciousness... ...
(Laura) It is like doing a back-flip through the realm curtain.
(Frank) But I think this is not just limited to Men In Black.
(L) Listen to this! [reads from transcript]
Q:
Several times I have heard references to big rectangular boxes,
I would like to know who these belong to?"
A: Lizard projections...
(Laura)
What are they doing, projecting their whole damn reality into our
world?
(Frank) Well, apparently part of the whole process of going from 4th
density to 3rd density is the "projection" process itself. This also,
of course, explains much of what we have read and heard about in terms
of higher phenomena. You cannot ground it at all. So many people have
fallen off the track by expecting to capture metallic craft and dissect
them, and, while that does happen... That is where material science
falls apart. It is stuck in a vicious cycle.
(Jan) Yes, and it is using it's own rules to make itself obsolete!
(Frank) Right!
(Terry) So, the bottom line is, we have simply gone beyond the KRLL
stuff, the Cooper and Lear stuff, and so on.
(Frank) Which is one of the reasons why the Cassiopaeans keep telling
us to stop asking these stupid questions.
(Terry) There's another thing that is even more interesting and
that is that we are not alone in this density, there are other beings
on other planets also. And, it just may be that some of them are coming
here just to throw some more stuff in the soup to keep us confused
as to which or who is what.
(Frank) I have a feeling, though, that probably, everything that we
have experienced in the UFO area over the many years is a passage
from higher levels of density to this one. I don't think that we have
ever experienced a 3rd to 3rd transfer. That is just my feeling. And,
it is only just now that people are beginning to realize that. In
other words...
(Terry) Well, that is what Vallee thinks, along those lines, so he
is just looking at interdimensional, because...
(Frank) But Vallee is also a material scientist so he is examining
it in a scientific way. He is a little more open-minded than some
who would just say it is impossible because we haven't discovered
it yet... But, he is doing it in a very careful way.
(Laura) Well, have we done enough with KRLL?
(Terry) Yeah, I think we have done more than enough with KRLL.
At that
point, we turned to other subjects.
As I have
detailed elsewhere, I first became aware of the Matrix books, assembled
and published by Val Valerian, in February of 1995 when I was invited
to visit the elderly gentleman who told me about the Coral Castle. Hilliard
showed me his library, which contained the Matrix books, and I only
saw them on the shelf, and did not actually have time to open the covers,
but he assured me that they were full of interesting information. At
that time, I had no idea of how they would "connect" to the
KRLL papers.
A week
after the above session in which the KRLL papers were discussed, I had
received them from Sally and had read them by the time of the next session.
I decided to ask a couple of follow up questions. This session was in
January of 1995, a year before the time we are discussing in our chronology.
Q: (L)
Okay, give me a quick yes or no answer on this: Dr. Paul Bennewitz
- reliable [source?]
A: No.
Q: (L) Is his statement, as it is recorded in the KRLL papers, falsified?
A: No.
Q: (L) Is any of that statement true?
A: Partly.
Q: (L) Who is O. H. KRLL?
A: No one.
Q: (L) Is O. H. KRLL a group?
A: Symbolism. For documentary purposes only, your government likes
code names.
This last
remark seems to indicate that the individuals responsible for the KRLL
papers may be government "related."
Q:
(L) Are you implying that this piece of work was put out by the government
for dissemination of the subject matter? (J) Is it disinformation?
A: Complex.
Q: (L) Give us a percentage of factual information in this document.
A: 43%
Q: (L) Are you saying that 43% is factual?
A: Close enough.
Q: (L) Okay, so, in other words, this has been planted by the government.
Was it put out with the intention of giving out some factual information...
A: No. Planted? No.
Q: (L) You are saying it was not planted? (T) It was leaked purposely?
A: Your government is operating on many cross-purposes, very complicated!
Again note
the "government" reference and the implication that there
may be elements in the government who are interested in "informing"
the public along with those interested in "disinforming" the
public and various combinations of both activities.
Q: (T)
Even the simplest things are very complicated with them. Okay, question:
The U.S. government...
A: On purpose!
Q: (T) Very true. Question: The government, our government, the U.S.
government, according to what you said earlier, is holding 36 craft
of one kind or another that they have gotten in one way or another.
How many other governments have alien craft?
A: All is one.
Q: (L) We already have a one-world government is what they're
saying. (T) Yes, they're just waiting to make it official somehow.
A: Has been so for long time, as you measure time.
Q: (L) Let me ask this one before the tape runs out and we take a
break. What is the "ultimate secret" being protected by the Consortium?
A: You are not in control of yourselves, you are an experiment.
In any
event, as I was reading the Matrix books through the month of October,
1995, I saw that the KRLL papers were part of the Matrix books. I was
also pretty overwhelmed with the material itself, as anyone who has
read the first three volumes, one after another with very little stopping
to eat or sleep will understand.
There was
an address in the books and I decided to write to Val Valerian and send
him some of the Cassiopaean material -. the raw transcripts from the
first few sessions - and query him about his sources. I figured that
I needed to share what we had quid pro quo, if I expected him
to answer any of my questions. I included my phone number, and was surprised
when, a short time later, he called me on the phone.
Val was
very curious about the Cassiopaean contact and mentioned the fact that
it was really "disconnected" and a "mess" in terms
of needing editing, suggesting that he would be interested in doing
it and publishing it in an upcoming "Matrix" volume.
Since I
was interested in getting opinions from other people on the Cassiopaean
material, I thought that this was a golden opportunity to "network"
with other like-minded people. I agreed to send Val everything we had
received up to that point. But, before I took that step, I tried to
find out what I could about Val Valerian. RC, the young Jewish woman
who lent me the Matrix books, (I was later given a set), told me that
his name was really John Grace and that he was a retired Major in the
Air Force. That made me even more nervous about sending our files.
He called
again. During the course of this follow-up conversation, during which
Val was urging me again to send the files, I told him that I had figured
out his real identity, and that I had been thinking about what the Cassiopaeans
had said about the KRLL papers, and his own connection with the military,
and that I had concluded that HE was the author of the KRLL papers.
There was
a LONG pregnant silence before he recovered and evaded the issue adroitly,
leaving me with the impression that, since he WAS the author, I should
be even more inclined to trust him because we were on the "same
side" so to speak. I again agreed to send him the files, including
the discussion about KRLL as recorded above, and the session about the
3-5 code.
This was,
I believe, mid to late November of 1995. I didn't hear from Val again.
On December
2, 1995, I asked about this:
Q: (L)
Now, tell me about this guy Val.
A: Learn through active pursuit of contact and observation.
But Val
was not responding to the several letters I sent. I didn't have a phone
number, and I was not aware of an e-mail address at this point, so I
didn't know what else to do.
On December
16, 1995, I again asked why I had heard nothing:
Q: (L)
Why haven't I heard from Val?
A: "Push buttons" more. Ask for more contact.
Well, I
did, but I was beginning to suspect that the "learning through
active pursuit of contact and observation" might not be such a
positive thing in this particular case!
But then,
he called in twice in late December, and again in January to ask follow-up
questions about the material I had sent him. I had the distinct feeling
that I was being "probed" for something, but could not identify
what. He asked me to send him everything as it came through. I agreed
to do so and sent the files up through mid-December.
Then silence
again. And this brings us back to our chronological sequence that we
left above to tell the background of the opening question of the January
13, 1996 session:
Q: What
is going on with Val Valerian? He was calling every week, and I have
not heard from him in almost a week.
A: He lost track of time.
Q: Why did he lose track of time?
A: Busy with many projects. You must contact him because we see his
desk topped with mounds of "stuff." He is interested, but just not
for some period. [short pause] Isis has uterine or cervical abrasion
from birth process. [Isis was my dog who had recently produced 5 puppies,
2 of which died a short time after birth because Isis was too ill
to care for them. It had been several days, and the whole family had
been moved into the kitchen for warmth, and so we could hand-feed
the babies. This comment was volunteered with no question asked.]
Q: What can I do to help her?
A: Vitamins A, D, E and a solution of Goldenseal root to be placed
in food.
We
took a break from the session to carry out these instructions. They were,
apparently, effective because Isis showed marked improvement over the
next two days, and was completely normal at the end of about 10 days.
After tending to the little canine family, we returned to our session.
Q: Next
question: How does one determine if they are channeling a 3rd density
dead dude, or a higher density being?
A: Corrections and clarifications needed: "Dead Dudes" are 5th density
beings. Either they are stuck in 3rd density, or they are communicating
from 5th density, not 3rd density!! They are not 3rd density [beings]!
1st density includes all physical matter below the level of consciousness.
6th density is uniform in the level pattern of lightness, as there
is complete balance on this density level, and the lightness is represented
as knowledge. 7th density is union with the one... it is timeless
in every sense of the word, as its "essence" radiates through all
that exists in all possible awareness realms. The light one sees at
the termination of each conscious physical manifestation is the union,
itself. Remember, 4th density is the first that includes variable
physicality!! Ponder this carefully!!! And, remember, there is only
one "God," and that the creator includes all that is created and vice
versa!
Q: (Pam) [Three names were given of scientists who worked for the
U.S. government, asking if they were part of the reason Pam had been
abducted and implanted as was described in the previous session. All
three names were lost in static bursts, but the response to all three
names was "yes." The last name was recorded in the notes and was Bob
Nathan at JPL. Then, the following remark was made.]
A: Big involvement there! Microwave technology has many applications.
Laser, ELF, electromagnetic.
Q: (P) Was my husband's last assignment... [remainder of question
lost in static]
A: Was used, but not consistently.
Q: (P) Was what my husband was told about the job he was doing a complete
lie, or was it the truth?
A: Close, but a few details off.
Q: Was it because he was too strong willed to be controlled by an
implant, that he was retired?
A: He was trained in applications, not reversal of command instructions.
Q: Does that mean that he wouldn't have sold out to the ones who put
in the implant, that he was loyal to his employer?
A: Not quite correct concept, it means that he could not be relied
upon to reverse "course" upon activation of subliminal instructions.
These
last two remarks are extremely interesting in that they suggest that there
are individuals who are implanted and/or programmed to "reverse course"
of command instructions upon activation of subliminal instructions! Now
THAT'S a scary thought!
Q: (P)
How could I be used to monitor personnel when I never noticed anything
as being unusual?
A: Very complex, in fact, parallel subject. Pam is "locator
probe" for the purpose of monitoring those in her midst. Telling is
not important, reading is. Besides, most of the work performed did
not involve conscious awareness.
Q: (L) Is this still going on?
A: Partly, but also, Pam could be used as a probe to monitor all
events taking place at JPL and other laboratories by examining aural
imprints of her husband and others with whom she was acquainted. All
events leave permanent imprints upon aural energy fields. This
explains, for example, some sightings and apparitions. "Ghosts" are
sometimes merely spontaneous activations of the aural records of the
natural surroundings.
And,
of course, it just never occurred to us that Pam or Sandy might be being
used in this capacity in OUR group! Duhhh!
Q: [Question
lost in static burst, but apparently about her 3rd density abduction
in 1987, at the beginning of which she saw a "blue-white light"
ahead on the road in the snow. She had been convinced that the incident
was a "ghostly encounter" with her recently deceased aunt.]
A: No, Pam, the "blue thing" you saw was not an aural imprint reading,
it was a 4th density craft partially transferred into 3rd density.
Your deep subconscious memory remembers much, much more.
Q: (P) Does the knife incident have anything to do with it? The memory
of my son cutting his thumb with a knife, immediately after the blue
light incident?
A: Yes. Screen memory.
We
had many guests at the next session. This was the session where the "aura"
photographs were taken of all the participants as well as our hands on
the board. Since that portion has already been discussed, I will exclude
it here and only insert the remainder of the session. Most of the questions
were Pam's, and covered a number of subjects of health topics with interesting
answers that might be considered to be of general interest. However, since
most of the session time had been taken up with the photo session, we
were all tired and the asking of personal questions is always extremely
draining, so it's a very short segment.
Q: (P)
I would like to know what I can do to improve my memory?
A: You have sleep disorders that are "short circuiting what would
ordinarily be utterly spectacular psychic and mental abilities. When
you were very young, your senses were 10 times sharper. But then,
the "interferences began."
Q: (P) That is absolutely true. I have had a sleep problem for years.
Is there anything I can do to overcome this? Physically or otherwise?
A: Cleansing of a very intensive nature; hypnotic regression; spirit
release and dietary adjustments. Also, stress inducing life circumstances
of a very "ordinary" nature must all be deviated! Ordinary, in this
instance, means not of an ethereal nature directly.
Q: (P) Well, I have taken several steps in that direction.
A: Some, but it is like putting a "Band-Aid" on a gunshot wound.
Q: (P) What is the implant I have made of?
A: Silicon based micron definitive construct.
Q: (P) Is this why I have this scar?
A: Scar is manifestation of scar in being.
Q: (S) I have been having some serious problems with joint pain in
my fingers and I would like to know what to do to make this better
because I think that taking pain pills is something that hides the
symptoms and does nothing for the cause.
A: Not true, S, sometimes pain killers cure cause as well as symptom.
This is simply reversal of therapy. The symptom dies, thus cutting
off the energy flow of the causative problem. Then the root cause
dies if its "fuel supply" is interrupted for an adequate duration.
Q: (L) Will this work on me?
A: You need to utilize herbal therapies and nerve or neural blocking
techniques, such as self hypnosis and acupuncture.
Q: (L) Well, I have been having such horrible pain in my leg that
I am unable to walk without a cane. What is causing this pain?
A: Tissue nodular grains passing through vascular region affected
by mild thrombosis. Try spirulina, for starters.
This last
session, the one when the aura photographs were taken, was the beginning
of another simultaneous thread of weirdness of that time period as I
have already detailed in the story of Lilly and Sandy and the Reptoid
Rape. It was the next day that Lilly had called to inform me that Sandy
was involved with a "coven" of some sort. I was sure that,
even if it had been true in the past, Sandy was a "reformed"
person. There was just no way she could participate in something like
that on one night of the week and then sit in on our sessions on another.
And she had been so devoted to me in helping me to recover from my accident
that I simply could not believe that she was still connected to any
of those people!
But,
of course, this was also the same time period that I had been sent the
information about the Greenbaum programming and I was somewhat concerned
about Lilly's revelations about Sandy and the remark under hypnosis
that she and Sandy had been part of the same "programming set,"
which I took to be a "group." Not only that, but there was
the receipt of the Elaine and the Sisters of Light material
at precisely the time that Lilly made her revelations to me about Sandy.
Was I looking at another aspect of the "hidden control mechanism?"
The whole thing was so unlikely and so crazy that I was really stretching
my credulity to even deal with it on a rational basis. But heck! When
you talk to "6th density light beings" via a board on Saturday
nights, how unlikely and weird can anything be?
In
retrospect, I can see that I was being taught to see the unseen by the
assembly of all these people around me.
The adventure
of the hero is always a passage beyond the veil of the known into
the unknown; the powers that watch at the boundary are dangerous;
to deal with them is risky; yet for anyone with competence and courage
the danger fades.
In the
Banks Islands of the New Hebrides, if a young man coming back from
his fishing on rock, towards sunset, chances to see "a girl with
her head bedecked with flowers beckoning to him from the slope of
the cliff up which his path is leading him; he recognized the countenance
of some girl of his own or a neighboring village; he stands and hesitates
and thinks she must be a mae; (an amphibious sea snake) he looks more
closely, and observes that her elbows and knees bend the wrong way;
this reveals her true character, and he flies. [Campbell, 1949]
Within
just a few days of this last session, I was nearly on the verge of total
physical collapse. The ear infection had "exploded" again;
my eyes were inflamed and oozing sero-sanguinous fluid constantly, and
I was pushing myself to get the magazine finished no matter how sick
I was. The final straw was when the infection dropped into my lungs.
Q: (L)
If you will bear with us tonight, we would like to ask a couple of
health related questions.
A: Yes.
Q: (L) First, is this sickness that I am experiencing part of an 'attack?'
A: As always.
Q: (L) Is there anything I can do to terminate this kind of attack?
A: No. Prevent? Yes!
Q: (L) What can one do to prevent these kinds of attack?
A: Always watch all portals! Those around you are all portals always!
Q: (L) So, there are portals all around. If that's the case, it seems
that you could spend all your time watching all of them and never
get anything else done!
A: Incorrect, when portals are activated, you will know if you are
watching!!! Your problem has been "falling down on the job," especially
not being aware of the danger presented by those closest to you. You
tend to expect attack to always come from more or less disassociated
parties, and you frequently confuse issues: mode and source!
So,
the Cassiopaeans were taking their gloves off and plainly telling me that
my health was deteriorating due to my associations with certain people.
I am ashamed to admit how dense I was and that I just could NOT conceive
of how innocent and friendly and seemingly helpful people could be "instruments"
of attack. I mean, what was I supposed to do? Lock myself away from human
interaction altogether? How could anyone in their right mind believe that
there was anything dangerous or negative in any of them? They were just
average people like me, trying to function in their own, personal, dysfunctional
ways, just like me and everybody else on the whole blasted planet!
Q: (L)
Well, is this especially true as we are on the verge of getting the
magazine out and getting some things out on the internet?
A: Of course, that should be obvious.
Q: (L) Does that also include Pam suddenly developing aches and pains
every time we try to get the work done?
A: Yes, and expect more.
Q: (L) Well, I am so sick that I am ready to throw in the towel.
A: Throw in the towel?!? It's too late!! And besides, your life will
dramatically improve if you persevere, as we have told you.
Another
issue at the time was Sandy and her problems with her mother and sister.
Her mother was in a retirement home and Sandy was constantly stressed
because her mother was complaining that she was being mistreated at
the home, that she was missing meals and so forth. I knew that Sandy
had been adopted by a well-to-do older couple - pillars of the community
- and I also knew that Sandy had spent many of her early years as a
Motorcycle Mama with the Outlaws motorcycle gang. As I have already
discussed, I knew there were skeletons in Sandy's closet, and I felt
that she had been horribly abused in some way, even if she would never
talk about it, and even if she had been involved in gang type murders
with the Outlaws, I was sure that it was only on the periphery and not
by choice. I knew from things other people had told me that once one
is inside one of these gangs, it is almost impossible to get out.
But now
Sandy was a "reformed" person. She had experienced an epiphany
when her boyfriend had died, had given up her old ways, enrolled in
massage school so that she could "help people," and I had
met her at the Reiki group. After my accident, knowing that she was
a masseuse, I had called her for therapy. During the course of therapy,
we had discussed the Cassiopaeans and she had been very excited to attend
a session. After her first, she was so enthusiastic and full of helpful
ideas and actions that she became a regular part of the group.
My own
mother, who had taken the "home nursing" course as described
earlier, was asked by Sandy to take on the case of her mother in preference
to the assorted cases she was handling for the home health nursing agency
she worked for. The pay would be the same, and we discussed it and felt
that it would be preferable for mother to care for someone who was "close"
rather than a continuous series of assorted strangers as was the case
in agency directed work.
So, a lovely
little house was obtained and set up for the care of Sandy's mother,
and the two ladies were moved in.
Little
by little, very dark things about Sandy's mother were revealed. She
proved to be one of those manipulative, vicious and self-centered old
people who really need to be in a retirement home because no one else
can possibly deal with the demands they make. And that was just the
3rd density perception. My mother was complaining daily to me about
how it was just not worth it to try to care for this woman because she
simply needed round the clock nursing and refused to do anything for
herself. To ice the cake, Sandy's mother, even though she was not able
to take herself to the bathroom or feed herself, or move at all, demanded
to be made up every day, have her hair done professionally, and to be
dressed fashionably at all times, including spike heels! And just one
person, who was, herself, elderly, was supposed to do all of this 24
hours a day, 7 days a week.
But, there
seemed to be something much darker going on, though I could not put
my finger on it. After enjoying very good health for all her life, my
mother began to have serious health problems. She couldn't sleep at
night because Sandy's mother rang her bell every two or three hours
to be taken to the bathroom and refused to wear an absorbent undergarment
at night because it was not "aesthetic." Well, I can understand
that, but I also was thinking about the fact that this woman apparently
had no regard for any other human being on the planet other than herself.
I tried
to talk to Sandy about it. I realized that we had made a mistake setting
this situation up. But Sandy couldn't speak to her mother, it seemed.
She could see the problems when she was away from her, and would resolve
to do something about it; but the instant she was in her mother's presence,
a change came over her and she was afraid to say anything that would
upset her mother because she was so needy for her mother's approval.
At the
same time, Sandy herself didn't seem to have any wish to take any responsibility
for her mother herself.
I asked
Sandy to take her mother on weekends, but she was always unable to do
so for one reason or another. She would say that she was coming to take
her to lunch, or to her own home for the day, or just to administer
meds and get her mother to bed so that my mother could have an hour's
rest. But she always managed to not do any of these things and to have
endless excuses as to why she couldn't. Yet, for some reason, I had
nothing but sympathy for Sandy. I really thought that Sandy ought to
be able to manage these things herself like anybody else, but she was
so pitiful and seemingly grateful for every minute of my time that I
felt guilty for resenting the many demands placed on me.
I was,
of course, caught in the middle. My mother had given up her very nice
apartment to undertake this job, and, in a surprising switch, Sandy
was claiming that the costs of the house and utilities ought to be considered
part of the payment, so that mother rapidly arrived at a point where
she had very little funds in the bank to make a change even if she wanted
to.
The whole
situation was rapidly drawing to an explosion and I knew it. I pleaded
with Sandy to speak to her mother and let her know that if she could
not have consideration for the fact that she was very well cared for
to have a full-time day nurse to attend to her needs, in the environment
of her own home, with comforts and advantages that were simply not available
in the retirement home setting (it was a very depressing place with
tiny cubicles for rooms, and no privacy), that she would have to go
back to the home and give up her freedom altogether.
Sandy just
couldn't do it.
And I began
to think more and more about the "coven" that Sandy was supposed
to belong to according to Lilly, and the Greenbaum programming, and
the Sisters of Light material, especially in terms of her mother being
one of the "powerful women" who ruled said cult behind a facade
of ordinary life. Could it be possible that Sandy had been adopted by
these people, well-to-do pillars of their community, and that her parents
had been a part of this cult or some sort of coven? Could it be possible
that Sandy, herself, had been subjected to Greenbaum and or cultic programming
as a child, and that she had multiple personalities, one of which acted
for the "cult," and the other was just "ordinary Sandy?"
These were
absolutely crazy ideas!
Now, the
curious thing about the whole "Sandy episode" was that Sandy
had originally been a member of the Reiki group that I have already
discussed. She was very close to those Metaphysical Church people who,
in the end, tried to kill me.
But,
Sandy had become VERY close to me. Not only did she attend all the sessions
and contribute financial support to the recording materials and computer
materials necessary to produce our little printed extracts, she was
also readily available for the therapy sessions that the doctor prescribed
three times a week. (I had chiropractic and massage on alternate days
so that I was actually receiving therapy 6 days a week - with very little
improvement!)
Now,
here is the curious chain of events in the short version: Because my
child was ill and I needed to find work that I could do at home, I met
Frank. Because of the investigation into the murder of the 12 year old
girl on the East side of the county, I was laid up in bed and read the
UFO books brought by Frank. This connected to Pam and the incident with
the Flying Black Boomerangs. This was followed by the major deterioration
of my health. The health problems led to the Reiki group through my
mother. At the Reiki classes I met Louise, Candy Trudy, Reverend Ruth,
Sandy and that whole crew that tried to kill me; through Candy I also
met MT, a woman who owned a metaphysical book store, who introduced
me to RC, who referred Lilly to me. And through RC I fell heir to the
magazine which sent me to the print shop to reconnect with Pam. So,
I had been being passed around, or so it would seem, in a large circle.
Shades of Elaine and the Sisters of Light!
Of
course, my mind was working overtime to explain all of these things
in a rational way. I did not want to fall into the trap of "believing
and thereby making real" in terms of the Greenbaum and Elaine material,
and maybe if I hadn't been doing that, I would have noticed things sooner!
Little
by little I started to get the idea that something was not quite right
with this scenario. Every interaction with Sandy and her mother resulted
in a serious draining of energy or sickness. My mother was constantly
sick after undertaking the care of Sandy's mother. And, at this point,
a new scenario began to develop. Every interaction with Sandy in the
group resulted in an argument or misunderstanding. On several occasions,
these disagreements almost led to the giving up of the project altogether!
I
think the reader may be getting some idea of how truly complicated and
strange this whole time period was! Anyway, this was the situation at
the time of the next session. I had not said anything to Sandy about
the things Lilly had said. I was beginning to watch things, however,
and was keeping my own council. But, apparently, Sandy had something
on HER mind.
A
few days after the session Lilly had attended, where Sandy had left
early with a headache, after Lilly had conveyed to me the information
about Sandy and the cult activity, Sandy had confided to me that she
believed she was soon going to die because of several disturbing dreams
she had experienced. Naturally, my sympathies were engaged and I put
aside everything to deal with her concerns.
Q:
(L) Sandy has had several dreams about a storm coming and having
to batten down the hatches and relocating...
A: Sandy must inquire.
Q: (S) In my dream, it was either a physical move, or a moving on
to something. Am I moving out of town in a physical way, is it a
spiritual moving on, or am I moving in a different direction in
terms of my path?
A: That is four questions at once.
Q: (S) Am I going to be leaving the area?
A: Do you desire to?
Q: (S) No, I don't.
A: Then why would you expect that you would?
Q: (S) Well, that's what the dream was, but I know it's symbolic.
Do you think maybe I could be moving on, hopefully spiritually?
What does it mean, my moving on or relocating?
A: Vague.
Q: (S) Well, I just wonder in what way... [At this point, I became
impatient with Sandy being unable to simply voice her worries and
I jumped in.] (L) Sandy has said that she thinks this dream means
she is going to die...
A: Sandy, ask your questions directly, please! If you "beat around
the bush," we will also!
Q: (S) Will I be moving into 5th density soon?
A: What is "soon?"
Q: (S) Will it be sometime this year?
A: Only if you do something that might best be described as "ill
advised."
The next
question in this session relates to an odd comment the Cassiopaeans
had made about a year previously which I will insert here so that
the next parts of the session will make sense:
Q:
(L) I would like to know how many lifetimes I have had as a human
being?
A: That is open to definition.
Q: (L) Well, on planet Earth.
A: Including Neanderthal?
Q: (L) No, let's skip those.
A: Okay, then it is 79 in broken sequence.
Q: (L) Broken by what?
A: Other planes.
Q: (L) The same question for Frank?
A: Same exactly.
Q: (L) How many for Sandy? Same?
A: No. Not correct definition of answer.
Q: (L) What would be correct for her?
A: Not same exact sequence. 72 plus 4 as special learning channel
"hold back" on contemplative plane AKA 5th density level.
Q: (L) Sandy is a 5th level soul?
A: No. Spent 4 sequence hold-overs there.
Now,
back to Sandy's question in the chronological sequence:
Q: (S) Because of all these dreams about me moving on, could it
have something to do with, like, in an earlier session you said
that I was a, umm, I was held over in 5th density as a learning
channel. Now, I must have been learning something important to be
held over as many times as I was. Will whatever I was learning in
5th density come in handy in this lifetime, maybe?
A: What do you think you have been doing for the past year, as you
measure "time?" And, what is "moving on?"
Q: (S) Progressing?
A: Yes!!
Q: (S) You mean that what I am learning here, the knowledge I am
getting here?
A: That is beside the point, somewhat.
Q: (S) The only other thing is therapy... is it the channeling?
A: Both, and more to come.
Q: (S) Well, I feel like I am just wasting my time in doing the
therapy...
A: Let it flow, Sandy, don't worry about what all the twists and
turns along the way mean... It is the destination that matters,
and that is not for you to know yet.
Q: (S) In all these dreams, I am repeatedly packing up to move.
I have never had dreams that repeated over and over. This is a first
for me...
A: Have you ever had other "firsts?"
Q: (S) Yes...
A: Did you panic over those?
Q: (S) Sometimes.
A: And what happened?
Q: (S) I survived.
A: So...?
Q: (S) I just learn from them and grow from them... (L) And don't
we just answer our own questions?
At this
point, Patrick, Pam's son who was also present, had been bouncing
in his chair in his impatience to get in a question:
Q:
(PK) I have a question... the lady who took the aura pictures the
other night told me that I can astrally project. Is this true?
A: Everyone can.
Q: (PK) America has a flag, does Cassiopaea have a symbol?
A: We have given two.
Q: (PK) I want to know if they can put something directly in my
subconscious. I need proof.
A: Proof, what is that?
Q: (PK) What is proof? Never mind. I'm afraid to ask.
A: Ask, what do you think we will do? Disintegrate you where you
sit?
Q: (PK) The rumbling... does everybody have this... the rumbling
sound in my head?
A: Vague, but we will answer if "everyone" were to choose to have
it, then everyone would have it.
Q: (L) What is it that Patrick perceives as a rumbling in his head.
Apparently, when he turns it on, it has a pronounced effect on his
aura.
A: Turn on a radii between channels, and what do you hear?
Q: (L) Static.
A: That is not the issue. Turn on a radio that has its tuner between
channels, and what do you hear???
Q: (L) You hear sort of a roaring sound. And this would imply that
the radio could be tuned.
A: Yes.
Q: (PK) And that is what I need to work on?
A: If you wish.
Q: (L) I don't know too many people who can turn this on and off...
A: But you know people who have it "on" all the time, and always
tuned.
Now,
before we continue with the session, let's go in another direction
for a moment to investigate this most interesting remark about "sounds
in the head." As I was working on this particular segment, the
new issue of Nexus magazine arrived (vol 8, No. 1),
in which there was a most interesting article by Gavin Dingley entitled
ParaSETI, ET Contact via Subtle Energies. As I was reading
through this article, I came across the following information which
I have condensed somewhat, so the reader may wish to read the original
article. I should also note that no specifice notes were attached
to the information in the article, and we have written to Mr. Dingley
for footnote sourcing, so the accuracy of the information has not
been confirmed. So, having said all that:
Thomas
Townsend Brown is a guy who is known in some circles for his work
in antigravity propulsion. Supposedly, Brown discovered a link between
gravity and electricity based on the electrical condenser or capacitor.
Brown hypothesized the existence of something he called "radiant
energy" which he thought was present throughout the universe
and that it might be gravitational in nature, though it was undetectible
by instruments.
He
was told by the experts that such a wave was impossible because
it would require gravity to be bipolar - to be able to repel as
well as attract. Later in his life he worked with Alfred Biefeld,
a former classmate of Albert Einstein who was also very interested
in gravity.
Biefeld
had already considered the possible gravitational effects of charged
electrical capacitors after studying the work of Faraday, the "Father
of Electricity." Faraday is being quoted to say "Electrical
capacity is to gravity, as inductance is to magnetism."
It
is well known that when current flows through a coil of wire, a
magnetic field is generated. The coil is able to store electrical
energy within the magnetic filed generated. An electrical capacitor
is something that is made up of two sheets of metal separated by
a dielectric insulator. When an electrical potential is applied
to the two plates, it causes the molecules of the dielectric to
align with the electric field.
So,
perhaps, the energy stored in a capacitor is a gravitational field
in the same way electrical energy is stored in the field of a coil.
In
1930, Brown entered the U.S. Navy and was on staff at the Naval
Research Laboratories in Washington. While investigating different
substances for use as dielectric material, Brown noticed a curious
phenomenon: the resistivity, or "insulation ability" of
some materials would change over time.
He
next noticed that this phenomenon followed sidereal and diurnal
changes; that is to say, it was influenced by solar and lunar cycles.
He also noticed that some material would generate spontaneous radio
frequency bursts. He also found many granitic and basaltic rocks
to be electrically polarized which is to say that they acted like
batteries. And, again, the amplitude of these "rock batteries"
was influenced by solar and lunar cycles.
A station
was set up to monitor the changes in the electrical self-potential
of these rocks and it was thought, for various technical reasons,
that the effect was gravitational in nature.
After
WWII, Brown was working in California and made another interesting
observation: he found that the patterns of the rocks electrical
potential did not match the ones recorded on the East Coast! The
rocks used in the East Coast experiments were different to those
used in California, that is, from different deposits, not different
in terms of type. So, from this observation, Brown concluded that
different rocks are tuned to different bands of this "radio
frequency energy.
Brown
concluded that the energy is the "radiant energy" he had
hypothesized while he was at Caltech. He thought that this energy
is high-frequency gravitational radiation which is being constantly
emitted from astronomical objects in outer space. While some dielectric
materials would pick up the radiation and convert it directly into
electrical energy, others would convert the energy into DC electricity.
Not only that, but these rocks are tuned to only a portion of the
total radiated energy present throughout the Universe. This means
that your average lump of basalt is a natural gravity-wave AM receiver,
tuned to only a few specific "radio stations!"
Another
researcher named Gregory Hodowanec was working on developing a sensitive
electronic scale and noticed slight differences in the weights he
was using. He found that putting a capacitor in the right part of
the scale circuit counteracted these variations. After investigating
further, he discovered that the earth's gravitational field was
the problem because it was not stable, but fluctuated. His scale
was so sensitive that it picked up these variations as changing
values in his weights. He then concluded that his capacitor, which
had been an "inspired" attempt to solve his problem, was
able to pick up the gravitational variations and convert them into
an electrical signal.
Hodowanec
then went on to develop an amplifier wired to a current to voltage
converter which was connected to the sensing capacitor, while its
output was fed into a standard voltage amplifier which in turn drove
a loudspeaker. The signals received by this simple circuit were
described as being similar to whale song. This is not conclusive,
but it is remarkable that structured audio signals were received
by this simple device.
Hodowanec
thought that his device received monopole gravity waves, different
from quadrapole waves described in Einstein's general theory of
relativity. Also, while the gravity waves theorized by Einstein
were limited to the speed of light, these monopole waves described
by Hodowanec were alleged to reach any point in space in one Planck
second. (10E-44 sec.) Hodowanec also suggested that electronic equipment
had been receiving this gravitational radiation for a very long
time, but it had been mistaken for 1/f noise. It is similar to what
you get when your radio is not tuned to a station, which is a sort
of rushing water sound. However 1/f noise has a deeper sound that
some describe as "roaring." Technically speaking, it is
a whole spectrum of random frequencies which have equally random
intensities, but for the most part, the lower frequencies are higher
in intensity that the higher frequencies which is why it has the
"lower" or "roaring" sound.
Hodowanec
hypothesized that the Universe is filled with this radiation and
that the detected isotropic microwave background radiation that
is supposed to be the echo of the Big Bang is actually gravity-wave
emissions. Hodowanec also found that Auriga and Perseus in the Milky
Way were the sources of many natural, yet unusual, audio signals.
He suggested that the general background noise can be altered, or
modulated, by the passing of large astronomical bodies which "cast
a shadow" over these emissions. This means that when such radiation
is demodulated, what one would hear would be the movements of planets,
stars and galaxies. Much of the high-frequency radiation is generated
by astronomical processes such as stars going supernova, star quakes
and even to tectonic movements within nearby planets.
So,
it seems that there are many signals throughout the Universe. Many
of them are natural and high in frequency. There may also be transmissions
of higher intelligence among them, waiting for a tuned receiver to
"read" them. [Dingley, 2000]
And,
speaking of transmissions, let's get back to our interrupted session:
Q:
(L) Okay, next question from the list: Sheldon Nidle has written
a book called Becoming a Galactic Human. He has said
that the Earth is going to go into a photon belt sometime this summer,
that there is going to be 3 days of darkness, and the poo poo is
going to hit the fan, so to speak, the aliens are going to land
in the late summer or the fall, and they are all coming here to
help us. Could you comment on these predictions?
A: No.
Q: (L) Is a fleet of aliens going to land on Earth and be announced
by the media in 1996?
A: No.
Q: (P) In 1997?
A: No.
Q: (L) Could you comment on the source of this book: Three
days of Darkness, by Divine Mercy?
A: Source?!?
Q: (L) Well, is there going to be 3 days of darkness in 1998 like
it says?
A: Why does this continue to be such a popular notion? And, why
is everyone so obsessed with, are you ready for this, trivia...?
Does it matter if there is three days of darkness?!? Do you think
that is the "be all and end all?" What about the reasons for such
a thing?... at all levels, the ramifications? It's like describing
an atomic war in prophecy by saying: "Oh my, oh my, there is going
to be three hours of a lot of big bangs, oh my!!"
Q: (L) Well, you didn't say it wasn't going to happen in the fall
of 1998. Is it?
A: First of all, as we have warned you repeatedly, it is literally
impossible to attach artificially conceived calendar dates to any
sort of prophecy or prediction for the many reasons that we have
detailed for you numerous times. [Note: the 'fluid' nature of the
future. Probability, etc.] And we have not said that this was going
to happen.
Q: (L) I know that you are saying that this 3 days of darkness is
trivial considering the stupendous things that are involved in realm
crossings. But, a lot of these people are interpreting this as just
3 days of darkness, then wake up in paradise. I would like to have
some sort of response to this question.
A: You should already know that to attempt to apply 3rd density
study and interpretations to 4th density events and realities is
useless in the extreme... This is why UFO researchers keep getting
3 new questions for every 1 answer they seek with their "research."
If you ask without anticipation, we will always give you not only
the most correct answers to each and every inquiry, but also the
most profound answers.
Q: (L) Previously you told us about the Southwest region of the
United States becoming 4th density. Will the people who live there
become 4th density beings? Or will they be 3rd density beings in
3rd density?
A: Some of both bleed-in and bleed-out.
Q: (L) Recently Frank had an experience where he heard me calling
him as he was going in his door. Then, he heard Jason talking to
him here in my kitchen when Jason was up in bed. He was worried
that it meant something had happened, but it was apparently nothing
of the sort. So, what was it?
A: Increased awareness of ethereal imprints.
Q: (L) When I was standing at the washer the other night, I heard
someone clap their hands very loudly right behind me. Nobody was
there.
A: Same.
Q: (L) You said earlier that if I just persevere that my life will
improve dramatically and immediately. It's getting pretty hard to
hang in here. So, when you say this, do you mean really sudden and
in a big way?
A: Open.
Q: (L) Are you going to give me any clues on this?
A: No.
Q: (PK) Do you ever laugh?
A: Yes.
Q: (PK) Do you miss being in 3rd density?
A: Do you miss being in 2nd? Or first?
Q: (PK) Are you laughing at us?
A: Yes. And no, Patrick, we were 3rd density beings in fact we are
you in the "future!" We were you, and we are you, and we were 3rd
density. Do you understand the significance of the last statement,
or would you rather just brush it off? We are you and we were you
and we were 3rd density but we are not now 3rd density and you are
not yet 6th density.
Q: (L) How do you spend your 'time?'
A: Teaching, sharing, assisting.
Q: (L) What do you do for fun?
A: That is fun!
Q: (P) With each other?
A: No.
Q: (P) With who?
A: Densities 1,2,3,4,5.
Q: (P) Do we all have a guardian angel? Each and every one of us?
One to a person?
A: Not correct concept.
Q: (L) How do we get assistance from higher realms?
A: By asking and...
Q: (L) What is the limit to the kind of assistance we can receive?
A: Limit?!? We live within a realm that includes no such thing!!!
Q: (L) Well, the 'angel thing' is pretty big nowadays. There are
an awful lot of angels running around. My first thought was: 'what
better way for the bad guys to deceive than to appear as angels.'
A: Not true!!! STS CAN appear as entities incorrectly perceived
as "angels," but if it is really a sixth density being, incorrect
perception is not possible.
Q: (L) I don't understand. There are a LOT of beings who deceive
people. They produce phenomena, they do any number of things including
making people 'feel good,' have dreams, and all that. What do you
mean that incorrect perception is not possible? It happens all the
time!
A: No.
Q: (L) Well, what is the story here?
A: Your perception abilities are short-circuiting due to vibrational
interaction.
Q: (L) Are you saying that, if there is anywhere in you a question
about what you are perceiving, then the very existence of that question
is an indication that all the rest of what you are perceiving could
be false?
A: Part of the equation.
Q: (L) So, if it is really a 6th density being, it will blow you
away to such an extent that there is NO question in your mind?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Now, what is the other part of the equation?
A: Well, why do you question us? First of all, you question us because
the communication is limited at this point... you are not yet prepared
for stronger envelopment.
Q: (P) So, I should continue to pray?
A: All goes to 6th density.
Q: (P) Okay, let's say that I have a little child who is dying of
leukemia, and I am praying with everything in me, and the child
dies anyway. I don't get it. What's the deal here?
A: Wrong. If child dies, that is your lesson profile.
Q: (P) Well, why isn't my lesson profile with this particular situation
that is going on in my life right now, why isn't it continuing?
I thought that maybe I need to...
A: Is it over yet, Pat?
Q: (P) No, it isn't over yet, but...
A: So, what is your question, if it is not yet concluded?
Q: (P) Can you feel what I am thinking?
A: Yes.
Q: (P) So, why do I need to ask?
A: Because we never interfere with free will.
Q: (P) If I continue to pray, things will continue to get better?
A: Things will stay on their intended course.
Q: (P) Are you telling me that my life has been predestined?
A: No. If you continue to pray, there is no chance of your lessons
being interrupted or deferred. Clarify.
Q: (P) Well, that sounds like it is going to continue, it is not
going to stop.
A: No, clarify means to solidify your understanding of the answer.
Q: (P) Well, I don't understand. (L) I think it is pretty clear
that the things you are experiencing are part of the lessons.
A: Whatever that is... i.e.: que sera sera.
Q: (P) But then, we are back to predestiny?
A: No, lessons.
Q: (P) Well, how many damn lessons do you have to get?
A: As many "damn" lessons as you need!
Q: (S) What about the prayers that are directed to Jesus?
A: Jesus is one of us in "special service" sector.
Q: (L) Like a "green beret?"
A: No, more like a "beige beret."
Q: (L) What is a 'beige beret?'
A: Just our term.
Q: (P) Well, I have just always wondered if this praying business
is a bunch of malarkey. If I pray a rosary, I am praying to the
Virgin Mary. Who is she? Where is she?
A: "She" is here too.
Q: (P) Does that prayer go directly to her and does she then send
you out to do whatever?
A: She is not really a she. And when you write to "Ann Landers,"
does she really see it? And Good night.
In addition
to the storm that was brewing in regard to Sandy, it was becoming
very evident that our involvement with Pam was far more complicated
and problematical than I had ever anticipated. We had started the
project at the beginning of January, and already I was becoming unwillingly
embroiled in Pam's control games with her children and her dying husband.
The whole family dynamic had presented itself in the beginning as
so very charming and loving. As I spent more time with them on the
magazine project, more and more secrets - UGLY secrets - bubbled to
the surface.
It became
clear that Pam had bought the print shop business in order to be able
to totally dominate her children. It was also clear that her children,
aged 20 and 17, were completely and totally irresponsible and undesirous
of being dominated. With a dying husband and mounting medical bills,
Pam had also endeavored to exert controls on her children by buying
both of them expensive new cars as well as a 40K sports car for herself
so that they could maintain their "images" as "business
owners." Patrick and Shayna, the children, thought that the print
shop was their personal bank and that it was supposed to finance their
every whim - even without completing the many orders that were placed
by their customers. They would take initial payments on large business
orders, close the shop and go out to eat and party and sometimes not
return to the shop for days.
Pat laughed
at this in an indulgent way for awhile. But then the bills began to
pile up and the investment income from her other sources began to
dry up, and her husband's pension and inherited trust fund payments
were not nearly enough to keep up the car and insurance payments.
And,
angry customers became more and more frequent making Pam embarrassingly
aware of what her kids were doing when she wasn't watching.
Pam was
at her wit's end. She would be at home, caring for her husband, and
would call the shop to see how the kids were managing things, and
find that it was closed and they were gone. Little by little she confided
to me her concern over Patrick and his apparent substance abuse problems
as well as her perception of her daughter, Shayna, as a flighty, promiscuous
borderline mental case. Pam was constantly dragging Patrick to doctors
for mind controlling drugs such as prozac and other anti-depressants.
She was convinced that if he failed to take his medication he would
turn into a monster, and he would certainly fail to take his medicine
if he did not have his mother's constant attendance.
I was
unsure why she felt this until she began to reveal that he had violent
tendencies and had physically attacked both his parents on occasion,
even throwing his father's oxygen tank into the swimming pool. Pam
had to call the police several times, but each time, she refused to
press charges when Patrick would beg her forgiveness as soon as the
police were at the door. On one such occasion, he had stormed out
of the house and had taken her car and disappeared for two weeks along
with her credit cards. It turned out that he and a friend had been
"partying" in New Orleans, visiting whorehouses and eating
in fine restaurants. She attributed all of this behavior to his failure
to take his medication, and she was determined to keep him under her
thumb; thus, she bought the print shop after he had expressed interest
in the printing business.
Shayna,
a more-than-plain girl with little but air between her ears, was proving
to be a teenaged slut of the first order. She had picked up a very
sleazy boyfriend at a nightclub who glommed onto her because of her
fancy car and access to fast, easy cash. More than once I observed
him brazenly opening the cash drawer in the shop and taking out money
for dinner and movies for himself and Shayna, who was simply gaga
that such a slick guy would pay her so much attention; never mind
that he was doing it with the customer's money and no work was getting
done for that money!
Pam tried
to control all of them and get the print shop to run, but it was a
losing battle. I was practically desperate to get the magazine finished
and Pam began to manipulate me to that end. She couldn't get
to my magazine, (which had been paid up front), until other,
even older, backed up orders were finished so I ended up spending
many nights in the shop helping her get the orders out. But, we could
only do that if Patrick showed up in condition to run the presses
which was problematical at best. He would disappear for days at a
time, showing up bleary eyed and sullen with no explanation for where
he had been or what he had been doing.
And worse
than that, he was dangling after my daughter who was completely insensible
to any warnings I gave her that she was being sucked into a black
hole!
It was
turning into a nightmare! My dreams of producing a magazine and getting
it to the Gulf Breeze conference were rapidly fading, my daughter
was being drawn into the clutches of a family that I was beginning
to see as Tobacco Road incarnate, and meanwhile Sandy and her wicked
witch mother lurking like spiders in the background. I resolved to
keep my cool, navigate these treacherous waters as best I could, and
try to get out of this minefield with as little damage as possible.
Meanwhile,
as if things were not crazy enough, another weird element was introduced
into the situation. Against all odds and opposition, I finally had
all the layout done, the copy was finished on the computer, (I should
add that I had to learn the program by doing it!), and we were ready
to print. At this point, a man came into the print shop talking big
money and big print jobs. He was a huge guy, over 6 and a half feet
tall, puffing a cigar and punctuating the verbal dollar signs he was
scattering through the atmosphere with smoke rings. Pam and her kids,
desperate for more money, hung on his every pronouncement of how he
was the answer to their prayers; they were sitting on a gold mine
in their print shop, and he was just the guy to turn every ream of
paper to riches. I could see my magazine being shoved to the back
room with every word.
Not surprisingly,
all of a sudden, Pam and her kids were no longer interested in the
magazine or anything but the promises of gold and glory being spun
by the "mysterious stranger." I couldn't get anyone to answer
the phone at the print shop; no one answered the phone at Pam's house
and I was feeling desperate again at the thought of all my hard work
being locked up and inaccessible to me. At least my daughter seemed
to be seeing the light and was distancing herself from Patrick. I
counted my blessings on that one.
Then
Pam called. Something was not "right" with the "mysterious
stranger." Things were getting totally weird in her life also!
She needed to come and talk to me and she needed to ask the Cassiopaeans
some questions. Well, finally! The light was shining through and everybody
was going to figure out all the issues and start acting like human
beings again!
As best
I could make out from the very confused tale she recounted to me,
this mysterious man was taking control of her son and filling his
mind with promises of big money while, at the same time, not coming
up with any money of his own to back up his big words. Not only that,
but the stories he recounted to all of them about his experiences
as an "undercover agent" were getting stranger and stranger.
He claimed to have been a spy against the Nazis in WWII and he also
claimed to have been single-handedly responsible for bringing down
the Outlaws Motorcycle Gang! (This mention of the Outlaws Motorcycle
Gang was a really creepy thing since Sandy had spent so many years
in that environment. It was just another of the many crazy connections
threading through this whole drama.) He also claimed to have been
forced to divorce his wife and abandon his family to do this job,
which was a great and noble sacrifice on his part, though no reason
was ever given as to why this had been necessary. Further, after it
was all over, (and all this was supposed to have taken place in Tallahassee),
he had re-married her, they had a child, and this child had convinced
him to give up the cloak and dagger life, which was why he was now
looking for promising businesses in which to invest lots of money.
The only problem was, the money didn't seem to be materializing.
He promised
to show up with a large check to put down on a big job for Patrick
that was going to be the start of their future money-making enterprises;
however, this event kept getting put off over and over again. So Pam
was becoming suspicious and thought that they were being taken for
a ride by a con artist. She expressed this opinion to her son, and
Patrick was so "taken in" by the man that he fell out with
his mother and spent more and more time away from the shop, which
meant that less and less work was getting done!
I really
wanted OUT of this mess. But, I didn't know what to do. I knew that
Pam was not in any position to pay back the money I had already paid
her to purchase the paper which was sitting unused in the shop. I
knew I couldn't just take my paper to another shop and get a similar
deal where I could do some of the work for a lower cost. I also knew
that I didn't have the money to just go to any print shop and get
the whole thing done from scratch. What's more, time was growing short.
If we wanted to have a thousand magazines to take to the conference,
it had to be done pretty soon!
As it
happened, the very day that Pam called me, right after she hung up
the phone, the mysterious stranger DID come in to the shop to reassure
her that he would be dropping off some big money in the next few days.
AND he had his wife with him along with the child. The only problem
was, as Pam expressed it to me when she called later, the child was
only about 8 or 9 years old, and the woman was clearly in her 70s
or thereabouts. The man, himself, didn't look to be much over 40,
so all the numbers regarding when he was doing what just didn't add
up.
Pam was
mystified.
I was
disgusted with the whole thing. I couldn't figure out why Pam just
couldn't see that the guy was a con artist from the word "go,"
and why did she keep dangling after him when he hadn't put up a single
dime?
Well,
she came over wanting to discuss every detail of what this man had
told her, every thing he had told her son, dates and times and just
the whole scenario and it was so bizarre as to baffle the cleverest
mind. He couldn't be old enough to do all the things he claimed, and
his wife wasn't young enough to be the mother of a pre-adolescent
child! It was perfectly weird!
Well,
we decided that the guy was a complete fraud and con artist. I just
wanted him gone and my magazine printed. Apparently, Pam had been
ashamed to call me for advice without being able to produce something
of what was supposed to have already been finished, and she had prevailed
on Patrick to print the inside pages. So, Frank and I were invited
to the shop the next day to get all the pages of the magazine assembled.
Now, all that was left to do was to print the covers.
So the
next evening, there we were, in the print shop after closing and the
doors were locked. The presses were running in the back, and Patrick
seemed to be more stable than usual. He was working hard and doing
a very good job. I was thinking that things might work.
A knock
came at the door.
It was
the "mysterious stranger" just "dropping by" to
say that he would be there with the "big check" in the morning.
He was full of all kinds of apologies for having had to "leave
town on a special assignment that was an emergency." Never mind
that he was retired from "cloak and dagger" stuff. They
had had an emergency that only he could handle! Now he was back, and
all would be well! Then, out of the blue, in response to no question
whatsoever, he began to point by point give explanations for all
the difficulties we had found with his story, including the fact that
he was from a family that just simply did not show their age, even
though he was now claiming to be well into his 60's. So, naturally,
that explained how he could have been a spy against the Nazi's and
still look young enough to go undercover with the Outlaws Motorcycle
Gang! His wife, on the other hand, had been horribly injured because
of some of "secret agent" work, and that was why he had
had to divorce her - for her safety - and when they remarried, she
was still undergoing plastic surgery that "went bad" and
that was why she looked so old. But she was really much younger than
she looked! But, they had dreamed of a "regular family"
and had gotten help with in vitro conception, even though she was
still older than she should have been to have a child, while being
younger than she looked, and so on and on.
No problem.
Everything was explained.
The only
thing was: no one had asked any questions about these things or voiced
their doubts and questions; at least not to his face!
Yet,
he had just stood there and, point by point, in the same order we
had discussed them, answered every question we had established as
important in our private conversation of the night before. My back
was to him as I listened as I was working on collating pages, and
I can tell you that my jaw dropped to the floor when he started on
this subject. The hair on the back of my neck stood up and my skin
felt like it was going to crawl off my flesh! I had the most bizarre
sensation of time stopping and I almost froze in my rhythmic paper
stacking motions; I had to force myself to keep working and to show
no sign of surprise or curiosity.
Then,
just as if he had done what he came to do, he gave everyone a cheerful
good night and left!
We all
turned around and looked at each other with our mouths hanging open,
our eyes as big as saucers, and said: What the HECK just happened
here?! The three of us could hardly speak. We could only sit and look
at each other and feel like the laws of the universe had been violated
somehow.
After
a few minutes Pam breathed "Jesus H. Christ! It was just like
he had been listening to us talking last night!"
And she
was right.
We called
Patrick out of the press room and told him the story and he looked
at all of us with disgust on his face and pronounced us "paranoid."
Well,
maybe we were.
But maybe
we had a reason to be. The next night, Frank was at his job, sitting
at his desk, when he stood up to go to the water fountain. As he rose
from his chair, he turned and looked at the window of the office building
where he was employed, and there, standing and staring inside, was
the "mysterious stranger." As soon as he saw Frank stand
up he began to move away as if he had just been "passing by,"
but it was too late. Frank knew he was being watched.
He called
me when he was home and told me. The main thing we couldn't figure
out was how did this guy know where Frank worked and what his schedule
was? I called Pam to see if she had told the guy anything. It turned
out that even Pam didn't know where Frank actually worked!
How did
this guy know? Why was he watching Frank? Who was he and what did
he want? How did he know about our private conversations at MY house?!
What was this deal about the Outlaws that connected him in a strange
way to Sandy?
Pam had
become so frightened by the incidents that she had called the local
law enforcement offices to inquire and complain. The day after she
did this, the man showed up and made vague, threatening remarks about
how "traitors" were dealt with "permanently" and
that guys in law enforcement always shared information with each other.
He didn't say anything specific, but was generally vague and indirect.
Nevertheless, Pam nearly had a heart attack!
So, it
seemed that some questions were in order. The next session was attended
by a number of guests, including a friend that Lilly had brought.
The Cassiopaeans were uncharacteristically sharp with Sandy and I
was aware of all kinds of cross-currents of energy flowing around
the room. For some time, Sandy had been in charge of note-taking,
and it was a constant struggle for me to work with her notes because
she was careless and easily distracted. It seemed that the Cassiopaeans
weren't too happy with this state of affairs either, or they were
trying to convey something to me through their remarks to her:
Q:
(L) We have several questions tonight. Do you have any particular
messages for anyone here first?
A: The need to deliver messages flows naturally, there is no
way to "choreograph" it by requesting a specific "time" for
this procedure. And, please tell Sandy to relay specifically
when we place words in quotes!!!!! It is annoying to not get
messages properly transmitted when it is important for each
entity receiving to absorb every detail of the given messages
as it is intended. We have up until now not said anything about
this, in the hopes that she would learn this by herself, but
alas, she has not. Therefore, we regret the necessary reprimand.
Sorry Sandy, but now please be aware that you have been told,
and do not make this error ever again!
Q: (L) Goodness! All I did was ask if there was a message for
anyone!
A: But it is important for you to continue at the same steady
pace.
Q: (L) Can I continue with the questions now?
A: Obviously, it is always possible to do all that you desire
to attempt.
Q: (L) First question: there were rumors on the internet that
a respected scientist described a 'ship' in orbit around the
planet Saturn, which was said to be as large as the planet Earth.
And, supposedly, he said that the photographs from the space
probe that sent back the pictures of Saturn's rings, showed
this ship clearly with portholes in it. Is this thing seen in
orbit around Saturn, described by this NASA scientist on television,
which I cannot confirm because I did not see it, is it, in fact,
an artificially constructed craft of some sort?
A: No. It was an artificially constructed tale.
Q: (L) Okay, there is a fellow, TF, who has been hanging around
Pam's print shop, who has a VERY strange story about his past
and present. The funny thing is, all the odd things about his
story that we were discussing recently, he explained point by
point the following day as though he had been listening to our
conversation and knew of our doubts and suspicions. Who is this
guy and what are his objectives where Pam is concerned?
A: Best not to discuss issues which threaten to interfere with
free will directive. Suggest you stay "on your toes" with this
one!
Q: (L) Is there anything about this that you can tell us that
does not interfere with free will?
A: Have you not thought to gently inquire of the individual
in question? And if not, why not? Generally, those involved
in a ruse, be it simple or complex, are uncomfortable with graduated
incremental disclosure!
Q: (L) Is one of the reasons you cannot discuss this more freely
because we have such a large group this evening?
A: Who says we are not discussing it freely? Subtle answers
that require effort to dissect, promote intensified learning.
Q: (L) Okay. I made the observation that if the fellow was a
government spy, he would certainly have had a better cover story
that the one presented. Am I on the right track?
A: Maybe.
Q: (L) And, sometimes it seems that alien programmed or controlled
individuals do not have stories that make sense, or are consistent,
because maybe there is some lack in their understanding of human
culture. Am I on the right track here?
A: Sometimes is not all times.
Q: (L) Well, the guy is really HUGE and has size 17 feet...
he looks like a Nephilim to me! Am I on the right track?
A: It would be more fun if he had size "35" feet!
Notice
the curious reference to the 3-5 code! What were they trying to
tell us?
Q:
(L) Who has size 35 feet?
A: If you meet them, "give us a call!"
Q: (L) Are you joking with me? All kidding aside...
A: You need to be aware of all "guys."
Again,
a warning to be aware.
Q: (L) Does Pam have anything to be afraid of?
A: What have we told you about knowledge as opposed to ignorance?!?
Q: (L) Pam wants to know what his intentions are.
A: Review answer two. [Answer two of this series would have
been "Generally, those involved in a ruse, be it simple
or complex, are uncomfortable with graduated incremental disclosure!"]
Q: (P) Was he paranoid about the questions we were asking a
week prior to tonight?
A: What happens to those who become uncomfortable?
Q: (L) Well, they get out of the situation. So, start grilling
him...
A: Not "grill." We suggest subtle approach, or grill him "rotisserie"
style.
Q: (P) Do I have any reason to be concerned about my actions
regarding him, that I called to check on him with the police
and reported him to the State Attorneys office?
A: Possibly.
Q: (P) Is it possible that there are 'moles' in the tiny little
police department here?
A: Open.
Q: (P) Do I need to get a bodyguard?
A: You are straying, please review.
Q: (P) Patrick seems to believe everything he says.
A: Ask Patrick.
Q: (L) What do you think, Patrick? (PK) I think he does a little
bit of double-talk, but not as much as everybody thinks.
A: That is not the issue.
Q: (L) Is the specific issue whether this guy has any alien
connections...
A: No, that is not it.
Q: (P) Is he monitoring us?
A: Review answer two. Now, ask yourself Pam, how likely is it
that anyone with a tremendous ability to supposedly create such
massive amounts of income, would just "walk in the door" and
offer you a partnership in an endeavor that is going to produce
such riches, as the person in question has described to you?
If this individual has such tremendous acumen, why would he
want to share the "bounty?" Remember the old saying: if something
sounds too good to be true...
At
this point, the discussion veered off onto El Chupacabras. Since
we have already discussed that in its own context, I am going to
omit it here and continue with the material from the last part of
this session in the "chronology."
Q:
(Lilly) I would like to know if the Cassiopaeans are familiar
with the entity that was on the three dimensional level known
as Paramahansa Yogananda?
A: Third density, not three dimensional. And yes, but this entity
had many aliases: Thorn, Christian, Mobson Singh, etc.
Q: (Lilly) Where is Paramahansa now?
A: Fifth Density.
Q: (Lilly) Is he the Avatar?
A: That is a subjective, artificial concept of the self- styled
variety.
Q: (Lilly) Who came up with the concept? (Wilma) I don't know.
I read it in a book somewhere. (L) So, someone said he is now
an Avatar?
A: Is Debbie a "shaman," is Billy a "hero," is Oscar a "blade
runner?"
Q: (L) I read Yogananda's book and it seemed that he might be
a very holy person. He seemed to have very loving concepts and
practices in his life. (Lilly) I just wanted to know where he
is now. Does fifth density have anything to do with Venus?
A: That is not a proper conceptualization.
Q: (L) Fifth density is the contemplation and recycling 'zone.'
(Lilly) Well, at the centers, the ashrams and shrines, people
swear that he appears to them. I was curious also about the
entity in my home.
A: This is a hanger-on from visit with Wilma at her domain.
It is an E.energy seeking renewal.
Q: (L) Is Lilly's critter an STS or STO entity?
A: Open.
Q: (L) How does it make you feel? (Lilly) I am tired all the
time. (L) How can she get rid of it?
A: Spirit release.
Q: (Lilly) Was it attached to Wilma first?
A: Yes.
Q: (Lilly) Is this what set off my fire alarm?
A: Energy therefrom. [Break]
Q: (L) Sandra [not Sandy] wants to know about her uncle who
just died in January. (Sandra) Where is he?
A: He is at 5th density.
Q: (Sandra) Is he having a hard time adjusting?
A: No, but remember, there is no "time" there.
Q: (Sandra) Many members of the family have reported having
visions and dreams of him. What are these caused by?
A: Various processes.
Q: (Sandra) Are any of these caused by Uncle Andrew himself
visiting?
A: That is too simplified. We meant that your comment was too
simplified. The question is: are any of these manifestations
Uncle Andrew?
Q: (Sandra) He appeared to his oldest daughter ...
A: The concept is faulty.
Q: (Sandra) So, the appearances are all their own expectations?
A: No, not always, but we are trying to teach.
Q: (Sandra) Is he at peace?
A: Yes. Do you want to learn, or would you prefer to assume?
Q: (L) What are these kinds of manifestations?
A: They are 5th density thought projection energy waves. There
is no time on 5th density. All event sequences happen eternally
and for an instant only at once.
Q: (L) How does that relate to the question?
A: Because Sandra asked if he was at peace, and if he was "adjusting."
Do you not see that by the "time" you realize someone is "dead,"
they have already, in essence, experienced their entire 5th
density incarnation recycling, learning and contemplative experience
in "zero time?!"
Q: (L) Sandra wants to know how many times she has been 'recycled'
as a human being?
A: 84.
Q: (Sandra) I knew it! That's why this body is breaking down
in pieces! [Sandra, herself, would be dead within months of
this session.] (P) What about me?
A: 73.
Q: (P) Have Shayna and I known each other in another life?
A: Yes, all have and do. Number of incarnations does not predetermine
schedule for graduation. And you, my dear, are too fatigued,
so Good Night.
This
last was addressed to me. It was true, I was having a lot of trouble
staying with the program! There was something about this particular
session that was unpleasant - the energy was not "right,"
and I wanted it to end. Apparently, the Cassiopaeans felt the
same.
The
following week I declined all requests for guest attendance. I
wanted to deal with this issue of "corruption of the channel,"
as I perceived it:
Q:
(L) Last Saturday night we had a very large group of people here
and I experienced very unpleasant sensations. I would like to
know the source of these? Was the channel corrupted?
A: Not corrupted, diluted. Static EM discharge from two entity
sectors.
Q: (L) Was this due to the presence of any one or more persons
in the room?
A: One person but two entities.
Q: (L) Well you said, at the time, that Lilly had an attachment
and needed spirit release, is this the same person?
A: You learn by answering, using your own learnings, not from
ceaseless confirmations by us.
Q: (L) Well, I am obviously not learning too well, even if you
have been telling me about my "amazing abilities" which don't
seem to be so amazing lately!
A: All who have amazing abilities must too guard against corruptive
forces from within and without having to do with prejudice, assumption,
and the anticipatory desires involving patterning presumption.
i.e. keep an open mind, always!!!
Q: (L) Well, this leads me to the situation with the mothers:
can you give us any immediate advice on this. A clue as to how
to settle this situation.
A: Advice was given; not followed! Transposed by Sandy!!!
Q: (L) Do you mean the advice Frank gave Sandy?
A: First things first! Please, Sandy, try to be accurate! You
were warned, Sandy! Please, please, please, please, when you call
or cry out for help and or guidance, know that we will always,
always, always answer. It is up to you to be aware and then trust
and follow. If your deep seated stubbornness prevents this, it
will result in nothing short of your total undoing! This is because
we never give such warnings, except when Vitally necessary! This
applies to all others present equally as well!!
Q: (L) This is a tough subject, any more on it?
A: Up to you. The situation will resolve naturally as all situations
do...
Q: (L) Is our involvement with Pam fortuitous or potentially disastrous?
A: Either.
Q: (L) You said before, that when we got things going that everything
would improve suddenly and dramatically, and immediately. We understood
that to mean getting online dialogs going and also getting the
magazine out. Are we going to be able to do this soon?
A: As soon as needed.
Well,
I was still trying to fit that square peg in the round hole!
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