Based on our extensive scientific research, the planet is about to
"rock and roll" - we figure about 2009 give or take six months
- and this is the material manifestation of the "cyclic event"
of the "cosmic shock," so to say.
Having now Mouravieff's piece of the puzzle, I have just assembled
from my notes a little book (well, maybe not so little) entitled "Ancient Science,"
I will send you a copy for review. I will paste in here part of the
introduction which serves to explicate some of our ideas:
After over thirty years of research, the one thing that has become
evident is that the energies of Creation emanate "downward,"
and our individuality as human beings is merely an expression of the
"Theological Dramas," so to say. To attempt to exert
our will or to make our voice travel "upward," against
Creation results only in a clash of forces. It is, in essence,
an attempt to violate the Free Will of Creation, i.e. Hubris.
This is why praying for material changes, rituals designed to "change"
reality, "positive thinking" with the "intent"
to change something "up there," in order to receive the benefits
"down here," is always doomed to produce more strife, misery
and suffering globally. "Seek ye first the kingdom of Heaven..."
and this kingdom is - or CAN be - within.
In other words, what we CAN do is to prepare ourselves for the emanations
that are traveling "downward" to be better received.
This is the essential point of Castaneda's Don Juan when he said:
One of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was
a construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding
the nature of man, they were able to reach the incontestable conclusion
that if seers can hold their own in facing [human] petty tyrants, they
can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even
stand the presence of the unknowable.
The average man's reaction is to think that the order of that statement
should be reversed," he went on. "A seer who can hold his
own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty tyrants. But
that's not so. What destroyed the superb seers of ancient times was
that assumption. We know better now. We know that nothing can temper
the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of dealing with impossible
people in positions of power. Only under those conditions can warriors
acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the unknowable.11
Castaneda, Carlos, The Fire From Within
All around us we see the results of this error: the idea that we can
exert our will and voice upward to change what is "above"
us in order to change our reality. This idea is at the root of
rites and rituals, demanding, pleading, visualizations, "workings,"
and so forth. When people think that "meditating on compassion,"
or "feeling the feelings of all beings," is going to result
in the "sonic entrainment of the heart's rhythm [being] braided
into more complex and coherent patterns," which will then enable
the person to "create a diamond imperishable body for use as a
teaching vehicle down here on earth," has missed the entire point.
To compare such ideas to the true work of Seeker of Ascension is simply
ignorant.
An extensive study of the historical literature shows that those who
actually MAY HAVE achieved Ascension don't just sit down one day and
meditate on compassion or the feeling of oneness and "boom!"
experience an "implosive soul force." Before Ascension
can ever achieved the point of being able to think even momentarily
about "the oneness of all beings," or the "feelings of
all beings," the REAL seekers have spent many, many years in the
struggle to "face petty tyrants," or to fully REALIZE objective
reality. He has repeatedly exposed himself to as many "unpleasant
experiences" as he can find, all the while struggling to master
his emotions, his desires, his physicality. It is the work of
making the physical vehicle "down here," receptive to whatever
may be "up there," as opposed to trying to forcibly create
something "up there," in order to have it "down here."
Nevertheless, the many teachers of ascension continue to expound on
the subject by saying such interesting things as: "It is possible
to ascend physically as Jesus and the other masters demonstrated.
In this process, the physical cells are all expanded into a higher
frequency. The physical body begins to glow from within and radiate
light. Much as the blades of a fan seem to "disappear" as
they rotate faster and faster, a body that is vibrating at higher frequencies
seems to disappear from the third dimension. Its primary focus is on
a higher dimension. It seems "magical" to those who remain
focused on the denser third dimension, but it is a perfectly natural
process."
Unfortunately, such promulgators of wisdom do not seem to be able to
demonstrate what they are teaching. But nobody usually notices that
part because they are too busy having "spiritual experiences"
produced by any number of "techniques" which make them "feel
good" long enough to whip out the credit card or sign the check.
A considerable period of time is required to finally come to the realization
that techniques that relieve stress or produce "good feelings,"
have done nothing to actually change their lives or their "vibrations."
They are still recognized by their neighbor's dog, they still find
new gray hairs on their heads, and they still get sick and have aches
and pains like everyone else. And they still "die in their sins."
What the modern day seekers of ascension are looking for - whether
they realize it or not - is the age-old quest. Those who are not familiar
with the extensive literature don't realize that the Quest for the
Holy Grail and the Great Work of Alchemy are described in almost the
same terms. This means that the Quest for the Holy Grail and the Work
of the Alchemists hold many clues for us as to the REAL WORK OF ASCENSION.
Repeatedly they present allegories of struggle, deception, battles
with dragons, deceivers, and evil forces of all kinds. The story o
the Knight who slays the Dragon and rescues the Princess from the Tower
after years of seeking, struggling, suffering and overcoming, is an
allegory that is as valid to day as it was in ages past. It is the
TRUE PATH OF ASCENSION.
As we present the information in this volume, the reader will be introduced
to the idea that the science of the ancients may have included a very
comprehensive knowledge of the deeper reality that present day sciences,
including physics, chemistry, mathematics, and astrophysics, are only
rediscovering. And here we do not mean the ancient Egyptians or Babylonians
or Sumerians, but rather peoples of far greater antiquity than they,
and that the Egyptians, Babylonians, Sumerians, and so on, retained
only a distorted and corrupted version of these things in the form
of myths and legends which they elaborated and utilized in their "magical
practices." Further, we propose that it is only in the light
of the present day scientific knowledge that the true ancient knowledge,
depicted in these myths and legends and religious rites can be properly
understood. Which is not to say that we are suggesting that we understand
or have interpreted all of them. We are only saying that there are
many things in these ancient stories that suggest the former existence
of an advanced science, that may have enabled interface between layers,
or dimensions of reality on this planet in archaic times.
This idea is not original to us, as many readers will know. However,
we do think that we have been able to shine a light into certain dark
corners that have been, heretofore, poorly understood. Arthur C. Clarke
pointed out, "Any sufficiently evolved technology is indistinguishable
from magic."
When we divest our minds of preconceived notions about what the ancients
may or may not have known, and we just look at myths and legends, the
substrate of religions, over and over again we see descriptions of
activities, events, terms and potentials that express such things as
a knowledge of free energy, anti- gravity, time travel, interplanetary
travel, atomic energy, atomic molecularization and demolecularization;
just a whole host of doings that are presently understood as the wild
and superstitious imaginings of howling savages. Today, these concepts
are only beginning to be understood.
Many scholars explain that such stories - myths and
legends - were primitive attempts to understand the environment by
personifying, or anthropomorphizing, the forces of nature. Other interpreters
make the mistake of assuming that it was a "sacred science"
in terms that strictly deny any form of material interpretation and
interpenetration.
I gave such ideas a great deal of thought at one point, all the while
observing my five children develop, and noting how they noticed things
and what they noticed, and how they explained it to themselves and
each other. One of the earliest observations I made about children
and their reactions to their environment was that they pretty much
just accept it as it is. They don't seem to need "explanations"
for it. What is "out there" is what it is until some adult
repeats to them some story about it which may entertain them or frighten
them. Until "stories" are told to them, children are intensely
busy just imitating what they see other people do, most generally the
adults in their lives. Without fantastic tales being told to them,
their games of make-believe consist of ordinary mundane and very HUMAN
dramas. And even when they are told magical stories about flying horses
or people with super powers, they often resist these dramas in preference
for those that directly apply to their own experience and observation.
Perhaps the comparison of the development of a child's thinking in
relation to their environment, to the development of evolutionary thinking
of human beings in general, is not altogether appropriate, but I do
think that it ought to give us some pause to question just where and
how the creation of myth and legend actually served human beings evolutionarily
speaking. Why would anyone tell a story about a man with magic sandals
that enabled him to fly if they are merely anthropomorphizing the forces
of nature? If it is a "magical being" such as a "god,"
why does he need sandals to fly with? He could just as easily have
wings that are part of his physical structure. He's already a god,
after all. He's not human. So why the sandals?
Indeed, there may be an "archetypal pool of ideas" from which
all humanity may draw in dreams and visions, but that leads us into
realms that of thought that do not answer the simple question as to
where and how and why howling savages were served by making up fantastic
tales about the forces of nature, that included certain elements that
suggest technology and not a truly "magical state of being?"
In the present day, there are all sorts of "mystical" groups
and organizations that claim to be the recipients of ancient knowledge,
and that this matter has to do with what is commonly called "occultism,"
or the "esoteric" or magical practices. There is a plethora
of books that purport to be scientific, but which totally reject mainstream
science in any context. Subjects such as sacred geometry, archaeoastronomy,
new physics, have all become subjects of fevered study in order to
discern the "occult significance" of the works of the ancients.
And invariably, it is done in strictly ephemeral terms, positing that
all of the abilities of the ancients were accomplished strictly by magical
rites or rituals.
Occultists claim that the mental and spiritual powers of the ancients
were what we have lost. They then assert that this ancient wisdom
was broken up and obscured in magical doctrines which those who are
not "initiated" simply cannot grasp. They claim that parts
of it have been handed down by continuous tradition, and released to
the world at opportune times, and other parts have only been released
to an elect few, of which exalted company, they, of course, are obviously
members.
When considering such ideas, we do come to the thought that it is very
likely that there are rites or stories or myths behind the rituals,
that may, indeed, have been passed down in such secret groups in a
more pure form than the stories that make their way around the globe
across millennia. But that does not mean that the "priesthood"
of such groups truly understand the stories or rites of which they
are guardians - especially if they do not consider the possibility
that some of such information may be strictly and purely scientific
codes and require a trained scientist to decode them.
Most of the so-called "occultists" and "sacred geometers"
remind me of David Macaulay's "Motel Of Mysteries,22
Boston, Houghton Mifflin, 1979"a humorous account of an archaeological
excavation of a twentieth century motel, in which everything is meticulously
excavated, recorded and then totally misinterpreted. The "vast
funerary" complex unearthed by Howard Carson contains wonders such
as the "Great Altar" (Television), a statueof the deity WATT
(bedside lamp) and the Internal Component Enclosure (or ICE box).
But just misunderstanding is not all we have to contend with. That
there are others who seem to be part of the very Control System we
have mentioned above with what seem to be extremely dangerous proclivities
of promulgating dangerous and cunning lies is also evident as we will
discuss further on.
In terms of archaeology, there are processes involved in the formation
of the archaeological record. A lack of understanding of these formation
processes is not always confined to the non-professionals. It has
only relatively recently been suggested that the archaeology of a site
is not a direct record of what went on there, but instead may have
been distorted by a whole series of processes, including cataclysmic
disruption.
We are suggesting that the same may be true regarding myths and legends
and religious rites. They are a sort of archaeological record of the
history of mankind held in archetypal terms, buried in stories, distorted
by a whole series of processes.
Even if some of the purported ancient schools and mystical paths have
kept some of this information intact, or in a purer state, it still
seems that much has "faded on the page" due to the long period
of time since such things were part of the consensus - thus external
- reality. But still, there are those who have seen the contradictions
in our reality and our beliefs and who have sought in these ancient
teachings to discover what might have been known. Many of them have
made discoveries that, when considered with information from many other
fields, assists us in this essential discovery of our true condition
and purpose.
The question naturally arises, what does the history of the subject
have to tell us about what may or may not "really work?"
Can we examine it; can we track it and discover not only the obstacles
of the process, but also the REAL BENEFITS that might accrue to the
Seeker? Can we track and discover the apparent abilities that are
the SIGNS of accomplishment of the successful Quest?
In short, what is the REAL Philosophers Stone? What can the Hero really
accomplish when he finds the Holy Grail?
> Meantime I would just like to add
that there was a time in my life when
> I would not have understood or known
how to understand the way you
> approach this.
One thing Mouravieff wrote that was powerfully meaningful to me was
his series of comments on the "type" of the Knight - who
is already well-developed emotionally, but really needs to work on
the intellectual part. The fact is this: even though my husband and
myself are considered to be "intellectuals" and to have pursued
intellectual development all our lives, what became excruciatingly
clear was that it was very one-sided in some respects. Because of
what Mouravieff calls the "A" influences - and we just call
it the Matrix Control System - our EMOTIONS were distorted to only
allow us to accept ideas that were emotionally pleasing - even if they
were of a high intellectual sort.
All of this has to do with what Mouravieff suggests is
the "matter of matters," i.e. "evil." And that,
of course, takes us to the many ideas of "fixing" the world,
or "saving" the world, or whatever. In other words, what
amounts to hubris - deciding that the ideas that a person has about
good and evil based on human intellectualizations - must be enforced
on creation.
What I finally realized - in a period of intense initiation - was that
God has Many faces - not all of them pleasant to behold. And, at that
point, I SAW the "Matrix," and I SAW the "A" influences
and "B" influences, and that the REAL work of this level
of being is to CHOOSE one's alignment with one or the other, and then
to begin the process of discerning and "assimilating." This
is why everything is "masked" in symbols. This reality is,
in a sense, the landscape of the Quest for the Grail. It is a TEST.
But more is needed, as Mouravieff points out. One must, at some point,
DO something. And this is where faith comes in. It is not "faith"
in the sense of a "belief," but Faith in the REALITY of higher
things... and it requires the individual to essentially "step
off a cliff" at the edge of the Matrix reality into the reality
of the REAL.
I did.
And just as the alchemists describe it, such an act results in the
"death" of something - and the physical body - so attuned
to the "A" influences - being forcibly disconnected from
them via WILL - goes through some of the most horrible sufferings imaginable.
It could be said to be similar to drug withdrawal in a sense, but a
LOT worse. In physical terms, an infection took hold in my body affecting
my eyes, ears, and lungs. I literally wept blood. For days I lay
there, almost unable to breathe, with compresses on my eyes, medications
in my ears, ingesting the massive doses of the most powerful antibiotics
available that had no effect - and I did NOT relent. I KNEW that what
I was experiencing was the efforts of the "agents of the Matrix"
to turn me aside from my resolve. And I just kept affirming that "you
can kill me if you like, but I am NOT changing my course."
And at some point, there was a "shift" and
the forces withdrew.
Ark "found me" 40 days later. To the day.
Now, I have to tell you that this process of being brought to the point
of SEEING was facilitated in a gentle, but firm way by these "Cassiopaeans."
In fact, looking back over my life in retrospect, I can perceive the
influence from the time of my birth - always there in the background
watching over me, waiting for me to "ask the question."
And when at last, in 1984, I was brought to that point of bankruptcy
- another period of serious illness - the communication began in a
direct way - I would ask the question mentally, and just wait in a
meditative state - and it would begin to flow as just "ideas"
which I would write down.
Well, because of the fact that my emotional nature has repeatedly led
me into traps - I already knew that my "machine tolerances"
had to be analyzed and adjusted. I knew that I had to do research
to ensure that what I was "receiving" was not just more and
better disinformation, so to say.
And so, over the next ten years I did research... and it was during
this research that I came to the idea that, for me to be able to be
objective about things - more of the "adjustment of the machine"
- the mode of transmission really needed to be modified so that the
thoughts bypassed my conscious mind. And so, the two years of developing
the circuit for the transmissions via the board and planchette.
Yes, it is unusual. But for me - knowing my own nature - that of
susceptibility to manipulation because the Love nature in me is so developed
and this energy was so easily stolen, and manipulated by "agents"
- it was a necessary step.
Of course, meeting Ark was an event that was utterly stupendous. It
resulted in all kinds of "effects" that I try to describe,
but words fail. Some of these actually included bilocation.
Now, lest you think that is a little crazy, I want to point out that
Ark is a 30 year career scientist. At the time he "found me,"
having been on his own quest for all his life as well, he had "put
away" his dreams and was functioning as the Director of the Department
of Nonlinear Dynamics and Complex Systems at the Institute for Theoretical
Physics, University of Wroclaw, Poland. How he dealt with this "activation"
of circuits and potentials that had been suppressed for years is a
story in itself. Some of it is even rather humorous now, when we look
back. Especially when a man who has convinced himself that he is a
"linear thinker" sees his "other half" come in a
window while she is physically 5,000 miles away.
At that moment, I had fallen into a spontaneous "trance,"
so to say - something that has almost never happened - and I was struggling
to maintain my awareness. I would force my eyes open to observe the
environment, and what I saw was LIVING LIGHT. Meanwhile, some part
of me had apparently decided to take a little stroll across the Atlantic.
This occurred several more times during this "readjustment of
frequencies" stage, and was always followed by a baffling period
of intense cold where my teeth would chatter and my body would ache
just as if I were freezing. Thankfully, I found an exact description
of this process in the works of Ibn al- 'Arabi, which he calls a "descent."
Based on his description, it is a temporary "seating" of
the higher centers IN THE BODY for the purpose of "bestowal"
of qualities. I sort of think of it as my higher self as the "computer
hardware repairman" who cam to make some serious adjustments in
my circuitry. Al-'Arabi points out that when the "angel,"
as he calls it, withdraws, the individual, having been in a "state"
of super-accelerated vibration - which manifests as heat (and boy,
was it HOT!) - then feels the normal condition as intensely cold and
cannot get warm by any human means and must simply wait for the vibrations
of the body to catch up with the vibrations of the newly bestowed "station."
I was very relieved to read this. And again, it was exactly right
for me to read it AFTER experiencing it so that I would not doubt my
experience and think that I had "manifested" it due to emotional
thinking.
This is also why it was exactly right, after going through the past
year of "trial by fire" that Mouravieff should become the
new piece of the puzzle - only AFTER the experiences he describes.
This is what convinces me of the fact that he has brought to us a major
piece of the puzzle. There is NO possibility that anything that has
occurred in the past years was "suggested" to me by reading
his material beforehand, and the events are described by him in detail
- exactly as they happened. In short, it further strengthens my HOPE
that we CAN "DO" something. And I must say that, like you,
I was losing my hope in the course of the seemingly endless struggle.
Because, of course, our struggle has been enormous, probably based
on the fact that we have "gone public" and have made some
significant ripples in the "Matrix." And frankly, I do NOT
think that anyone could do it without a "living Tradition"
such as the C's - because we always have guidance - even if sometimes
it is rather cryptic due to the non-violation of learning directive.
If not for their assurances that this relentless attack was the "fire"
from which would come "light," we would have just given up
any public work at all. The attacks, the liars and defamers, spreaders
of "scandal" and odious and sickening acts of purely filthy
libel - attacks on our children even - were utterly horrendous.
But we survived, we passed that test, daily turning the negative emotions
into "light" and giving it out to the world.
And Mouravieff was the "gift" that came after.
And what a gift it is.
>Any idea I
> had that nothing was true unless
I could explain it has long ago been
> driven out of my mind by the lessons
I have been taught during my
> investigations.
Oh, indeed. But now, perhaps, you know better what we have done so
far... you start with faith that there IS Truth "out there."
You evaluate your own being and determine how best to find out what
is or is not truth - that's research - after a period of that, which
is the "collecting of "A" influences," as well as
a repeated series of shocks when you discover that what you may have
believed as true is NOT true... this begins to "fuse" the
magnetic center.
After a period of that, once you get down to some of the most fundamental
lies in which you believed, and you are mightily shocked to have to
make the choice to give them up, or go back to sleep in the lies.
THEN you realize that Truth leads to action. This action
results in another major shock - and that takes you over into a sort
of "space" that is sort of an "interval." Hopefully,
you have enough will to sustain yourself there... and if so, you land
on the next "note" which is essentially, a different "world."
And in THAT world, polar beings find each other. And in that world,
you find hope.
But again, hope is nurtured by knowledge - by research... and so, at
this new level of being, you continue...
And there we are. And now, we see more light at the end of the tunnel.
That hope is growing.
